Totally broke and down :'(
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
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Hari ni sedey sket...
Tak tau knp..
Kalau sedey je mule la nk blogging...
Tempat luahan prasaan sedey plak blog ni ye
Pagi2..masuk office...
Nampak ni atas meja...
Terus nanges...
Huaaaa
Mood sangat x best hari ni
Bile sedey rase diri ni xd org kesian kan langsung
Takde orang yang faham...
Takde orang yang tahu ape yang kite rase..
Dah penat bersedey...
Tak tahu sampai bile nak macam ni...
Getmeoutofhereplease
Suffocating...
Seriously suffocating...
Dalam dunia ni.antara menda paling susah nk buat
One of it ialah jaga hati dan perasaan orang
Tanyelah sesapa pon..
Haruslah ni perkara paling susah nak buat..
Kadang2 kita nak je cakap and buat ikut rase hati
Tapi dek nak jaga hati orang tu..
We tend not to do it..or else..not to tell it...
Anyhow siti..
Don't be sad
La tahzan..
Innallaha maana..
Life's temporary
After life is immortal
Heartyousomuchbabyboo...
#Hatiterusikkeranamu
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Sesal Separuh Nyawa
Da lame x ngomel2..
rasenye blog da macam tempat tempek lirik lagu da..
huahuahuahua
sila layan lagu ni from Alyah...
recently life totally dull..
no more ceria ceria,
feel that i'm losing my self
i use to be a happy go lucky person but not yet now
time change people,
is it time?
time heals wound..
suddenly i mingled with something unusual to think about..
i cries a lot, but i know i shouldn't..
lagu alyah ni sedap2..
rasa nak makan..
motif sangat nak makan lagu...
okay la,..saje nak bebel je...
hari ini ade training, then rase nak update blog
bosan2..
2 hari training lagi bosan
1st day training and today baru tau about red sweat
amendentah menatang tu..
tak tau plak...
rasenye banyak sangat mende tak tau..
duduk terperap je
and become close minded..
huaaa
whatever noks
nak carik kerja laennnn
plsssss
upload gambar ceria..tapi ceria la sangat haa
weyhhh... where my happiness?
Takkan aku tinggalkanmu
Namun masih keliru teringat masa lalu
Indah setiap sentuhan
Cinta yang kau tinggalkan
Kekalnya berdampingan
Rindu tiada kesudahan
Sesal biar separuh nyawa
Takkan hilang
Lembut menusuk jiwaku
Dengan dihembus bayu
Membawa khabar rindu
Engkau jauh kehadapan
Aku, tabah berjalan sembunyikan harapn
Rindu tiada kesudahan
Sesal biar separuh nyawa
Takkan hilang
Separuh lagi kau bawa pergi
Tiada arah jodoh kita
Tuhan tentu… kannya
Rindu tiada kesudahan
Sesal biar separuh nyawa
Takkan hilang
Thursday, August 21, 2014
All of ME,
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
[Verse 2:]
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you
[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
[Bridge:]
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
Kot2 ade orang nyanyikan for me.
Verangan sajeeee
:P
Suka lagu ni
Thursday, July 31, 2014
Selamat Hari Raya
Dear Baby Boo Blog,
Happy raya day,
as for now third day of raya,
I'm on duty..weyyy
bosan kerja lalalala
bosan sangat...
okay nak belanja gambar raya..
Tp ni gmbar raye tahun lepas..
motif sangat update tahun ni..
:p
Thursday, July 24, 2014
Rintihan Kalbu - Qalam Band ft Rafidah Ibrahim (Official Music Video)
Dedicate for those yg terasa untuk dia :p
choayo~
Thursday, July 10, 2014
Happy Second Anniversary @ Samsung
Dear Baby Boo Blog,
Assalammualaikum,
Genap 2 tahun jadi samseng kampung dusun dekat Samsung Electronics SDMA.
Well done and good job to diri sendiri, even boss tak cakap, tapi tak pelah, motivate diri sendiri sekejap
Sedey sket hari ni sebab gelang kaki hilang, :'(
So pagi2 kene bebel sket (tapi tak kesah sbb memang slu kene je pon)
Rasa tak percaya dah 2 tahun kerja kat sini, paling tak boleh blah, tahan plak tu..
motif sangat kan, tak tahan tapi bertahan jugak, so give an honour to those yang
kerja berbelas tahun tanpa rasa bosan dekat sini,
tabik spring toink toink sket!
:)
okay paragraph di atas ayat karang semalam,
tak sempat nak post.
penatlah~
seriouslypenat :(
BR,
Siti
Monday, July 7, 2014
Abaya
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Monolog Dalaman
Dear You,
Pls comfort me, and shelter me~
Dear Baby Boo Blog,
The resemblance of being a Gracefully GRACE.
The existence of the rope, the tighten rope, may enhance the day, brighter, maybe..sooner or later..
Mummbling~~~
BR,
Siti
It's July :) :(
Dear Baby Boo Blog,
Assalammualaikum,
Happy fasting Month :)
Happy near to 2nd anni at SAMSUNG :P
It's almost 2 years already,
Haruslah bosan teramat,
tak sangka, lagi bertahan dari company lama,
lagi tak sangka, tak tahan tapi buat-buat tahan je,
Faking..all those faking....
cepat2 lah dapat kerja lain yg seronok dr sini...
please......
I'm not really happy with what am I doing now,
tapi mereka selalu kata,
Barangkali sesuatu yang kamu suka tu bukan terbaik untuk kamu,
and mana tau, yang kamu tak suka tu sebenarnya yang terbaik untuk kamu.
NO SOUL SHALL HAVE A BURDEN LAID IT GREATER THAN IT CAN BEAR
Kadang2 reeeeddhoooo tu penat
tapi kalau dah namanye redha, tak kan lah penat,
tu maksudnye belum sepenuhnya redha lagi kan..
sebab ape pasal pulak nak penat
dah kan redha kan...
Rasa macam da jauh
jauh sgt dr NYA..
tak tahu kenapa, :(
Hari ni mood tak best,
Morning yang tak best,
Spoillllllllll~
Sedeymenjawabdenganbosspagi2sebabsemalamandgaduhkatwalkietalkie~
Sungguh tak awesome..
Serious tak awesome langsung...
:(
Selalu rasa, kadang2 ALLAH bg nikmat bahagia tu, mesti diselitkan dengan rasa sedey jugak...
Mase last month pon rase macam tu...hari bahagia tapi ada kisah duka disebaliknya,
ALLAH je yang tahu kan..
Dah 3 tahun dah berlalu, Ramadhan without mak, :'(
Miss her so bad, semoga ALLAH ampunkan dosa-dosanya,
Terangi kuburnya.. Bahagiakan dia dimana pon tempatnya...
saat2 buke pose sensorang, g jalan kaki p masjid nak terawikh sensorang,
weyyy tak sayu ke weyyy...
ingat mase dlu, buke pose, mak yang masak, skg?
hurmmm
ingat mase dlu p masjid jalan2 pegang tangan mak..
weyyy sayu hokayyy..
*emo plak jemah ni pehal*
so klu orang yang ko sayang, orang len wat x elok kt die,,
rase bengang tak?
tak terpandang wey...
:'(
Pagi tadi sebelum p kerja..
ayah tanya..
"TAK NGAJI KO CIK?"
dengan xde prasaan cakap... ngaji, baru nak masuk juzuk 7,
Ayah sayang mak
Ayah memang sayang mak lagi..
Ingatkan kami ngaji.. khatam untuk mak...
I miss them both...
:'(
Rindu mak sangat! :'(
BR,
Siti
Monday, June 16, 2014
Danish Fahd and Hayqal Fayyardh...pun buleyyy..
Dear Baby boo blog...
Assalammualaikum....
How are you today. I'm hoping that you're fine there...
I need to say something here...but I know I can't tell you about it...I'm seriously in a mood of unbelievable...
Perhaps this is for real...
Allah lend me a happiness...also a bit of sadness too...
Dear Allah..
Thanks for everything that you've gifted...
Still can breathe in...
Last year post on June was totally emotional..
What have been written is just not too rational I think.
It's been 2 years passed by...
On 13th JUNE 2012 is actually a date that I went to Medina...
Thanks for the chance Allah...
Unexpected...
On 14th June 2014 was unexpected too...
Thanks Allah for the awesomeness feeling...
I miss momma n my daddy cool too...
Hoping that my mom wud looking at me..
Do she knows what happens to me...
Really need her on the day...
Miss her so bad...and the cries on the day before...
Dear Allah..
Jauhhh kan ayah dr orang2 yg zalim...
Dear Allah...
Terangkan kubur mak...
Dear Allah...
Ampuni dosa kami...
Syukur sangat sebab ade
Along
Angah
Alang
Ateh
Adik
Masihadayangsayang...
Thursday, June 12, 2014
I'm neither an angel nor devil

hati keras macam batu kerikil....eh..konkrit lahhhh
I'm not a BONEKA!
please bear in mind that,
silence means, unforgiven...
silence means, deep hurt,
silence means, enough is enough,
and silence means to stop it all over again
and MY SILENCE means that IM totally mad..
PLEASE GO AWAY!
BR,
Siti
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Friday, June 6, 2014
only miss the sun when it's start to snow
|
Well, you only need the light when it's
burning low,
|
| Only miss the sun when it starts to snow, |
| Only know you love her when you let her go. |
| Only know you've been high when you're feeling low |
| Only hate the road when you're missing home |
| Only know you love her when you let her go... |
| And you let her go. |
| Staring at the bottom of your glass |
| Hoping one day you'll make a dream last |
| But dreams come slow, and they go so fast |
| You see her when you close your eyes |
| Maybe one day you'll understand why |
| Everything you touch surely dies |
| But you only need the light when it's burning low |
| Only miss the sun when it starts to snow |
| Only know you love her when you let her go |
| Only know you've been high when you're feeling low |
| Only hate the road when you're missing home |
| Only know you love her when you let her go |
| Staring at the ceiling in the dark |
| Same old empty feeling in your heart |
| 'Cause love comes slow, and it goes so fast |
| Well you see her when you fall asleep |
| But never to touch and never to keep |
| Cause you loved her too much, and you dived too deep |
| Well you only need the light when it's burning low |
| Only miss the sun when it starts to snow |
| Only know you love her when you let her go |
| Only know you've been high when you're feeling low |
| Only hate the road when you're missing home |
| Only know you love her when you let her go |
| And you let her go ooooh ooooh oh no |
| And you let her go |
| ooooh ooooh oh no |
| Well you let her go |
Thursday, June 5, 2014
Annoying
Lelaki annoying adalah lelaki yang tulis macam ni
Bile messenger tak reply...
Lelaki jenis macam ni tak ada dalam dunia pon.
Bahagia dah semua perempuan
Kesian!
BENCI!
aip2..tak bahekkkk :P
BR,
Siti
Membujur Lalu, Melintang Patah
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
recent lagu yang sedap halwa telinga
Meh nak share lagu best,
Sedap dengar,
Sedap dengar,
Sedap dengar,
Dengar je..sedap tak boleh makan pon..pon..pon..
#karnabagikuengkaulahnyawakuuuuuuuuuuu~~~
#kuterimakekuranganmudankutakakanmengeluh~~~~~
Bila Sedih tulis, Bila Marah, tulis..
It's been a while, I didn't blabbering here,
Do you miss me boo?
I miss you so much, the things is I've been so busy lately...
Dah lama tak borak dengan you..huuu
Nasib baek la blog constant, tak de prasaan nak merajuk bagai kan..
Boo,
I tak sihat sangat,
Demam :'(
okay, sedih sket..
Sbb tak sihat, perangai pelik2,
mood tak best,...
It's June already,
can u remember my last year post on June.
Lupa nak sambung cerita pasal June 2012,
Angka genap dan angka ganjil
(analytical sangat pasal no..xda kene mengena pon..saja nak buat kaitan je..)
Coincidently happen on June...
What to say then..
Rasa nak travel lagi..
Nak travel jauh2..
Lepas tu nakkkkkkkkkkkk
release stress..
Bosan lah kerja (tengok ayat tak bersyukur ni)
I want new environment, new surrounding,
new air to breathe in..
i need new air..
huuuu
Dah lama tak exercise, mungkin sebab tu badan penat2.
letih selalu, dan cepat demam,,
hurmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
why so penat? padahal tak la buat kerja berat pon..
Let's travel again, but travel epilogue this year bukan June,
But on May, apedehal, janji jenjalan sudaaa..
:)
#dalamhatiTuhansajayangtahu
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Hilang Ep 2~
Dear Boo,
Assalammualaikum,
Lama tak berceloteh, ye ke?..musykil sikit..
which one hurt you the most?
Hilang tanpa diketahui, hilang jasad tanpa kesahihan
Hilang tapi depan mata?
For the sake of Allah,
He knows better than us,
Again sorry for the questions and wonders...
Al-Fatihah to dearest victims on the board of MH370,
Sekurang2nya, I do know where the place my loved one is,
can visits weekly, but them?
poor them..pity on their family..
Kata orang, kalau hidup, mana jasadnya, kalau dah tak da, mana mayatnya?
they felt the deeper pain is it..
I'm not sure about this, but i felt sorry and sympathy for them...
Hilang orang yang disayangi sekelip mata, tanpa berita..Ya Allah..apekah perasaan tu..
*tak ada yang abadi di dunia ni* semuanya milik ALLAH..~
motif entry ni adalah sebabnye..
tadi terbaca luahan hati sorang isteri yang suaminya on the board, sayu sangat..sedey pon ade,...
Wallahu'alam Bissawab..
BR,
Siti
Monday, February 24, 2014
Asr'
Assalammualaikum,
Baby Boo Blog,
How are you today? Hoping that you are fine there.
I'm searching something, but I don't exactly know what it is.
I'm hanging around, i mean, not myself, but my mind,
What am I thinking of, such a sudden this mood flew away from me
I don't know where the exaggerating mood of euphoria is
Is it there, or not...
maybe the space of hollow shallow heartiness varily now,
I'm not so sure, really do,
Is it I'm too far from HIM?
I mean MY LORD, don't misunderstood my words okay.
maybe..
I merely don't know whats wrong with me.
I just don't know myself,
so do you right?
Sorrowful episode is just there..
naming of it..
the tremendously painful scene after scene...
give me some shine of strengh, and blew all the insecurity feelings inside...
sigh!
whats being written here, i'm seriously not sure...
blabbering without rigid motive,
give me space, give me, give me a tranquil breath,
wash away the inferiority
somehow this burden is too much
i just couldn't carry it anymore..
it just too heavy......
just dumb it there
easily
can it make a sense?
In the name of Allah, most gracious most merciful,
I swear by the time,
Most surely man is in loss,
Except those who believe and do good and enjoin on each other truth,
and enjoin on each other patience~.
BR,
Siti
Asr'
Assalammualaikum,
Baby Boo,
How are you today? Hoping that you are fine there.
I'm searching something, but I don't exactly know what it is.
I'm hanging around, i mean, not myself, but my mind,
What am I thinking of, such a sudden this mood flew away from me
I don't know where the exaggerationg mood of euphoria is
Is it there, or not...
maybe the space of hollow shallow heartiness varily now,
I'm not so sure, really do,
Is it I'm too far from HIM?
I mean MY LORD, don't misunderstood my words okay.
maybe..
I merely don't know whats wrong with me.
I just don't know myself,
so do you right?
Sorrowful episode is just there..
naming of it..
the tremendously painful scene after scene...
give me some shine of strengh, and blew all the insecurity feelings inside...
sigh!
whats being written here, i'm seriously not sure...
blabbering without ridid motive,
give me space, give me, give me a tranquil breath,
somehow this burden is too much
i just couldn't carry it anymore..
it just too heavy......
just dumb it there
easily
can it make a sense?
In the name of Allah, most gracious most merciful,
I swear by the time,
Most surely man is in loss,
Except those who believe and do good and enjoin on each other truth,
and enjoin on each other patience~.
BR,
Siti
























