Adik ME :P

i do promise to someone nak upload this picca.

Handsome x?

suka tgk mata ye....

:P

Enough2..

Don't misunderstood..

I don't really know him..

Suka usha die bile die wat keje..

*xkesah nk upload kt cni sbb bukannye die tau my blog pon n confirm x kantoi punya la*
confident je ayt :P

Nuts is kacang..whateva!

My estrogen rush invigorating *lied* as I didn’t work out for extremely in an hour so that I will work with passion and be patience with all the challenges. People here are all about thinking that their have a lot of workloads to do, seem that no one care about your role and responsible. People here are annoying, and its do irritates me to the max.
However I can’t do anything, I just need to face it and accept it even I don’t really like to.
I’ve no choice. I need to pay for Mr. Ollen as I bought it last year. Moreover I have to repay my debt and future debt to my lovely parents. Oh I miss them. Sincerely to say that I’d just met them. I don’t really know why I’d become so sensitive lately, maybe because I’m suffering from a syndrome known as Pre Menstrual Syndrome. By the way, it’s time for me to do my work but I don’t have a gut to do it. I need to stabilize my mood so that I’d become cheerful and do my work chores without moodiness. I’ve been working here since 4th October 2010. I’ll know one fine day I’ll be transferred to section which is I don’t really want to. Then, what to do? I need to face it by my own. It’s skeptical, really skeptical, so just don’t let your mind tired to think it off.

I’m thinking of better offer right now. I want something better and it’ll tranquil my mind and my soul. I don’t want to be here. Thanks Allah for giving me a chance to work here, I don’t know who is pressurized myself here. Maybe I’m a spoil brat that they shouldn’t think of hiring me. I don’t really know if it is a fault but I do believe that there’s something that we don’t know (supposed to be good impact or effect) and I don’t know it yet. Not yet been revealed or maybe Allah want me to think it deeper and find by my own self. I’m searching myself, the truth of being me and the utterly of why being me.

If I’m too good and near to Allah, maybe I can answer that entire question that I keep on thinking, even now I’m still thinking it off. I don’t know to whom I should share all these rubbishy and I know it’s quite boring. Besides, my creator and you the only want can listen to me without expression, but I don’t really care on that.
The only want can hear me is only you, Mr. B, I’m sad and so sad, I can’t express my inner intuition. I want to cry even I know it would not help my problem and settle down it but it is a way to cure myself from being too stress and pushy towards my conflict of emotion.

You can throw out all those words to me, I’m picky, I’m choosy, I’m fussy, I’m fastidious, I’m pernickety, I’m whatever! But the truth is I’m scared to be one of it. I securely understand that I’m nobody to choose my own style. I’m the one who pleased to face everything that Allah had chosen the best for me. I don’t know what wrong with me right now. Mental disorder? For Godsake!stay away from it. I don’t want any sickness regards brain or whatever. I’m hoping I will in a pink of health. (These words like I’m
Doing English essay on secondary school). There’s no one can understand me well. I knew it. I can’t feel the euphoria of the surroundings. Is there any happiness from deep inside my heart? I’m bored with situation like this. I;m stuck within empathy and compassion. Less energizing, so that i'd become less concious with real fact of life now.

*demotivated mode*

picca tuk cik Dea

Sy da berjanji nk bg Picca2 neh kt Cik Dea 

sorry sbb lmbt nk bg...

:)

kakak n cik Dea yg vogue

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cik Dea yg Cun lg meletup gitu

cik Dea ngn I yg somot!

All this pics was captured on wedding day cik Dea's bro.

it's been a month lebey kot

janji nk bg,,tp skg bru bley nk bg..

FYI, i g Shalam then kakak amek i kt sane so i lepak jap umah kakak kt sg buloh

then lps lepak2 kat umah kakak kt sg. buloh i pon g Gombak,

i da la x reti jln kan so nasib baek parents kakak join ikut kitorg skali

so xd la sesatnye

btw kakak jemput i tp i yg drive smpai umah die

kakak ni cam takut2 sket nk drive ble bwk org

len plak prangainye ngn CIK DEA kte ni

die ni klu bwk kete mmg la mcm nk drift gayanye..

pas gi uma Cik Dea i n kakak pon balek la balek rumah kakak kt sg buloh tu..

pastu kitorg gi Karok kt mall area sinun

agak best jugak la tmpt karok tu

antara tmpt yg agak best and boley layan.

then smpai Shalam da agak malam la jugak

pastu kitorg g mkn kt Shalam 

n i angkut kakak bawak balek Bangi

and pagi2 tu kitorg ronda Alamanda plak

then niat nk karok tp x jadi sbb mahal ya amat..

pastu kitorg g jalan shalam balek

then karok kt area shalam

1 lagu sehinggit

pilih 20 lgu

so sorg rm10 la kot

best jgk la 

layannnnn

tp gmbr jln2 ngn kakak xd 

sbb kakak ni

die bukan jenis camwhore mcm i

i pon cam mls2 nk b'gmbr bagai

jd xd la gmbr kitorg mase b'jln2 aritu

wpon cite ni da lame n da basi

n mcm xperlu nk update pon

tp ade i kesah?

blog i knnnn :P

tp mmg motif utama post ni nk upload gmbar yg Cik Dea nak sgt tu

makanya sy suda menepati janjiku wpon terlambat sedikit suddaa :)

Surga Cinta :)

Terdiam... hanya bisa diam
dingin menyerang... di sekujur tubuhku

Layangkan mata menembus cahaya putih kilaunya
Meneduhkan lamunan

Masih jelas terlihat, pesona ayumu
Masih jelas terasa, getar dawai jiwamu aahhh...


Inikah surga cinta yang banyak orang pertanyakan
Atau hanya mimpi yang tiada pernah berakhir jua

Perlahan bawa semua tanya
Satu bersama... langkah di taman ini




Terangkai bunga tanda cinta murni adanya
Tapi kekasih pun tiada muncul hapus rinduku aahhh...

Di mana aku sedang berada mengapa sendiri
Lari telanjang tanpa seorangpun yang akan mempeduli






Terbanglah cinta sampaikan sayangku hanya bagi dia 
Hanya rasa sepi meratapi malam tanpa dirinya

**thinking not sinking**

netball game

Dear B, 

i promised to show my prizes that we won kan?

so here it is some of the scenes and the prizes

my position was GS

panas2 pn ttp main wpon demam..xkire gak tuu

sweet sungguh memory ini

voucher tesco je nokss

piala yg v all letak kt atas meja boss

champion! wuwwuuwwuu

muka slps main *burn n blushing*

selamat da voucher ni ponn

ni la die prizes nye

xdapat medal pon

just dapat piala

n

voucher tesco rm50

n tesco voucher tu pon da slamat gunakn dkt tesco sbn 2

hehe

senanye i sesat jln mase otw nk g spital tgk my mom

pastu i nmpk trus signboard sbn 2

then i blasah je g

n singgah tesco bli barang jap

makanye i gunakanlah sebaik mungkin voucher yg i dapat tu

*sekian*

my mom da discharge dr spital sbn

thanks Allah :)

n her condition da makin ok

ALHAMDULILLAH

semoga sembuh sepenuhnya

AMIN

questioning

INFERIORITY










that was what i felt~

Thanks

Thanks for those yang bg support and do motivate myself.

Thanks rakan2..atas nasihat n kate2 semangat kt i..

ade jgk org yg amik berat.. 

I'm hoping that i akan tabah mghdapi sume ni.

It's just a challenge to live in this beautiful life created by Allah s.w.t.

but i can't hide my sadness all the way.

sometimes i can faking a smile in front of the others,

but my heart?

only Allah knows :)

*eyes can lie*

do my eyes lie?

I've forgotten..

i went for a blogwalking..then too layan smpai i lupa yg sebenarnye i nk update my blog..
Sorry B, for waiting ..

this week so well u known that my previous story was..i accompany my mom here at hospital..btw taken pic at hospital is forbidden..and also using handphone but somehow i think the sign didn't work.. as u all know that we are like to be an "obedient" with all those signage which is i think not convenience in such place so called hospital. My mom recently ok, from the first day she admits at this hospital, but the things is, her kidney still got stone.So surgical doc here will do an appointment with HKL. So basically my mom will not discharge from this hospital. On Monday will update about what they suggest us to do so and they also contact HKL side for further action.


I seem to be "OK" staying at hospital..sleeping and eating here, but take a bath at my home. After my sis come then my shift to accompany my mom end for a while..it's been 3 days i'm sleeping here..

1st day I can't really sleep well. Cannot sleep because of too much noise here, and too bright also.
The bed opposite my mom's bed, the patient there, i don't know what's wrong with her. At 2 am, they are some docs, nurses, surrounded her bed. They use and run some machine to her. i saw it so that i can't sleep well.

Day 2 (night at hospital)
I become the patient..because i sleep before my mom's did.
SOmetime i feel like i'm the one who take care by my mom but not me supposedly to take care of her.
Pity on my mom because have a child like me.
Maybe because i'm too sleepy and can't sleep the day before so that i'll become sleepy on day 2.
Fortunately my mom's bed was change from 6b to 5b. 5b less patient here and there's not too much noise.
So basically 5b is ward for men but it mixed up..need to walk along at the end of this ward actually there also for women's ward.

third day..
hey i'm not sleeping yet because i'm blogging now.
Will update at what time i'll sleep today.

In this evening 2 of my bff did come to visit my mom.
Both of them are my LOVELY YANTI AND SYUHADA.
Thanks coz visiting my mom with the fruits they gave to my mom.

I'm so touched!
Thanks Guys!

 Day 0--> 1st nite i can't sleep well because of this machine.(ACTUALLY IT IS ALMOST 4 NITE'S HERE)
Doc's using it to insert the water in my mom's body.
I thought this machine was not well function.
SO It's tit tit sound will come out. FREQUENTLY OK!
i'M SO touched when i hear my mom's said to the nurse in charge on that night.
she'd worried that the sound discomfort me and the sound did disturb my night and sleep.
Then nurse said to her...what to do makcik...

btw i kantoi captured this pic with medical doc! she saw me captured this with my phone camera.

i took this pic because i can't sleep well that night.
break the rules! but that doc's doesn't care much on taking picture here.
and not to forget there r also an handsome doc named amri
i like to see and watch him doing his work
secretly*

Thanks Dearie Lappy because did accompany me n my mom's here. NOt to forget my dear hp also.




I'm hoping that my mom get well soon.
Hopefully the stone doesn't effect too much in her kidney.
I'm hoping that everythings gonna be better.
And miracle also gonna happen.
Please Ya ALLAH..
sihatkan ibu bapaku.
Sembuhkanlah penyakit ibuku.
Jauhkanlah kami dari apa2 penyakit.
Hanya padaMu ku memohon pertolongan
AMIN .



I thinks there's  much more to share here..but i don't know how to tell and describe it well.
Dear B, Gudnte :)

Happiness

Happiness come and go..

Eternity?

Lasting?

Can it be ?

MY mood mixed up

A LIL bit happy then..sometimes not..

but I thankful.. coz there's another chances for myself that Allah still giving on.

THANKS ALLAH for the happiness and everything.

MY MOM da ok a bit n hopefully recover soon.

Hopefully discharge dr wad spital ni dgn kadar segera..

:)

And there's another story behind the scene.

who made me smile and keep on smiling now.

Smile while blogging..

OH...FLOATING NOW..

wanna sweet dream n beautiful nightmare now.

:P

the person who i love the most, the person who didn't sleep when i got a fever, the person who worried if i'm not come back yet, the person who prepared my breakfast,lunch n dinner meals if i'm at home, the person who take care of me, the person whom i care the most, she is everything for me.
I LOVE U MOM!

love MOM

Still in d mood of worries

I LOVE MY MOM
I'm hoping she's getting better soon.

Last Mon i joined Harmonious Sport Festival at Bangi Seksyen 15,

and fortunately our team got 1st prize for netball game.

ehem2..at least there's happiness in pain

so my face is burnt.

Oh I hate it.

day 1 just see blushing then now it become darker than before.

Oh No..can't get rid of it.

Need to take the risk.

but it's okay coz it worth it

Finally we won that game.

Thanks ALLAH for the happiness and winning of d game.

i keep on praying while playing the netball game.

Fever not to consider..just concentrate with the game.

will upload the prizes that we won if and only if i rajen nk transfer from hp to lappy.

i'm not promising u B on this okay.

and another sweet story or a bit happiness..

someone that i adore do comment my pic at  my social network site.

thanks God he still remember me,

i just want to say out loud that i like n love him

but i'm scared..hyper scared and i'm not strong enough to admit that i like him so much.

btw he's taken so i'm not going to disturb or ruin his relationship with his gf.

remember this pic? he likes this~ Owh feel like my heart melt~
i like this more than you do and i love you more than you know~

kadang2 rase nak jadi x tahu malu n nak luahkan ape yg terbuku dlm hati ni
even single word yg merapu asalkan dia tahu yg kite suke die dari dulu smp skg x pnh berhenti
cume tkt nk berharap sbb die kepunyaan orang lain
and i always regret of not telling the truth about my feelings to whom it may concern~
i know he would  not read this so who cares..



Thanks Allah coz there's a lil happiness inside the pain of vain
APpreCiate It So MUCh!

Listening and Writing or Typing

Jiwa kacau mode~




Sometimes we need to smile and pretend that we are okay
but some how we can't smile even we are okay.
Some case we can hide if we got any problem, someday it will be reveal.
If not now, maybe later.


Oh I MISS my MOM!
and my sadness can't go away if i keep on thinking about my mom's condition right now.
I cried for the time i miss her, i can't figure it out how many times i cried for her.
I keep on praying that she will be okay soon..so soon..please Ya ALLAH.
Please fulfill my doa.
I'm hoping that her health is okay and better day by day.
I can't bear to see and hear about her condition right now.


Sometimes people surround want to share their problems with us but sometimes we are listening but actually we don't want to hear it because we are burdened by our problems.


Sometime we laugh to the funny jokes around us but actually deep inside our heart it is broken and hurt and yet to recover our heart hurt sometimes we need to smile even it's pain.


and they always said that smile is like u r donating :) (direct translation senyum itu sedekah)
Keep on smile in front of people and cries alone.
Is it okay and fair to ourself?


i hate hypocrisy.Serious i hate it. But sometimes i have no choice and need to practice it.
but i do hate them whom are hypocrite and concrete.


How would you feel if someone that you trust, u like, u love, even u just know her/him is actually talk bad about you in front of the others?
Can you imagine how hurt your feeling if they are actually acting in front of you.
Don't you know that they are a bit like cruel towards you?
Don't you think that they really care about you?
Don't you feel that you are talking rubbish right now.
Don't you realize that you are repeating the same words.


it's been a while since i'd had a girls' night out, and the estrogen rush was invigorating.
but my night is now are fully at home. sleep earlier than before.
i need to work and realize that i'm getting old and be like a career women from now onwards.
it is too skeptical, and myself can't understand it until now.
i miss Mang, Ayu, Fyd, Sally, Aizan, Jijah, Myra, Norlis, and all my friends when we are studying together before.
it's memorable, precious time that we had shared together.


I hate hectic lifestyle of an employed person.
i do hate myself because i'm not appreciate and thankful for the good things that Allah gave to me.
Unfortunately i'm hoping better offer from another company to work in.
but it is not wrong to say like that because for sure you want better for your routine of life right?
i'm holding myself personally responsible for my own sake but with Allah's permission.


heavy feeling of lethargy washed over me as i said that i'm coughing ( worsen after medicine taken) and flu also not to be forgotten fever to include and to be mentioned here.
My mind went around in circles, trying to come up with some way out of this nightmare(i mean my unhealthy condition).


okay.
until now to write in.
i want to sleep and dream
to be at amusement park on weekend.
I hate working on weekend.
HATE IT.
hopefully awake really at amusement park! 
sound silly~
People say, sometimes the things u ever hate is usually happen and you always get it.
Maybe there's some hikmah hidden on everything that actually happen now.


Ya Allah sembuhkanlah ibuku.
Aku x akan berhenti berdoa utk ibu bapaku.
Selamatkah, ibu bapaku dari godaan dunia dan siksa akhiratmu.
Sembuhkanlah ibuku dari segala penyakit yg menyerangnya Ya Allah.
Panjangkanlah umur kedua ibu bapaku.
Ampunilah dosaku, ibu bapaku dan seluruh kaum keluargaku.
Limpahkanlah kami rezeki yang berkat.
berikanlah kami petunjuk ke arah jalan yang Engkau redhai.
Hanya kepadamu aku bermohon Ya Allah.
Tiada  Tuhan melainkanMU.




if you really know me..you'll know why i'm deactivate fb..
just think that i'm in sort of jiwa kacau mode so that i'll do everything that unnecessary to do..like someone who actually want a bit attention but i'm kinda person who is not really to share my probs..cause i also don't like blabbermouth!




Deep inside my heart i'm eagerly want to hear a sound of happiest in my tone of voice so that i'll become normal like people out there!
so?
seem i'm abnormal recently~
yes! ehh no! i'm not...!!!




A huge thank you to my beloved Dayen because give some moral support and motivate myself~
Thanks so much for hearing my voice of sadness and keep on telling that everything will gonna be okay~ Thanks again..so much..my cries that you hear..and only Allah knows how much i appreciate it.

i want my heart and mind as tranquil as this scene captured fullstops.

aku bukan sempurna~

serabut bukan lakonan semata, 
juga bukan khayalan yang bermain difikiran 
tetapi kenyataan yang tak mampu di ubah 
hanya kerana diriku tak berupaya 
mengubah segalanya yang berlaku,
Apa2pon, pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya.
Semoga berjumpa dan mengenal pasti hikmah yang mendatang.

I'm Emo

yeah entry ini berbaur emosi..
i sedih sgt..
ermm
xtau nak cte cmne..tp i ni risau gle
xtau la mcm ne nk tulis kt cni
im i'm seriously sedih
deep inside my heart i rase nak nangis..

mmg touching jer rase...
i balek n9 arini
i dapat MC..
i demam..
dari ahad aritu da rse cm demam je..


ok ni bukan nak cte pasal i yg sakit
tp my lovely one..
oh i xtau mcm mane nk cte ngn u
my lovely mom sakit
skg ni my mom da mcm heran je muka die
ermm
i xmo btau kt cni..
tp i xtau nk cte kt sape..
i tau
wpon u B xde reaction ble i cte
but i know ..wpn xd reaction tp i know..
u r listening with fully exprension
Even blog is expressionless
but at least i tell with you
and i wanna share my headburden..
i don't know why i should share it here..

Td doc check my mom
kate yg die kene jangkitan kuman
sbb selsema n batuk n demam
so ade bengkak kt dlm telinga die
so skg die da less hearing
so i ckp pon da kene ckp kuat2
my mom x dgr sgt
:(

i sedey gle
i call my mom byk kali
but she didn't pick up the phone
coz she didn't hear the phone ring


Ya ALLAH,
sembuhkan lah penyakit ibuku
sihat sejahterakan la ibu ku
sesungguhnya aku menyayanginya
teramat menyayangi sehinggakan ku x sanggup melihatnya sakit.

Worries

Size and weight does matter.
Uih...
I'm gaining!!!!
GAIN!

repeat..
GAIN wt.
I hate it..
Oh Please..

i'm worried..
:(

Help me OUT!!!!

Kenangan Kedah 2011

KOTA SETAR :) tower !

Rehearsal Kebudayaan Nite

Batik2 dECOration

Dekat Muzium Sawah Padi :)

Grace @ Menara Alor Star again :)


Just want to recall sweet memory here
Kedah 2011 :)

Eagerly want to take a photo at paddy field..
yet still not satisfy myself
want it more
hopefully soon can :)
without interruption and so on :)

MooDYness~

STresses Sangat!

feeling like wanna do something interesting and weird!

how it would be?

Mood x best!
Dept i ade NCR jugak time Audit td

1 NCR ok

ISO 18001, Seb bek i AUDITEE tuk 9001

but yet still kene mengena jgk

coz my dept jugekkk kann?

sgt x best jugak!

i xnak jd mcm org2 yg xeducated mind

and don't wanna behave like them

but sometime i need someone whom can listen to blabbermouths

so like what i did is sort of like them

I DON'T REALLY KNOW~

Ohh Please~

GOD SAVE ME~

~I suka berlakooonnnn~

*tibe2 statement ni kan*

Asmara~

Tadi balek keje lambat..
Sampai2 rumah je terus bukak tv3..
haha
nak layan ASMARA 2..

Touching plak cte ni noksss..

haha...layan je...
iyo2 je i nak balek awal sbb nak tgk cte tu
tp lmbt jugak ler
da nk dkt 9.30 bru smpai umah dr tmpt kje td

sok ade audit lorh
:(

SOP siapkan last minute
boley plak superior i suh buatkan..
da maghrib ok time die handover SOP tu..
sabar je la mak noksss
layan je
balek lambat pon lambat la

:(

Lepas ni da ade direction sket
tiap2 hari selasa
malam pukul 9 kene duk ngadap tv
layan cite asmara
klu x layan abeh cite ni
alamatnye
kne buat mcm tgk Asmara dulu la
layan utube je la nokss

huhu
:P

Cute?
ehem3...
2 org :P

eh
i da nampak Abg ME td..
sebok betul die buat kje
mmg die xpasan la i lalu kat production line td

xpelah...
xkesah :(
ye je x kesah kan....

Td i bg PERA gula2 yg K.Jeindy bg..
haha.. :P
slekeh je :P


SOk kan kene Audit QESH
NGAN ISO i jadi PIC tuk ISO 9001

serious x ghoti den noksss
document procedure ngn work instruction pon
my Assistant Manager yg update kan..
x senonoh betul dapat org mcm i ni kan
tp srius ni 1st time kot..
so byk yg i xtau lg..

Sometimes u pretend that u like it but actually u don't.
Sometimes u show ur faithfulness through ur face.
Sometimes it's hard to pretend that u r okay but actually u not.
Sometimes it's ok to express ur feeling through ur face at least u r not hiding something.
Sometimes it's ok to tell everything that u really want to share but some cases u need to keep by ur own.
Sometimes there is a way to tell but people don't really want to listen.
Sometimes there's someone who really want to hear all ur rubbishy
because they admire you to the most.
Sometimes i think of if there is someone like what i said before.     

Tertekanan

Mang ajak gi Jepon

Mcm it's too Good to be true aje....

Serious nak ikut...

DUIT?

da BIG probs!

macam nak ikut jugak tak kire

tapi?

bukan macam da ni

tp mmg betul2 nak ikut die g sane lorh..

JIWA KACAU~

MAHU JOIN MANG JUGAKKk! XKIRE!!!

tApi FULUS kne kire uwuwuwu..

my wishlist one of it are i really want to travel around the world.

IF KAYA SOON! hahaha :P

Classic~

i x pernah lg dpt call sejahanam dan sekurang hajar dr

credit card ape nth name company tu

tp yg penting dekat KL la

name pempuan tu Jasmin ke ape

tp sore cam keling

mmg menyampah giller

and rase nak menyumpah

and mmg da kua pon ayat2 sumpah seranah kt ppuan tu

mulut cam haram...

macam...ee mmg rse nk menca***  je kt ppuan tu

then lg hell

smlm nk g men bowl

pastu smp2 kt kaunter tu

ppuan lg buat hal n hell

mmg x blaja customer service

service cam haram gak

menyampah!!!

muke da lantah hape2..

mmg serius x seswai kot

layan la customer elok2 sket

klu mmg da full

xley ke nk ckp leklok n pndg muke

ni ckp smbl wt kje len

xtau nk ckp hape la

eee

mmg geram gle

ble dpt call yg mcm tu

then dpt lak layanan ntah hape2 pas tuu

eeeee

GERAM sangat..

xtahu nak ckp ape

kene maki depan2

sabarrrrr je la

trus ilang mood!

kpd ppuan2 bekenaan

tlg la jaga cara percakapan anda

jgn la wat n kuakn ayat2 yg bley menyakitkan hati org

layan la customer  elok2 sket

EMoSI gila weh!!!!

serious

Bangi-->Somban-->Ghombau

okay today after worked, i went back to my hometown
btw i wanted to ziarah my cousin's wife (kak Farah Yasmin)
she admits at Hospital Tuanku Jaafar Seremban.
Pity on her.
I'm so touched to see her like that.
I can't hide my sadness so that my tears fall.
I recited Yassin and also Al-Fatihah.
I'm hoping that she will cure from her disease.
I'm not so sure why she become critical.
but from Mak Teh's explanation she unconscious after operation.
a day after operation actually.


Ya Allah, selamatkanlah dan sembuhkan lah Kak Farah.
Amin

Jar Of Hearts~

No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Kaizen for 2nd Time :)

My AM, Me hugging K.Rama d team leader n My Boss

our team! Boleh3x!!!

Augmented Speed Booster

I present nth hape2

I merapu lg pgg mic !

ntah hape2 ntah

our team kaizen

ME n myself with kaizen banner :)

All those tension for the past is because of this!

oh btw i don't like kaizen!
to be frank i just like the end of it!
haha got prizes and coupon!

:P

finally we managed to finished this activity.

and we win!

haha 2nd place only.

But thank God, at least our tiredness and OT till late at night is paid with this.

Just 4 months here i already joined 2 times for Kaizen.

OMG can u imagine if i stay here a lil longer.

How many times i should join all this???

Unless i got another better offer so that i can avoid off this all.

Me n my friend :)

me :)

Yesterday i went to Putrajaya

for a date :)

ehem3..

sorry..he's taken so???

i went out with someone's bf???

yeah!

btw his girl already knew about it indeed she gave permission to that guy to see me

(so good uh)

if i were that girl i won't give permission to my bf to see tetttttt

hehe :P

Okay to be frank, he likes me before, it's just that we're not be meant to be together

so he found another girl

(I don't know whether i should tell this)

Okay to be frank again, we didn't have any special relationship now

but i guess we are more to friends as i mentioned to him

we'll be good friend no matter what happened previously.

Just want to say sorry to his girl because he went for a date with me yesterday,

but i know his feelings towards me already disappeared once he found his new love.

he'll be my friend forever.

Okay, once u see this picture please don't get me wrong okay.

He's the only best friend of mine.

I also don't want to hurt his gf feeling. 

Dear Izham,

Thanks for everything and thanks coz being nice to me.

U r such a wonder guy that i've ever met.

Even, we are friends, i still loving u as my friend.

and i hope that our friendship would never meet the end of the road.

Just face the fact that whatever Allah plans for us :)
Thanks again for giving me a ride.
Btw Marea is nice to see and nice to sit also.
I like ur Fiat Marea :)
Thanks coz keep on 'layaning' me to camwhore :P
Thanks for the Burlesque movie :)
and final Thanks for the Ayam Penyet :p

with Fiat Marea owner

me n him

me n izham