Sunday, August 12, 2012

Career Flight

Guys,
I'm midst of something~

Welcome with pleasure :P





Happy Monthversary dear darl!
haha
suda sebulan!
tak tahu sampai bila bertahan,

Monday, August 6, 2012

Unhappy :(

   

Dear Baby Blogy,
 
When there is no one to hear you,
seem that the euphoria feelings against you.
 
When there is someone want to hear,
seem that you don't have the exaggerating mood to tell them.
 
When you think you have no one to hear,
seem that you are wrong by thinking of that.
 
When you have something to be heard,
seem that the whole world ignoring you.
 
When everything happen to be heard
seem that it is ridiculous things to share.
 
When you really need someone to here
seem that you have to remember Allah has always by yourside
 
Syukran wa Alhamdulillah Li Ridzki

BR,

Siti

 

 

 

Monday, July 30, 2012

bff ne!!

I have a new bf
ok! lied
BFF so called colleague je :P
so ada member borak2 on messenger.
kannn
xdelah ngantuk sangat.
Monday Blues oh today.
Pagi2 je rasa dah malas nak bangun pergi kerja
but i have to
baru je masuk kerja dah nak buat perangai kan
memang tak boleh lah..
Saturday And Sunday adalah
Double S yang I sangat suka.
boleh bangun lambat.
Tapi kerja yang Double S  ni
kurang nak suka sikit.
hehe
Semoga dapat kerja lain :P
hehe

--
Siti

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Hari Menguji Kesabaran

LAMBAT!
baru masuk minggu ke-3 dah lambat datang kerja
takhade disiplin betul.
menyampah betul jammed dekat senawang ni.

Dah lah lambat parking lak tak ade..
Nasib2 oi..
SABALAH jek!


--
Siti

Monday, July 23, 2012

work!

myEVERYTHING about works now!

653.33


25.5


678.83

116.25


103.88


220.13
562.58








93.33333
653.3333

90.32258
632.2581







1306.667


1264.516





84.76667
593.3667


30

--
Siti

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Nur Aleesya Damia

Mencari ketenangan yang haqiqi
Mencari keredhaan Illahi
Mencari yang dinanti
Mencari yang tak pasti
Mencari hati yang suci


P/s: lately rajin bebeno update blog ye, kenapa entah, mungkin mood swing kot.
sehari 2 post tuuuu...rajin aihhh :P 

Petang tadi after Dzuhur, kami gerak Melaka
pergi jumpa baby ALEESYA DAMIA yang cecomel makcik dia ni :P 
puiii! comel la sangat kan makcik dia
takhadenyeee
here She is
but sekarang dia da makin tembam
pipi pon da kembang sket
this picture captured when she just two days old
chomel kan?
my forth sis punya 1st baby girl
she is sharing birth date dengan Abang Ngah Syafi,
anak unjang Along sey!
29th of June 2012
*lambat sangat update oi!dah nak habis July kot*
seronot sangat dah bertambah anak buah
best sangat cium baby
sangat mongi oi!
mongi!
moooongggiiiiiii!
bau innocent and pure
touching tau tengok baby ni..
serious,
anak sendiri bila lagi?
wohhh
tanya diri sendiri nampak
actually soalan ni orang selalu tanya
tapi buat tak tahu jer
kalau ada jodoh dan ada rezeki,
InsyaAllah, tak lama lagi kan.
Ketentuan segala adalah milik Allah
hanya Allah yang maha mengetahui setiap apa yang tersembunyi 

Mudah2an ALeeSya Damia sihat sempurna
sihat dari batuk, dll
dan akan menjadi anak yang solehah
InsyaALLAH 
amin :)
i believe that if my mom is here then she will definitely happy for the new born lil girl
definitely!
hoping that she's fine there and hereAFTER.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Ramadhan Rahmat Dari Illahi

Ramadhan ke-2 tanpa mak di sisi :(

Sedih, tapi jangan keterlaluan,
I sayang mak, tapi I know Allah loves her too.
Accept whatever fated.

Gagal mission in the 1st day,
hope that I'll improving my Ibadah N Istiqamah by doing it.


Dalam 3 tahun lepas dalam bulan puasa,
I berpuasa di tempat2 berlainan,
sebelum 3 tahun lepas,
forsure tempat puasa i dekat Penang,
sebab time tu tengah belajar lagi kan

Tahun lepas di Bangi, sebab dah mula kerja selepas raya.
Tahun sebelum tu di Bangsar, KL, sebab dah kerja di TM.
Tahun ni pulak di Senawang dan di Rembau.
Allah bagi I rase tiga tempat yang berlainan setelah diberi nikmat berpuasa di tempat yang sama sebelum ni

Mula-mula tak perasan,
tapi I tahu Allah Maha Adil,
pastinya ada perkara yang tersembunyi hikmahnya disitu.

Betul cakap orang tu, bila orang tu ada di sisi, dekat dengan kita,
kita tak pernah nak menghargai,
tapi jika mereka dah pergi, dan tinggalkan kita,
barulah kita sedar akan kepentingan mereka,
dan merasakan kehilangan yang besar
seterusnya rasa rindu yang meluap-luap dekat mereka kan
situasi yang selalunya berlaku,
tidak boleh tidak,

dah lebih kurang 3 minggu tinggalkan Sony,
dan sekarang dah mula rasa rindu dekat semua yang ada kat sana
mahupun yang dah VSS,
rasa rindu sangat lah,
tak tahu nak cakap apa,
mungkin sebab dulu kalau pergi kerja
suka borak dan gurau-gurau dengan foreigner
dan mungkin ada kenangan yang tak boleh dilupakan dengan rakan-rakan sekerja

I nak flash back masa last day kerja
After balik umrah on 27th June,
I just had another 2 days to provide before my notice end,
so i dengan selamba masuk lambat on both days,
dah nak blah kan, ade dorang kesah?
hik2, 1st day masuk masa tu hari Khamis kira ok la lg,
sbb rush dari Rembau,
yang hari Jumaat tu langsung tak boleh belah,
dah masuk nak dekat half day shift C1 dah.
Cool je, tapi masa tu memang rasa tak nak berhenti
*boleh lempang laju-laju tak, padahal nak blah dulu bukan main lagi, tak tahan bagai*
rasa sedih nak tinggalkan Sony,
tapi nak buat macam mana,
semuanya dah terlambat tau,
tak boleh nak tarik balik,
tapi memang tak lah nak tarik balik kan
perkara ni yang memang dari dulu I tunggu-tunggu,
untuk blah dari Sony,
dan akhirnya Allah bagi I mencuba kerja di tempat lain,
mungkin rezeki I di sini lebih berkat
InsyaALLAH
I cuba! sekalipun ia pahit! hehe
mungkin gaji tak sebesar gaji lama
tapi Alhamdulillah i yakin cukup untuk I
dan kalau nak melancong boleh la lagi kan.

Oklah, dah banyak sangat bebel,
so boleh layan gambau je ye..

rakan-rakan IMAPS yang sangat best

K.akmal DCD, John travolta the Japan to ENG translator, and k.rusila IT AM

My subordinate, K.Gala the second Key User Leader

try to get LUCKY draw at Pappa Rich Bangi,

with K.Gala again



dengan foreign worker, BOBO and CHIT, budak Myanmar yang rajin


Rakan serehat, K.Jeindy

Dengan KAnchana and CHit

Dengan Bobo and Nor

Budak Sri lanka, Dhanu, Budak Indian Malaysia Hema MALINI (I slalu  pgl), CHit

Chit the tukang urut yang best

Kanchana DEWI(yang ni i tambah je)

K.Ina bg speech last VSS

Iron Lady Boss!


K.Iba yang VSS jugekk

My Boss yang  keep on going persuading me to stay.

Rugi betul tak dengar nasihat die :P

Amal yang ceria tapi on that day dia nangis, sbb sifu2 nk blah

dua kak ana, k.yuhaslina and k.jein

geng selepak di waktu rehat

tme kasih ilmu2 dr k.iba

hadiah dr k.ana pon chantek

k.ina


Scrapt Book Bagai

Rantai ade CT on it

Kad dari kakakku yang disayangi K.ida dan K.ana

comel kan?

Sekian,
Morning on the story: can't turning back, bukan don't turning back ok, dalam maksudnya tu :p




Thursday, July 19, 2012

Setabah tabah hati

Nak jadi kuat,
tabah
dan yang paling penting
tak nak menangis
boleh tak?

:'(
budak-budak je boleh menangis kan
i met this cute lil girl at Masjidil Nabawi 

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

She iS! Steadfast

Saya Sayang Awak Sahabat


I met her only when I started to joinPALAPES so called ROTU.
I didn't really know her well, until i end up to be her room mate.
and definitely that is because of our name.
she is Sharing the SITI, as our first name
the S is our fate, so that finally the room is for us.
I don't really care, but i think i have chemistry with S
I'm not sure why,
there's a reason behind.
Siti Norlis Bt Abd Razak
She is the most courageous girl that i ever known.


Previously she is suffering from Brain tumor.
Thanks Allah, she is almost fine and getting better from this disease.


such a sudden i remember of her,
we almost did everything together when we are in the same room.
we ate, we cooked, we have fun, we toured Penang with Kancil,
we had our commission, with our annual camp, our test,
we had our meals, lunch, dinner, breakfast and sahur.


She is nice.
She is a good girl.
perhaps she will continue her normal life back.
she used to be a talkative person.
she likes to share her story of living in this beautiful world,
her family background and also about her boyfriend.
she's pretty and normal guy would stare at her.
not only one time but more than that.




Semoga ALLAH permudahkan urusannya.
Semoga ALLAH mengembalikan kesihatan kepadanya.
Semoga ALLAH tabahkan dirinya menempuh dugaan hidup ini.




Bila mengenangkan balik, kita ni sangat bernasib baik
kerana dikurniakan 1 nikmat yang sangat berharga
nikmat kesihatan!
sangat penting dan sangat tak ternilai dengan wang ringgit, mahupun singapore dollar atau pon Korea WOn,
Nikmat semasa sihat ni lah yang selalu kita abaikan.
Bila kita fikir kita ni susah,
kita patut istighfar dan look back
ramai lagi yang susah dan ada macam2 masalah hidup
yang perlu mereka tempuhi.
seperti rakan ni yang bertarung nyawa dalam bilik pembedahan untuk terus hidup
percaya bahawa sakit adalah satu kafarah
i percaya bahawa dugaan ini adalah dugaan yang boleh dihadapi oleh dia
kerana dia seorang yang kuat


Moral of the Story : 
jagalah kesihatan anda dan bersyukur dengan apa yang anda peroleh sekarang,
bersyukur bukan bermakna tak perlu berbuat apa-apa, tapi, berusaha untuk lebih berjaya, sementara ALLAH meminjamkan nikmat kesihatan pada anda semua.kann..da macam ustazah dah...
Ustazah pilihan kannn?


*ada orang tiba-tiba mesej i and bagitau yang dia mimpi i mengandung! apekah??? dan yang lebih pelik tanya i yang apa maksud mimpi tu, memang la rubbish soalan u tu kan, u ingat i ni tukang tilik mimpi? ehh tilik mimpi? bukan2, tukang tafsir mimpi? i ilmu tafsir pon tak cukup lagi, sekarang pon terhegeh2 baca tafsir Al-Quran, macam biasa, dugaan ALLAH tu maha banyak untuk hamba-hambanya, seperti i, i pon diduga dengan pelbagai perasaan, dan Alhamdulillah, i kuat untuk tepis ketidakperluan hati yang berceramuk ni, dan InsyaAllah i akan berusaha untuk tidak menyakitkan hati sesiapa pon, walaupun i tahu itu susah dan tidak mungkin dilaksanakan dengan hendak memastikan kepuasan dan kehendak hati orang*


SABAR and BERTABAH are the words of the day.


Friday, July 13, 2012

Hi there,

i nak cite pasal tempat baru,
kan, bosan kan?
sebab apa cerita pasal kerja?
yelah, dah masa lebih dekat tempat kerja berbanding rumah
kan?
sedih betul kerja kilang dan jadi minah kilang ni
tapi tak apa, beruntung jugak, bila fikir-fikir balek,
ada je yang menganggur, untung dapat jugak kerja kan
kadang-kadang rasa insaf jugak tengok
operator. yang dah kerja lama
tapi gaji tak banyak mana pon
datang kerja awal
balik kerja lambat
macam mana diaorang harungi hidup
selama berbelas tahun kerja
kasihan pon ada

ok moral of the story is
SILALAH BERSYUKUR DENGAN APA YANG ANDA ADA DAN DAPAT SEKARANG!


Thursday, July 12, 2012

Tahzan

Kadang2 rasa sedih
Bila rasa sedih mulalah fikir macam2..


Rasa TAKUT,

Munasabah kalau rasa takut tu takut kepada Allah kan.

Rasa RINDU,

Munasabah kalau rasa rindu tu rindu dekat Allah kan.
Munasabah jugak kalau rasa rindu nak tengok Kaabah.
Munasabah jugak kalau rasa rindu dekat Rasullullah.

Ya Allah,
Hindarilah aku dari perasaan takut terhadap manusia atau haiwan,
Jauhilah aku dari perasaan rindu pada manusia.
Biarlah Takutku dan rinduku hanya padaMU.
Berilah kesempatan utk aku kembali lg ke rumahMU.
Amin :)

*Rindu sangat!*

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Cerita Saya



There's a lot of story here.
Even though, I'm not spent a lot of time here.
To be share, seem that it's not interesting to you.

Haj Terminal AirPOrt-Jeddah, Saudi Arabia.

Friday, July 6, 2012

Menganggur

Baru i tahu yang menganggur tu sesuatu yang tak best
sangat tak best

Lately i asek pening kepala
and selalu tidur je
mungkin sebab banyak tidur jadi pening
ntah!

seminggu yang banyak tidur
jet lag suffering la sangat kannn

Ngutuk je keje Kau!

macam makcik makcik sesat nak gi pasar kt Europe je kau..
macam clown tahu!
macam pokok krismas bergerak tahu!
kesiannye..fashion victim made originally by yourself..
lagi kasih kasihan menunjuk2 fashion pelik lagi kelaka kau tu..
kesiannye..siap nak kena bgtahu stp suma brand yg kau pakai
kesiannye..nape x buh skali harga stp satu, jgn buang tag harga
hambek skali yer..*tahap menunjuk paling pelik*
da banyak kali pergi,
jakun macam 1st time je tgk..
tak perlu menunjuk sangat..
tak penting kot..

hamboi kauuu mengata orang tak tentu pasal!
sakit hati?
takkkk
sakit mata jer tgk colorful yang pelik sgt.
memang sgt tak masuk n matching langsung..

Ni adalah dialog2 Shaiton Nirrajim ok..
sila jangan terpedaya ok.

Supposed to be kau ni tgk dan lihat
prefer to be silent
kan bagus..
tak payah nak kutuk sangat la..
bukan ade orang yang bace pon kannn?
kau tak hot kot..
ye?
tak hot kannn

jadi pandang, lihat, tengok dan diam.
tak perlu mengutuk
tak perlu kata apa apa!


Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Farewell NOte

pjg berjela kan farewell note..mmg tak la dorg nak bace..
hehe tp ade aku kesah?
tetap nk bg dorg ok :)




Dear Colleagues, Team and Bosses.
As some of you probably know, today is my last day. But before I leave, I wanted to take this opportunity to let you know what a great,distinct pleasure and euphoria feeling it has been to type “Today is my last day of working at Sony.”  (haha just joking) :P
I want to bid farewell and inform you that I am leaving my position at Sony EMCS Msia Sdn Bhd.
I have enjoyed working for this company and I appreciate to have this wonderful opportunity to work with all of you.
During these last less than two years, you have provided me support through your encouragement and guidance. 
I have shared a unique camaraderie which I hope will continue in the years to come even though I shall not be here with the company and also with you. 
For nearly as long as I’ve worked here, I’ve hoped that I might one day leave this company. And now that this dream has become a reality, please know that I could not have reached this goal without your unending lack of support. Words cannot express my gratitude for the words of gratitude you did not express.
I would especially like to thank all of my managers and both past and present. Mr. Rahiman,Mr Lai Chee Keong, Mr Lee See Yee, Ms Seow Siew Ngo, Mr Chew Leong Sun, and Ms Zalinah.
You have taught me more than I could ever ask for and, in most cases, ever did ask for. I have been fortunate enough to work with some absolutely interchangeable managers on a wide variety of seemingly identical projects, an invaluable lesson in overcoming daily tedium.I have benefited tremendously by working here and I truly thank you for that.  
And to most of my peers, even though we barely acknowledged each other within these office walls, I hope that in the future, should we pass on the street, you will regard me the same way as I regard you: even though for an eye contact or at least a bright and beautiful smile at your handsome and pretty face. (please believe it you are handsome and pretty just the way you are!) :P
But to those few souls team with whom I’ve actually interacted, here are my personalized notes of farewell,
To [Material Control Team-->Receiving, IC Store and Line Sub, PWB TV and Video, Scanning, Line Sub TV and Video, Warehouse, Dipless ], 
Well, I wish you had more of a back bone. Keep on giving support to supply the right part, at right time with right quantity, full of spirit burning like daily need to voice spirit out loud. Please do not stop of reminding the Do's and Don'ts. Being one in a team with incredibly challenging is made me a person that know how to do my job smoothly. There was once a time where hard work was rewarded and acknowledged, it’s a pity that all of our positive output now falls on deaf ears and passes blind eyes. My advice for you is to place yourself closer to the pulse of this company and enjoy the effort and dedication of us “faceless little people” more. The inventory while everyone is on holiday, the sacrifices and support of supplying part to production, i will miss it. Thanks for the experience buddy, lesson learned.
To TV Production Members , 
Thanks for "enjoying" the moments of line stop due to waiting part. Moments of inventory while line is running, and result of inventory that is always so called spoilage.It's a knowledgeable, and challenging situation to handle on.
To Planning Members,  
I’m happy that we were let go in the same manner that you have handed down to our dedicated coworkers, seem that we are under one roof top. You will know how MC need to react if sudden plan change or else, advancement etc.Hearing you on the phone just to ask about transmission, thus the Oracle completion and negative balance issue,  expected me to see the data management and benefit in data knowledge from the suffering of sudden spoilage. Also to support providing us the WIP production input data for the inventory purpose.The estimation input of production status and so on. Thanks for the experiences and knowledge again. 
To Program and CF Members , 
Thanks for acknowledge me with some of your system. Train me how to react if actual qty inserted per board in machine is differ with what Oracle has stated. Of course,  system adjustment! Learn to be patient to wait for sigma downloading in order to perform shopping. Regret to learn a bit about oracle use for program member.
Thus for CF whom very dedicated to entertain our problem and try to solve the system interruption or else troubleshooting. Teach me how to search part by using the system and the PDA.Teach me how to be patient on system debugging and so on.Thanks ya!

To Purchasing & PQA Members, 
Well, I wish you keep on supporting sudden shortage cases. Please keep on ordering more parts to avoid line stop, to cover line expansion and double Z requirement. But then, the absorbing dead stock issue? erk! haha.
Please move the reject items either at receiving and warehouse. :P Please do not consume our space :P (just joking). 
Please declare, and transfer quality issue part soonest possible to J store or EVStore or RTS :p.
 Anyhow, Thanks for supporting me during my duly duty. Your co-operation is highly appreciated.

To Imaps Project Members--> KUL, and the PMOs,
Deep sorry that I couldn't be one of the successor, for sure I will miss the corporate style of working, as when I'm at AMC side, i couldn't enjoy it. To be frank, i do love and starting to like this project. I enjoy learning new things. Being one in a team made me realize so many things that i couldn't get when I'm at production side. In the beginning i'm quite demotivated as i'm the only one that has less experience  in this team. But, after the communications, the scenarios, the events that we had undergone together automatically rid off the sort of uneasy feelings. The management to head the excel of project is valuable things that i couldn't get outside. Seem that this is a hard decision to do so, i have to dismiss earlier that what I should do. Of course, i will miss the moments of training with Japanese version with translation. The CRP and the Imaps website itself. The free chocs etc.I wish good luck for future with imaps system.
 It would be to cherish this experience because a job opportunity like this comes along only once in a lifetime.
To those who I have held a great relationship with, I will miss being your colleague and will cherish our history together.
I do wish you and the company and IMAPS project success in all its future endeavors. 

You can be in touch with me by
Email – siti.fatimah.razali@gmail.com

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Red Eggs, New Bosses, & Ginger Party

I learn new things today, it's so exciting to sit at front office, corporate style, flexible working hours, new friends with various custom and culture.


The only things that I couldn't manage is to be a part of them, I really don't know how. And now, felt like regretting of sleeping too much and wake up late on Saturday morning.

I miss out the Mandarin class because of sleeping. Sleep and wake up late on Saturday morning during my childhood is the main reason I gave up on my Mandarin class.

Now I realize that the important of knowing Chinese Languages as I'm now mingle with them.

Anyhow, we couldn't turn back time to its original place. So maybe there's a reason why I couldn't continue and enjoy the class.

The few years back regret moments.



Let's focus on the main topic that I want to tell, it is about my boss that currently I reporting to.

He's sort of an understanding guy, and today after the morning meeting, I saw this box at my desk.



He's celebrating his new born child. A month aged.

His Child's name is Chew Xu Meng.

Red Egg and Ginger Parties

A charming custom celebrating baby's one-month old birthday

Ok before I proceed, let's introduce him. I should introduce him at the 1st place right?

His name is Mr. Chew. I called him Mr. Chew, but his full name is Chew Leong Sun.

Basically he's not the one I should reporting to, but due to Ms. Seow taken the VSS, so he's replacing Ms. Seow.

Ms Seow full name is Seow Siew Ngo.



Be one of the management team is quit interesting, I prefer this project rather than operation.

Operation made me stress all the way, but I'm not saying that this project doesn't tense me at all.

Definitely there's a tense which it can't be described and can't be explained by words.

The own uniqueness types of stresses.



I got MC yesterday. Today my original dept manager did call me and sit down to slow talk with me

Guess the hot topic or issue was?

Definitely my resignation issue was a BIG problem to them

Same goes to mine.

Persuading seem very effective way to influence my decision.

Man!

I shouldn't be effected by him, but then it is!
 
 
 
 
ok kalau nak usha pasal chinese punya culture
boleh usha dekat sini
 

http://www.folkartchina.com/folkartchina/about_china/customs.html

Friday, June 1, 2012

Tendering

MAN!

i did it!
thanks to Dealove Shafrina for drafting the letter.
Finally i did send this.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Kesegaran Nyata

Macam ni lah kalau lepas main badminton,
badan da mongi aka wangi lepas mandi,
so rase segar dan tak boleh tidur awal
makanya,
tulis something la kt blog,
nak merapu kt FB pon rase cam open sangat lak.

-keep on haunted by the past sins-
O Allah, forgive me for all the wrong things that i've done..
please..

Kadang-kadang Allah bagi kita nikmat kebahagian yang bertimpa-timpa
kadang-kadang Allah uji kita dengan dugaan yang tak diduga secara bertimpa-timpa jugak

Moga Allah ampunkan dosaku..
kerana hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui segalanya.

I'm counting days,
from what i did mention before,
kebahagian yang bertimpa-timpa
semoga Allah selamatkan dan permudahkan semuanya.

Semoga saya memilih pilihan yang terbaik dan
semoga saya dapat memperoleh hikmahnya suatu masa nanti.


Monday, May 28, 2012

masa kecik

mmg sejak dari kecik2 dah suka mekap2..
time dah besa apetah lagiii..
still remember this moment,
make up by my sis
and i blakon amek gmbr,
yet still remember this old fashion gown
my mom yg beli kan
my mom yg pilih sbb ade event mase tadika
yelah mase tadika kan byk aktiviti
masuk menari lah menyanyi lah
macam2 sgt kan
supposed to wear merah kot
tp xde bju gown kaler merah yg dijual ke kodai sompit tu
so pilihan kaler yg terdekat adelah pink
btw tu la kedai fav my mom mase dulu
kalau pergi jusco pon mase time nak raye,
so mase ni dah last minit kan
so memang kodai sompit lah jawabnye..
i suka sgt this gown
skg memang nampak buruk,
tp masa dulu mmg sgt cantik dan i sgt suka pakai pink gown ni..
n mase ni jugak my mom n dad ade belikan kasut kaler hitam
mengelip u!
tp masa tu kasut tu besa sbb xde saiz i
ye la kasut cntik2 kan utk org yg besar2 time tu
so xde pilihan i pakai je kasut yg besar tu..
*tiba2 rindu kat my mom*
n tiba2 rindu nak jadi budak2 balik
sbb time tu, u xkan payah2 nak pikir pasal life u
u tend to pergi skola blaja je
then decision making by ur parents
coz definitely u don't know whats the best for u
tp skg every single decision must be decided by u..urself
kalau my mom is here boleh jugak tanya mana yg bagus utk diri ni
skg dah besar n serabut pikir psl masalah diri

i suka blakon wpon i bukan artis!
tp keputusan ini bukan lakonan,
it will effect my future undertaking.
i just don't know!!!

p/s: belom buat keputusan lg..ermm still ade chance utk berfikir..

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Manusia

Ku hanya Manusia Tanpa Cinta~

Monday, April 23, 2012

23rd April 2012..shl

whattaday! p trek, intend to jog, tp jupa mek thai dok bercerita pasai mskn n life dia.. then sbb ujan, blek uma lak dgr roomate berletiaq pasai mslh dia .. yes! actually i'm willing to listen to all the probs..but if there is someone or somenone to listen mine...

nak tweet pon x bley..
pasai pjg ngat tweet ni,
so admin twitter remind me
Your Tweet was over 140 characters. You'll have to be more clever.


so nak post jgk..
kene ngdap my baby boo blog la kann...


wish can gosok this classic menatang hapa nth namenye.. and kua genie comey rambut cm ipin,ikat pony tail.. perut comel buncit ke depan..btw ade ke buncit ke blakang ntah?

hey genie!, pls ask Aladdin to come here, really want to see him, doesn't he know i already change my name.
My name now is Princess Yasmin! haha.. r u my Aladin???

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Saturday, March 31, 2012

i think

 i think he don't like me
maybe YES!
he don't like me
i think i want to give up on him

Dear You,

Maybe you deserve a better girl 
I'm okay with it.
i just want confirmation
if you don't like me then,
please do explain it to me.
the silence do suffering me a lot.
just say it.
forsure i will be ok.

please!!!

i'm tired of waiting~
waiting for your call~
waiting for your message~
and i starting to give up~
and I've died everyday waiting for you~

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

nightmARE

i had a nightmare yesterday,

yet still waiting for him...

Friday, March 2, 2012

Happy birthday to you

28th February,

i got a msg,
and the content is

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When I woke this morning, i know today is an important day in my life..
I never fail to remember this date..in fact it was saved as a reminder in my hp calender, @8 o'clock my alarm rang...it is a notifier of mom's birthday..i used to call her and wished her a wonderful day, a good health and longevity with the blessing from Allah, but today, 28/2 next year and year after won't be the same as mom is no longer to pick up the phone and hear the wishes from us..but i still want to wish her..selamat hari jadi mak..semoga Allah berikan keampunan buat mak, kesihatan yang baik, diberikan afiat, kesejahteraan dan nikmat di alam sana..Ya Allah, cucurilah rahmat ke atas roh mak kami dan tempatkanlah mak bersama orang yang soleh, beriman dan kau sayangi...amin..mari kita sama2 sedekahkan Fatihah ..baca Yassin untuk mak..sedekahkan duit dekat masjid..singgit pon takpo..janji sedekah..niatkan utk mak...

received this on 28th Feb 2012 on 12.06pm.
and i after read my tears automatically flow...
like it couldn't be stop..
and jadi x tahu nak buat kerja
......and it comes from Along Alin

I MISS HER...








and the pictures were taken on our last Eid Fitry with mom, she likes to take a photo, same as me.