Baby itu lagi

I visited my mom's grave, at the evening today.

then i saw the lil girl who died on Wednesday

her grave just besides her Great Granpa's grave,

After recited 2 pages of Al-Quran,

i did read the translation,

and i did meet the parents of the lil girl

they also visited their loved one.

Hopefully Allah permudahkan urusan kami dan permudahkan urusan org yang kami sayang di sana.

I cried again.

I miss my Mom.

I told my dad about the MISS things

but he told me that, terima hakikat.

and btw i did terima hakikat, but sometimes i couldn't stand

and my tears flow heavily.

Rasa menyesal nangis depan Ayah.

COz i know his sadness is more than mine 

and he did mention that he suffers more than what i felt.

Why i'd to be like this.

I'm not this kind of person.

Let me be myself.

Again.

I miss her.

TOmorrow, i'm starting to get my mind think of only about inventory

pls, i hate to work on Sunday, but i have to, i can't resist this.

OMG hate to tell about works related things again.

What i have to do is only go with the flow.

Pls, i wanna be a strong girl mentally and physically!

B, 

I miss u

i wanna talk to u.

but u can't response!

i love her