Green :)

Recently, i seem to like the green colour

maybe my surround influence me a lot

yeah..as u know I'm at the Harvard Golf n Country Resort

(name mcm gempak je pdhal? tetttt)

so my eyes will keep on looking at this golf resort such as green CARPET from far

I have many things to share but as usual when my fingers near the keyboard..

i just lost my word..

i had experienced some bad thing yesterday

my hand is hurted a lot and it is so painful

because of that i cried a lot yesterday

i called my mom but i didn't tell her about this

my tears flow heavily (just like it is raining)

and it was tiring

forsure i need to forgive the one that cause the pain

because

he accidentally did it to me

i knew that was not his fault at all and i also didn't blame him

maybe because i am too happy ..laughed here and there

and Allah wants to remind me not to over doing it :)

so i blame myself for what happen yesterday.

  but..it is painful and i couldn't stand anymore

so my tears just flow like a river

i cried alone and didn't know who i would tell to

i don't want other people know about it

maybe it look like doesn't matter to them

but it does matter to me.

i left the volleyball court just like that because i was starting to cry

i just tell ayu because she was with me yesterday

n i still feel the pain...here(pointing to the hand)..adoiii :(

maybe i can't play volleyball

i can't say i can't play it anymore. i will play it when my pain is over .

get better in time :)

Dear, I miss my MOM so much..

can u tell her that i love n miss her a lot :)

 i'm counting days..i want to go back home..really want to go..

homesick :(

FYI, the picture above is my latest picture.

i want to give to someone who requested for it

and now you get it :)