Why

U know why i'm messaging u?

Because i dream of u

U know why i'm dreaming of u?

because i miss u

U know why i miss u?

because i like u

u know why i like u?

because i love u

u know why i love u?

because u are special to me

u know why u are special?

because u are different from everyone else

u know why u are different?

because u are unique

u know why u are unique?

because u are only u

i felt ashamed on starting messaging u again

but i don't know why my hand typing that so fast and finally send that item to u

maybe my messy mind become irrational so that i did everything that i consider irrational indirectly :)

i WANT this happiness face again because there are some people commenting on my face reaction now.

Dia cakap muka saya mcm org x sihat and my smile just like not before.

i wonder how i must do now with the uncontrollable pimple on my forehead.

I'm worried of all these things.

Suma pon da tegur and they said that byk sgt pikir kot..thats why byk jerawat tumbuh kt dahi tu..

but! i don't know what am i thinking!

dream

dream of .... last night?
why?


against responsibility and intuition

two instead of one

I never lost one.

I LOST two!

I LOVE BOTH OF THEM.

But i know he wouldn't be mine.

and i know my mom is HARTA BERHARGA PINJAMAN SEMENTARA dr ALLAH S.W.T.

kadang2 terfikir kenapa dugaan ALLAH ni terlalu hebat

dan kita x terdaya menghadapinya.

tp ujian yg diberi itu mampu dihadapi oleh umatNya.

klu pk my sadness only there are so many people out there yg lebih tragis lg ujian dorg

:)

anyhow i need to be thankful for all the challenges.

dengan kehilangan org yg tersayang diikuti plak kerja yg skg ntah macam ape2

sume membuatkan kesedihan kte menjadi teramat la sedih n rase mcm xdaya je

tp ape nak buat.kehidupan mesti diteruskan

tp cakap n type or tulis memang senang

nak buat?

wallahualam bissawab

best mum ever :)