Picca ke Kedah & Penang 2011

okay dah scroll down? ni picca mase g kedah  n penang hari tu, saje nak serabut kan blog, da la ikut sequence perjalanan gambau ni..sesuko hati den jo.. haaa :P layan.. 

there's something

I got symptom of down
she was a lucky girl
and she is!

jealousy is not everything to talk about.
but certainly jealousy is the main things now
can't get rid out of my mind.

scared to talk about the truth in front of the people.
do it really happen
what goes around comes around?

belajar

nak belajar jadi

1. kuat semangat
2. kuat mental
3. kuat fizikal
4. kuat kuat
5. kuat nangis

ok no 5. tu mmg xnak tp macam semulajadi je

natural behaviour susah nk tangkis

tangkis? ayat ape ni?

sy ingin menjadi seorang yang tabah dan kuat

sila doakan saya menjadi seseorang yang cekal!

tqvm :)

SY XMO NANGIS LAGI

TIDAK MAHU BERSEDIH LAGI

bukan jenis yg suka bercerita dan berkongsi duka

tapi kadang suma ini perlu..

Maafkan sy sbb buat semua org susah hati

sy x berniat pon

:(

Maafkan sy sekali lg :(

Baby itu lagi

I visited my mom's grave, at the evening today.

then i saw the lil girl who died on Wednesday

her grave just besides her Great Granpa's grave,

After recited 2 pages of Al-Quran,

i did read the translation,

and i did meet the parents of the lil girl

they also visited their loved one.

Hopefully Allah permudahkan urusan kami dan permudahkan urusan org yang kami sayang di sana.

I cried again.

I miss my Mom.

I told my dad about the MISS things

but he told me that, terima hakikat.

and btw i did terima hakikat, but sometimes i couldn't stand

and my tears flow heavily.

Rasa menyesal nangis depan Ayah.

COz i know his sadness is more than mine 

and he did mention that he suffers more than what i felt.

Why i'd to be like this.

I'm not this kind of person.

Let me be myself.

Again.

I miss her.

TOmorrow, i'm starting to get my mind think of only about inventory

pls, i hate to work on Sunday, but i have to, i can't resist this.

OMG hate to tell about works related things again.

What i have to do is only go with the flow.

Pls, i wanna be a strong girl mentally and physically!

B, 

I miss u

i wanna talk to u.

but u can't response!

i love her