Kesegaran Nyata

Macam ni lah kalau lepas main badminton,
badan da mongi aka wangi lepas mandi,
so rase segar dan tak boleh tidur awal
makanya,
tulis something la kt blog,
nak merapu kt FB pon rase cam open sangat lak.

-keep on haunted by the past sins-
O Allah, forgive me for all the wrong things that i've done..
please..

Kadang-kadang Allah bagi kita nikmat kebahagian yang bertimpa-timpa
kadang-kadang Allah uji kita dengan dugaan yang tak diduga secara bertimpa-timpa jugak

Moga Allah ampunkan dosaku..
kerana hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui segalanya.

I'm counting days,
from what i did mention before,
kebahagian yang bertimpa-timpa
semoga Allah selamatkan dan permudahkan semuanya.

Semoga saya memilih pilihan yang terbaik dan
semoga saya dapat memperoleh hikmahnya suatu masa nanti.

masa kecik

mmg sejak dari kecik2 dah suka mekap2..

time dah besa apetah lagiii..
still remember this moment,
make up by my sis
and i blakon amek gmbr,
yet still remember this old fashion gown
my mom yg beli kan
my mom yg pilih sbb ade event mase tadika
yelah mase tadika kan byk aktiviti
masuk menari lah menyanyi lah
macam2 sgt kan
supposed to wear merah kot
tp xde bju gown kaler merah yg dijual ke kodai sompit tu
so pilihan kaler yg terdekat adelah pink
btw tu la kedai fav my mom mase dulu
kalau pergi jusco pon mase time nak raye,
so mase ni dah last minit kan
so memang kodai sompit lah jawabnye..
i suka sgt this gown
skg memang nampak buruk,
tp masa dulu mmg sgt cantik dan i sgt suka pakai pink gown ni..
n mase ni jugak my mom n dad ade belikan kasut kaler hitam
mengelip u!
tp masa tu kasut tu besa sbb xde saiz i
ye la kasut cntik2 kan utk org yg besar2 time tu
so xde pilihan i pakai je kasut yg besar tu..
*tiba2 rindu kat my mom*
n tiba2 rindu nak jadi budak2 balik
sbb time tu, u xkan payah2 nak pikir pasal life u
u tend to pergi skola blaja je
then decision making by ur parents
coz definitely u don't know whats the best for u
tp skg every single decision must be decided by u..urself
kalau my mom is here boleh jugak tanya mana yg bagus utk diri ni
skg dah besar n serabut pikir psl masalah diri

i suka blakon wpon i bukan artis!
tp keputusan ini bukan lakonan,
it will effect my future undertaking.
i just don't know!!!

p/s: belom buat keputusan lg..ermm still ade chance utk berfikir..

Manusia

Ku hanya Manusia Tanpa Cinta~

23rd April 2012..shl

whattaday! p trek, intend to jog, tp jupa mek thai dok bercerita pasai mskn n life dia.. then sbb ujan, blek uma lak dgr roomate berletiaq pasai mslh dia .. yes! actually i'm willing to listen to all the probs..but if there is someone or somenone to listen mine...

nak tweet pon x bley..

pasai pjg ngat tweet ni,

so admin twitter remind me

Your Tweet was over 140 characters. You'll have to be more clever.

so nak post jgk..

kene ngdap my baby boo blog la kann...

wish can gosok this classic menatang hapa nth namenye.. and kua genie comey rambut cm ipin,ikat pony tail.. perut comel buncit ke depan..btw ade ke buncit ke blakang ntah?

hey genie!, pls ask Aladdin to come here, really want to see him, doesn't he know i already change my name.
My name now is Princess Yasmin! haha.. r u my Aladin???

princess

i think

 i think he don't like me

maybe YES!

he don't like me

i think i want to give up on him

Dear You,

Maybe you deserve a better girl 

I'm okay with it.

i just want confirmation

if you don't like me then,

please do explain it to me.

the silence do suffering me a lot.

just say it.

forsure i will be ok.

please!!!

i'm tired of waiting~

waiting for your call~

waiting for your message~
and i starting to give up~

and I've died everyday waiting for you~

nightmARE

i had a nightmare yesterday,

yet still waiting for him...

Happy birthday to you

28th February,

i got a msg,

and the content is

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When I woke this morning, i know today is an important day in my life..

I never fail to remember this date..in fact it was saved as a reminder in my hp calender, @8 o'clock my alarm rang...it is a notifier of mom's birthday..i used to call her and wished her a wonderful day, a good health and longevity with the blessing from Allah, but today, 28/2 next year and year after won't be the same as mom is no longer to pick up the phone and hear the wishes from us..but i still want to wish her..selamat hari jadi mak..semoga Allah berikan keampunan buat mak, kesihatan yang baik, diberikan afiat, kesejahteraan dan nikmat di alam sana..Ya Allah, cucurilah rahmat ke atas roh mak kami dan tempatkanlah mak bersama orang yang soleh, beriman dan kau sayangi...amin..mari kita sama2 sedekahkan Fatihah ..baca Yassin untuk mak..sedekahkan duit dekat masjid..singgit pon takpo..janji sedekah..niatkan utk mak...

received this on 28th Feb 2012 on 12.06pm.

and i after read my tears automatically flow...

like it couldn't be stop..

and jadi x tahu nak buat kerja

......and it comes from Along Alin

I MISS HER...

and the pictures were taken on our last Eid Fitry with mom, she likes to take a photo, same as me.

Am I?am i

AM I THE REAL ME?



hey baby boo blog :)
i have a thing to blog about
it is about my new rent house,
finally i got it even though it is just temporarily only
but thank Allah, at least i can still have a place to sleep
and what it the pro and con about this new house are
pro-nearest to my workplace
con-i'm sharing a room with another 3 trainee
so u can also called it a hostel
cause my room have a double Decker bed !
so now i'm staying at Garden Homes Seksyen 15, Bandar Baru Bangi,
so can say final BYE to Desa Sentosa, Teras Jernang.

and, another thing to update?
there's nothing,
and love story also statically like that
never ending story and no drastically happen,
so i let it be,
and let time show the real truth :)

and now i have a time to spend editing my old picca
btw, it's not really nice
but i do like it

happy belated bday for me :)

already past!
yeah absolutely, but i think of it,
i wish for a special day,
somehow it is not fulfill but thank Allah,
i'm alive and still can breath for the 25th years
Thanks for the health, for the space and for everything that made me
a ME in many kind of ways.
grateful enough, but yet not really a great grate fuller,
i know all the wishes can and cannot be real,
but over hoping is also unhealthy habit to practice
yet to recover from broken heart also is somehow i see forbidden to proceed.
i tried to forget, and he came back, i can't resist his offer, i just can't.

there's a lot of challenge and to manage?
i don't really know how.
got a 25th bday present?
erm, i really want to show it but i'm a lil bit shy
if already transfer to lappy then i'll show it to you ok.

i'm done.
thanks for reading.(if there's someone who read this)

choc! love it!

untung la kalau dapat kek2 ni kan :P

I have loved you~ for a thousand years

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid

To fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday

waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty I know she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything 

Take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath, 

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a 

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid,

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought 

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more

meaningful manuscript :)

~alive~

Selamat tinggal

It's February, Bulan 2

what's so special about TWO?

Like my BFF told earlier a month full of Love,

need TWO person to be love and in love right?

flashback , one of my bff bday was on 1st Feb, mine on 12th, my late mom on 28th, my childhood friend on 13th, my housemate, my ex schoolmate was weds on 4th..

happy bday to all :)

a lot of things happen,

many things to share,

but i just can't elaborate each of it.

selamat tinggal to my rent house, quit cozy there.

been here about more than 1 yr, but then i've never remember the address

so the no. is 22, DOUBLE TWO!

rasa xmau pindah, mmg sedih tinggalkan rumah ni

sedih nak tinggalkan k.su, and yanti

owner pon da jual rumah ni kt pakcik seblah,

so pakcik mungkin nak renovate and besarkan rumahnye

btw pakcik ni sgt cool and baek

my tyre pancit hari tu pon die tolong buatkan

thnks pakcik :)

ok three of us need to move out

b'cause, Yanti  kawen on 4th Feb,

and i've been there at Yanti's house

watch her live akad nikah,

so touched (plus thinking hows mine in future)

and congratz Yanti, from 1 to be TWO!

unbelievable, one of my friend just married!

three of us yang sgt menyibuk on that day.

btw i love both of them :)

and finally, selamat berbahagia hingga Jannah :)

buat Yanti & Ukasyah :)

* and wajiblah hado gambar sendiri yg poyo2 *

blakon je x abes2 dak nih kan.. :P

Bukan Pujangga

Tired with workload!
Mang n Shla plan nk cuti2
Hopefully dapat ikut n Moga2 dream come true,
for the time being, seriously want to save money up to + K
hehe
I have to be strong enough and spend my money wisely.
Can i?

jumpe budak yg cute ni..rasa hilang stress :)
walopon nakal, tp tetap cute! hehe,

a question that ???

"does your sweet mama still alive?"

i don't really understand why you ask this. i think it's inappropriate question to ask.

i might answer it calmly but i don't think my mind and my rational would accept this question to ask.

and when i'm at home

a makcik ask my dad

'org rumah ustaz macam mano?"

and u think what is the appropriate answered by my dad?

and guys, could u please twist your question like this..

How's ur mom?

r ur mom okay?

or any question that consider not hurting or can made people will be sad and cry

not as stated previous.

I'm touched.

so sensitive kan me?

it's 2012

hopefully there are so many happy things will be captured.

thanks hols because you giving me more time to spend with my baby blog

forsure my B doesn't be bored for the past this week

expect my post everyday because of hols

i LOVE hols so much so it's affected my mood to work tomorrow

ALLAH,

let my wishes fulfill and let make it happen

let do it real and let it will become true with your redho.

Amin Ya Rabbal ' Alamin

Kristal at Shah Alam

Pic kt S.Alam,

New Along's Apartment .

Eskem

aiskrim shud be creamy,thick,rich in flavor,milky and yet sweet.

katenye...

:)

Sy suka Apple, tp awk x suka Apple sourz!

sy suka eskem MCD sundae cone..

ala yg RM1.05 tu.. :P

nk ajak Ateh ngayau mlm ni.. g mkn eskem! haha

Kopitiam

sedap!

kt Bangi Kopitiam

Icecream with Bun :)

CIKBAM!

Serba Serbi

FB membuatkan hati merasa gusar,
gundah gulana.
puh..ayat BM x tahan ni..


i risau, i takut, i rasa tidak selamat,
don't know why,

mungkin nak biarkan semuanya berlalu
tapi keserabutan teramat la dasyat.

difikir2kan tiada dapat jawapan
tidak langsing dihiraukan adalah penipuan terhebat dalam diri sendiri.

bersabarlah hati, bertenanglah minda.
semoga semuanya akan berlaku dengan lancar.

Picca ke Kedah & Penang 2011

okay dah scroll down? ni picca mase g kedah  n penang hari tu, saje nak serabut kan blog, da la ikut sequence perjalanan gambau ni..sesuko hati den jo.. haaa :P layan..