Dah

Assalammualaikum Blog,

Dah lama tak cerita dekat sini kan,

Sedih lah hari ni,

Asik nanges je..

Penat la nanges..

:'(

I'm not perfect enough.

I knew it....

Nikmat

Transliteration

Fabi-ayyi ala-i rabbikumatukaththiban

Sahih International

So which of the favors of your Lord would you deny?

Malay

Maka yang mana satu di antara nikmat-nikmat Tuhan kamu, yang kamu hendak dustakan (wahai umat manusia dan jin)?

Assalammualaikum Dear Baby Boo Blog,

Sugul nampaknya, dah lama kan tak borak panjang. Sepanjang perjalanan hidup ini, ada yang tak kenal erti syukur, biasalah manusia, semuanya tak cukup, semuanya tak sempurna dimatanya. Same goes to me, eventhough until now, yet i felt not perfect enough with what I actually have now.

Alhamdulillah, selamat menjadi isteri kepada seseorang, tak cerita kan lagi kan?Yang hari tu intro la kot...sikit je pon,..FA is now officially my husband, okay tak yah la nak pikir Fahrin Ahmad ke kan, Fadzil Abdullah je pon, heeeeee.... Nak cerita lebih-lebih pasal how we met up and finally married is somehow, ridiculously to write it on, biasalah, dulu-dulu gaduh, last-last melekat pulak, tapi percaya jodoh ni Tuhan yang beri, bila-bila Allah nak bagi, dia bagi, walaupon pahit kita tak pernah terfikir jadi isteri dia ni, hanya Allah je yang tau. Dan kenapa dia yang Allah pilih untuk jadi teman kita, hanya Allah je yang maha mengetahuikan. 1st thing 1st, penah jugak terfikir ayat seorang kawan ni, suruh kita move on, ye lah, asik suka and sayang dekat orang yang salah, buat apa, and she said, name die(Fadzil) but then, masa tu, I tot of, nope and nothing, ye lah, tak de perasaan kan, masa bercinta rasa boyfriend kita tu lah yang paling JODOH skali la, haha... maksudnya, macam dia la sorang saje yang ade kat dunia ni, dia la paling baik  skali, memang meant to be together la orang kate. Tapi tu perasaan masa bercinta cintun je. Tapi hakikat sebenarnya, bercinta dengan orang yang salah tu la perasaan paling pahit sekali, cukup la rasa sekali. Dah tak nak rasa lagi. 

Macam mana boleh rapat sampai boleh jadi suami, hohoiii, tak tahulah nak cerita, tapi yang I ols paham, bila Allah nak bagi kite perasaan suka kat orang tu, dengan sekelip mata kita boleh rasa suka, dan bila Allah bagi perasaan benci kat orang tu pon sekelip mata kita  boleh benci, Nak kata suka sangat, takut dah, sebab bila suka sangat, rasional jadi emosinal je, but then, apa yang I think, i keep it until now, i met him dekat masjid Taman Tuanku Jaafar, masa tu rush nak solat maghrib, I nak pergi mengajar tuition, so OTW balik dari tempat kerja, tempat terdekat tu adalah masjid TTJ je, so i ols pon rush la, sebab da macam lambat pon masa tu, dan FA is going out from the mosque, dia dah sudah solat and nak balik I think, masa tu ternampak dia and hati ni terdetik, dia ke orangnya.

Masa tu la start macam suka mamat poyo ni, btw we are not usually mesengger-ing each other, sebab bila ada issue je baru la we get connected. Tu pon pasal kerja jela basically, then what happened after that, is what i think too confidential to tell ya. Actually panjang nau citenye, but i think i can cerita when i have extra mood to bercerita ye.

gambar masa tunang, dan takde pon gambar yang senonoh sikit.

Cerita Minah Kilang

Kadang2,

Bosan,

tak tahu lah kenapa

Kadang2,

Tak best rasa,

tak tahu jugak kenapa,

Senang hati, susah,

Susah hati pon payah,

Bosan jadi minah kilang,

takpelah, dah rezeki ikut ni,

tapi tak jugak berubah,

mungkin nanti sudah,

nak jadi positf,

bukan mudah,

tak tahu ini,

tak  tahu itu,

macam2 lah,

hidup dah berubah,

tapi still macam ni jugaklah

hari-hari pergi kilang

balik malam, tak jumpa siang,

paling jumpa pon petang maghrib,

tu pon bertuah lah jumpa jugak.

merepek je ni,,,

haishh...

POSITIVE SITI~

no problem, i can handle this.

misiperkembangandiriphysicallybukanmentally~

gambar tak de la kene mengena sangat

saje nak upload sebab ade dlm pc office ni...

STRESSSSSSS mak noks!

Potret

Terangi malamku dengan syiar indahmu
Menenun kasih dalam sepi yang terasing
Saat kau pergi lemasku bila tiadamu

Jauh terbawa lukisan hatimu
Hilang mencari di mana kau pergi
Tinggal aku menahan luka ini
Sampai harusku pergi

Engkau bagaikan bintang-bintang di angkasa
Hanya mampu melihat kamu yang terbiar
Walaupun sakit walaupun pedih tak berdaya

Berjalan tenang menghampiri persisiran
Melakar namamu di sisi pasir pantai
Pastinya hilang tidak rasaku kepadamu

Jauh terbawa lukisan hatimu
Hilang mencari di mana kau pergi
Tinggal aku menahan luka ini
Sampai harusku pergi

Jauh terbawa lukisan hatimu
Warna pelangi hiasan terindah
Hati ini tak akan terbahagi
Sampai harusku pergi

Menuju aku kepadamu jadi satu
Meraih kasih kita

Jauh terbawa lukisan hatimu
Hilang mencari di mana kau pergi
Tinggal aku menahan luka ini
Sampai harus ku pergi

Jauh terbawa lukisan hatimu
Warna pelangi hiasan terindah
Hati ini tak akan terbahagi
Sampai harusku pergi

Jauh terbawa lukisan hatimu
Warna pelangi hiasan terindah
Hati ini tak akan terbahagi
Sampai harusku pergi

same

They are all the same

~Again broken~

~again hurt~

no wonder,

Loser Me.

-----------DOWN...................

~~~~~~~~and I'm away~~~~~~~~~

Ewal AF2014 - Kembalikan Semula lirik

things remain unchanged~

How I Met My Husband.

Dear Boo,

Assalammualaikum,

Title sound annoying RIGHT,

so you are not my boo anymore,

I have another new boo..

weee

:P

don't sulking too much baby blog,
I know, I know,

always abundant you for too long,

I'm so sorry, a bit busy with my new life,

seem-less it not yet happen, but it actually was!


And back to my real topic to share on,

How I met my other half,
is what I can say, I met him at SAMSUNG of course,

Same job place is where we 1st met.

Then, I think, ALLAH send him to accompany me.
I think so, but we are meant to be, until now.
(actually it was only pass few weeks jer but then my statement kind of too long pulak kan)

No worries,

Until what happen now, i just don't know what to say,
Thanks Allah, for sending him near me when I really need someone's shoulder to cry on.
I know Allah plan is the best.

FA is now my officially husband,
Pray for our long lasting marriage full with joy and happiness.

Selfishness

Assalammualaikum,

Whereby that words hurt you, maybe they all don't really know how you felt.
Something that you don't want to know it well, but come across your mind. Believe it, there's nothing in this world with the greatest painful feeling,When someone you love is leaving you. Seriously, you will not feel anything, if she or he is leaving because you don't really love her or him. You will feel deeper pain if you are so in love with her or him. The exaggerating mood is not on, the excitement is not there, the happiness, is it exist? without fake. Burden is always there, the challenge is always in, the obstacle will not going to up their white flag. Moreover the negative thought is always there also. How could you handle this by your own, selfishness, maybe it is easy to say, to throw out your voice, am I too selfish? Why don't we pampering ourselves with what actually we want. We don't really get what we actually, but we can't end it up halfway. This is totally me, ended up with something to please everyone, not me. Pathetic me, seriously. Sometimes, they love us with condition. Somehow, everything is not like what you want it to be. I'm tired of these dramas, whereby any one of it we need to think on. Either you like it or not it doesn't matter. You have to think it rationally, nothing in this world will be so easy for you. You have to work hard for it, but when you really work hard for it, you'll ended up frustrated because you did it with your heart, but the things is not on your right. The way to cherish myself is being free from everything that haunted me and stress me on. I need a tranquil environment, but i always been there, the place that i always went to. Nevertheless, the regret is unforgiving. The miracle is about to happen. May be this is payback action that i have to face it by my own. I have to face this by my own. I have no one to tell my true feelings. I just can't keep this. I just can't tell all of it. I just merely don't know how I should act with this type of condition. A lil bit too harsh to tell the truth about what i feel now. Scared of hurting someone's feeling but they always did it to me. Never ever to repay what actually they did, but Allah always there, fair with Allah's own plans. I'm deep hurt, no one knows, I may physically okay but I'm actually not really okay. You may see me smile all the day, but you may not see my sad face while I'm crying. This entry is totally rubbish, why I should share this, even I don't want it. Ain't this feeling reliable? I couldn't deny it. I can't delete it.The memories remain, i won't force myself being not to.Being ignorance is better. I might don't know the real life at which point you should give up on to. I am me, I can only smile when I'm happy, cry when I sad, and vice versa for certain kind of things  happen to me. I can't turn my sweetest smile, to be warmest hug, i can't do it anymore. I believe, one day, this difficulties will gone. The bitter feel will go away, and faded at the right time. We act based on what we think on, we control our self, but we have to consider others, before we act. Unfair for yourself but not yet been appreciated by someone you have to consider to.None of the time is for you there is a lil tiny  hope that i can immersed through my brain, but to cope with others, not really tiny hope from others, am i going to consider too?. I had too much to share with someone who can only listen to me, who can comfort me without saying anything,by looking her face would demolish all the stress things and difficult thing in my mind. I do have one too, but i always failed to see the "everything" that already given to me.I always failed. I'm going too far, attract me with something that i can attach to. I don't even have anyone to depends on. Pity me. Devils are always persuading me to do whatever is prohibited. Hoping that I will not drowning too far from the right track. Give me back, the real me, the original me. One fine day, I will be okay, and ended the last chapter of my life, by not burdening everyone surround me. May Allah ease my plans, May Allah redha. Blissfully with Joy. Hatred is gone, with the power of love, thus keep the mouth of the shay-tan from yelling to construct heart to do this, to do that, without permission. Sadness is a one type of feeling, sooner or later, it will be forgotten. No worries, just chill, and live the life to the fullest.

Puas

Assalammualaikum,

Mere dhosti pyarrrii, mere B, Boo,

hari ni nak cakap pasal puaskan hati orang,

bila dah macam2, orang cakap macam ni

kau dah okay, dia pulak buat perangai,

bila dia okay, kau pulak buat perangai,

Well, nak sibuk hal orang sgt,
macam tak perluuu jer

U r not welcomed btw,
mind ur own business okay.

bosan weyyy
sungguh...
teramat bosan....

Wish List

Assalammualaikum Boo,

I rase blog I sekarang bukan tempat tempek lagu, but more tempek perasaan marah je.
Btw, baru sekarang I know that I'm a person yang protes thru action,
I might not tell it, but the way I show it thru my action je.
So sesapa yang kenal I might know my act better than my words,
Baru 2015 perasan perangai ni, and else, i will not cakap my feelings, i'd rather write it on,
and yet i buang, renyukkan and delete.
padahal tak pandai berkata-kata pon..and nak karang ayat pon
i just realize this, tu pon sebab ade orang yang beritahu I.
I tend to nanges and nanges je
after a second will come back normal
lepas lupe sume sakit hati beban masalah yang tak tertanggung tu
then i boleh senyum and okay  je
so cepat, easy to forgive and to forget
yet ade mende yang memang tak boleh nak lupe langsung terus
so akan terpahat dalam ingatan sampai bile2.
to be true, kalau dengki ke, marah ke, benci ke,
not really suit me, sbb end up I tak tenang
so i close case dengan ignoring my unwanted behavior or feelings to
let it gooooooo
bak kate ELSA :p


2015 dah,
tapi tak sempat nak tulis wish list,
Last year pon same je
tak de la nak review ape mende dah dapat and tak dapat ye dak?
So 2015 Travel wish list of course la Rome, Italy
actually travel wish list ni memang tiap2 tahun
asek renew je,,sebab manjang tak tercapai...kan..takpo belum ade rezeki
Btw, klu tak sebab February ni, memang rase dah sampai dah last year kt sane.
i have one person yang suka nak travel ni. btw she's single also...
and if I say yes je, of course jadi fly ke Rome.

Why Italy?
Sebab Rome, sebab Venice jugak,
Mase blajar Geografi dulu, teringat pasal terusan Venice ni yang mereka kate chantek,
and hopefully dapat view by mata sendiri, soonest, in sha Allah, amin
then mase dulu2 kalau forgot password kat yahoo or ape2 aje internet account
suka la nak pilih soalan, Which place you want to go?
Then of course la I type Rome.
Tempat paling romantik la kononnye.
So what do u aspect mase zaman skolah kan
of course la nak g tempat paling romantik dalam dunia ni
sebelum pergi pulang tempat yang kekal abadi...
so dari dulu sampai sekarang memang tu je lah tempatnye

Lately i dah mula lupe2 sikit,
hati ni, mungkin dah ralat sket kot,
btw, Angah pesan, kalau sayang orang, jangan sayang sangat
then should i apply this too
tapi I know who is Siti well, sebab dia bile da sayang orang
takdenye nak sikit sangat, terover sangat ade ler....
tengok, masih tak insaf and beringat lagi
padahal selalu kena je..

Macam-macam dugaan lately, tapi tak lah teruk macam orang laen kan
so I still have dad, walaupon dah tak macam dlu, yet i still have him.
I have no longer my mom besides me, Wallahi, sangat sedey, because my big day preparation
should have her around  me.
Yet i felt alone and so pathetic of me.
Empathy sangat hokay..
no worries, i can handle this by my own!
wweeehhh, nipu nau..
Nak mintak tolong sape tak tahu, tak suke nak susahkan orang
but end up i memang selalu menyusahkan orang..
sorry buddies and families..
Still dependable..nak buat macam mane,
duduk kt dunia ni bukan boleh buat semua benda sendiri
so still kena mintak tolong orang, klu ego and macam bagus sangat
esok lusa tulat, meninggal pon orang len yang kene uruskan
bukan boleh tergolek-golek masuk kubur sendiri kan..
pinjam ayat my sis tu...

kadang-kadang rasa azam tahun baru nak update blog tiap2 hari..
motif sangat takdo kojo..
huihhh
takdemaknenyekan
sebab 2014 pon entry i 34 jekkk
or else macam tu je lah pon entry nye

bila tulis nampak macam rasional je perasaan ni
tapi hati berkecamuk ni bukan nampak dan boleh luah pon
sabar lah siitiii oiiii

Dah lah kot..
banyak sangat merapu dah ni'

Entah

Dear Baby Boo,

Assalammualaikum,

Entah kenapa bila kita marah orang tu
Lagi dekat Allah ingatkan kita dekat dia

Entah kenapa bila kita benci orang tu
Selalu pulak kita terserempak dengan dia

Contoh:

HIM 1 : Good Morning!
ME : Node the head without see his face

HIM 2 : Assalammualaikum..
ME : Node the head and staring at my handset.

Both pon I menyampah bangat tahap dewa..
So perlu ke dipertemukan selalu,
pagi2 lak tu...

Dush!!
tumbuk muka sendiri laju2
tapi dengan harapan dapat tumbuk muka HIM 1 and HIM 2 laju2
choiiiii!!!!!!!! sangat wey my pepagi hari


Mungkin Allah tak nak kita membenci sesama sendiri.
tapi dah meme dop suko...
jem betoiii laaa
kalau boleh, tak nak tengok muka dia...
dia lagi....please..
huaaaa
:(

Tak faham makna

Deep
And i merely don't know why I do like this song
eventhough maknanya menyimpang dan tak elok langsung
rosak akidah...
tapi believe it, bukan suka sebab makna dia,
just suka the melody, sbb 1st time dengar macam dah tersuka
lepas tu cuba tengok makna sekali
Ya Allah...
astaghfirullah... sangat la menyesatkan..


Dear Boo,

I miss you seriously.

makin lama

Makin lama makin bosan

makin lama makin malas
makin lama makin meluat
makin lama makin menyampah

Sekian hipotesis utk hari ini

Soon please soonest

Brag and Boast

Boo,

nak ngadu

huuuu

Dia kaya, kite biase-biase je,

Dia tunjuk bagus kononnye, kite tunjuk macam bagus je,

Dia pakai kete Honda mahal, Kite pakai Mr Ollen buruk skirt rongak saje,

Dia smart kononnye, kite selebet je,

Dia pandai, kite buat-buat pandai

Dia bodoh tapi die tak tahu, kite buat tak tahu je.

Die berlagak, tapi die memang macam belagak je,..

Kite malas, kite malas nk gaduh sebenarnye.

Takde kaitan dengan yang hidup atau pun dah pergi.

Dah..dah..cukup-cukup merapu dekat sini.

Ingatkan balek travel, hati senang menang,

tapi masih kalah malah dengan orang yang macam bagus

berlagak pandai, kite yang macam ni , terpaksa ikut

walaupon hati meronta meraung kata taknakkkk

BTW ni gmbr lame

mase 1st time pergi sane

Aku

Ku dengar tangisan di sana
Menangis memanggil ibunya
Ku lihat air mata di sana
Melihat perjuangan ayahnya

Tiada siapa yang akan mengerti
Rasa kehilangan yang ada di sisi
Perginya si raja hilangnya permaisuri
Hanya untuk melindungi
Kasih sayang abadi

Ku lihat awan yang sepi
Ketakutan sentiasa menghantui
Jeritan dan tangisan yang tidak didengari
Semua bagaikan satu mimpi
Mimpi yang tak pasti

Ingatlah dunia hanya sementara
Tuhan Yang Esa adalah segala-galanya
Walau kau disiksa walau kau dihina
Percayalah Tuhan selalu ada


Best!

Kisah sepetang

Assalammualaikum Boo,

Hari ini nak dengar satu cerita tak?
cerita tak best pon.. biasa-biasa je..
tapi nak dijadikan cerita.. sebab kisah sepetang ni lah,
semuanya bermula


Waktu berlaku
Break time
dalam nak dekat pukul 4 pm macam tu lah

Ade sorang perempuan ni
lapa gamaknye
pergi lah meeting room, ingat nak isi perut kosong
dengan air milo suam pon jadilah
masuk meeting room macam biase
ambil cawan kertas
ambil milo dalam tupperware gedabak tu
perempuan tu ambil milo kosong je
tak de letak coffeemate (sebab natang ni takdop pulop disitu)
gula ade, tapi tak nak letak
jadi budak perempuan tu just ambil milo je...dua sudu macam tu
nak dijadikan cerita, dia ambil milo, milo tumpah sikit kt atas meja
dah tu takkan nak blah je pulak kan
so budak perempuan tu decide untuk bancuh milo then ambil tisu kat luar
niat di hati nak lap milo tumpah  atas meja tadi

then bila masuk2 je bilik meeting tu
dengar ade budak cakap..syuuhh..diam2..
okay..
takpe...
budak perempuan tu buat dono je lah
lap kan milo atas meja
lalu beredar keluar
sebelum sempat pintu tutup
budak perempuan tu heard something uneasy lg
..
and she heard that boy said...
okay2,,start2,...
then, all people kat dalam meeting
hilariously
gelak2..

dat budak perempuan don't know what the motive of that kind of situation
but it do hurts her
her emotion...
rasa macam,,dipermainkan
dimalukan
macam tu lah dak perempuan tu cakap

tulah kan kite
kadang2 simple act je,,kite tak tahu yang
ade orang tersinggung buat macam tu
ade orang terasa atas perbuatan kite
pada kite, itu tak ada apa,
tapi pada budak perempuan tu
kite rase tak? apa die rase..
rase macam, eh,, hina sangat ke masuk sane
tak boleh ke dorang borak je,
and that budak perempuan pon bukan
nak menyampuk org mengacau perbualan mereka pon kan..
kenapa kena malukan dia macam tu
then buat macam saja nak kenekan die

and si  budak perempuan cengeng tu menangis macam
orang tak tentu arah la


okay
Baby Boo nak tahu
sape budak perempuan tu?

You know her well then

Satu je lah
Biaq p orang nak gelak kan kita
nak buat ape pon ngan kite
selagi tak membahayakan nyawa,
just let them be
diam tu lebey baek
dari mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat or else tak elok
biarlah Allah je balas, apa yang die dah buat selama ini
biarlah die happy dengan perbuatan yang dia lakukan

orang selfish macam tu
memang tak nak tengok orang lain happy
die sorang je happy
memang spesis dengki dari planet mane pon tak tahu

thanksforthousandhopelesshopethatugiveme~
thanksforgradualhurtthatuhavedonetome~
semoga anda sedar satu hari nanti,,, anda bukan lah hebat sangat
ada yang lebih hebat dari anda...buatlah sesuka hati anda
Allah itu ada~
Allah itu lagi hebat dari anda~
perlakukan lah yang anda rasa betul pada anda
tapi anda hanya menyakitkan hati anda sahaja

Mampu

Rasa dah tak mampu lagi
hurmmm
penat :'(

perit :'(
jerih :'(
erti kehidupan yang sebenar

kadang kala kita lupa
basic things of life
yang selalu kita tinggalkan

kejar menda laen,
tapi menda basic kita lupa

dah tak mampu nak buat2
cuma mampu berdiam
tengok
tunggu
dan lihat
apa yang akan terjadi nanti

dah lama tak merapu dalam blog
seriously

I miss you baby boo~

Down

Rasa nak lari jauh-jauh...
Rasa nak terbang tinggi-tinggi..

















Totally broke and down :'(

300914

Assalammualaikum boo...


Hari ni sedey sket...
Tak tau knp..
Kalau sedey je mule la nk blogging...
Tempat luahan prasaan sedey plak blog ni ye

Pagi2..masuk office...
Nampak ni atas meja...

Terus nanges...
Huaaaa

Mood sangat x best hari ni
Bile sedey rase diri ni xd org kesian kan langsung
Takde orang yang faham...
Takde orang yang tahu ape yang kite rase..

Dah penat bersedey...
Tak tahu sampai bile nak macam ni...

Getmeoutofhereplease
Suffocating...
Seriously suffocating...

Dalam dunia ni.antara menda paling susah nk buat
One of it ialah jaga hati dan perasaan orang
Tanyelah sesapa pon..
Haruslah ni perkara paling susah nak buat..
Kadang2 kita nak je cakap and buat ikut rase hati
Tapi dek nak jaga hati orang tu..
We tend not to do it..or else..not to tell it...
Anyhow siti..
Don't be sad
La tahzan..
Innallaha maana..

Life's temporary
After life is immortal

Heartyousomuchbabyboo...

#Hatiterusikkeranamu

Sesal Separuh Nyawa

Dear Baby Boo Blog,

Da lame x ngomel2..
rasenye blog da macam tempat tempek lirik lagu da..
huahuahuahua

sila layan lagu ni from Alyah...
recently life totally dull..
no more ceria ceria,
feel that i'm losing my self
i use to be a happy go lucky person but not yet now
time change people,
is it time?
time heals wound..
suddenly i mingled with something unusual to think about..
i cries a lot, but i know i shouldn't..

lagu alyah ni sedap2..
rasa nak makan..
motif sangat nak makan lagu...
okay la,..saje nak bebel je...
hari ini ade training, then rase nak update blog
bosan2..
2 hari training lagi bosan
1st day training and today baru tau about red sweat
amendentah menatang tu..
tak tau plak...
rasenye banyak sangat mende tak tau..
duduk terperap je
and become close minded..
huaaa
whatever noks
nak carik kerja laennnn
plsssss

upload gambar ceria..tapi ceria la sangat haa
weyhhh... where my happiness?

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Cinta yang kau tinggalkan
Kekalnya berdampingan

Mana harusku hamparkan
Rindu tiada kesudahan
Sesal biar separuh nyawa
Takkan hilang

Masih terasa nafasmu
Lembut menusuk jiwaku
Dengan dihembus bayu
Membawa khabar rindu

Tapi sulit kuteruskan
Engkau jauh kehadapan
Aku, tabah berjalan sembunyikan harapn

Mana harusku hamparkan
Rindu tiada kesudahan
Sesal biar separuh nyawa
Takkan hilang

Separuh nyawamu dihati
Separuh lagi kau bawa pergi
Tiada arah jodoh kita
Tuhan tentu… kannya

Mana harusku hamparkan
Rindu tiada kesudahan
Sesal biar separuh nyawa
Takkan hilang

All of ME,

"All Of Me"

[Verse 1:]
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Verse 2:]
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

[Bridge:]
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh

 

 

 

Kot2 ade orang nyanyikan for me.

Verangan sajeeee

:P

Suka lagu ni

 

 

 

 

 

Selamat Hari Raya

Assalammualaikum,

Dear Baby Boo Blog,

Happy raya day,
as for now third day of raya,
I'm on duty..weyyy

bosan kerja lalalala
bosan sangat...



okay nak belanja gambar raya..

Tp ni gmbar raye tahun lepas..
motif sangat update tahun ni..
:p

Rintihan Kalbu - Qalam Band ft Rafidah Ibrahim (Official Music Video)

Dedicate for those yg terasa untuk dia :p

choayo~

Asfan - Alasan Untuk Bahagia | Official Music Video

Happy Second Anniversary @ Samsung

Dear Baby Boo Blog,

Assalammualaikum,

 

Genap 2 tahun jadi samseng kampung dusun dekat Samsung Electronics SDMA.

Well done and good job to diri sendiri, even boss tak cakap, tapi tak pelah, motivate diri sendiri sekejap

Sedey sket hari ni sebab gelang kaki hilang, :'(

So pagi2 kene bebel sket (tapi tak kesah sbb memang slu kene je pon)

Rasa tak percaya dah 2 tahun kerja kat sini, paling tak boleh blah, tahan plak tu..

motif sangat kan, tak tahan tapi bertahan jugak, so give an honour to those yang

kerja berbelas tahun tanpa rasa bosan dekat sini,

tabik spring toink toink sket!

:)

 

okay paragraph di atas ayat karang semalam,

tak sempat nak post.

 

penatlah~

seriouslypenat :(

 

 

 

 

BR,

Siti

 

 

Abaya

Dear Baby BOo Blog,

Assalammualaikum & Selamat Berpuasa :)

Sempena Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak ni

I saje je nak share my abaya collection (hamboi, cam banyak bonaa lak ai)

Sket je noks..tapi suka nak beli abaya kaler hitam

Nampak cantik kalau abaya kaler hitam kan..

Sebenarnye, I tersangat lah suka pakai abaya ni sebab ape.

simple je..sonang trus pakai je..sarung saja..

pastu lilit2 sket shawl

hah dah! buley kua umah dah

tp kat dalam kalau nak tahu,

pkai t-shirt short sleeve,

pakai jeans ke pakai sua tidur ke tak kisah

sbb bukan nampak pon kan..pastu kalau da kua and balik uma

senang tak payah tuka uniform lagi...

walawehhh tersangat lah senang,..

p kedai pon pakai jubah...haha..nampak tak pemaleh nk tuka baju leklok sket tu..

bukan poe sojed yo do pakai jubah...

mepek kan I 

(so mende tak elok jangan tiruuuu!)

Ade 6 je dalam collection yang nak tempek...

sebab yang ni je yang I sempat amek gambo..

yang len len tak sempat nak snap..(nanti kalau rajin I upload lg noh)

banyak hal katonyooo

Actually mase skola menengah dulu, suka tgk sorang ustazah ni

tiap2 hari die pakai jooobaaah saje.

tak pernah tengok die pakai baju kurung

kalau die pregnant pon tak tahu and tak perasan

sebab die sentiasa berjobahhh

:)

sweet je ustazah tu,,.

sampai sekarang kalau terserempak kat fresco ke, memang nampak die pakai jubah je jugak

mase dulu selalu fikir, ustazah ni banyak jubah kot, selalu pakai jubah,..

huntung laaa banyak jubah :)

Ni my 1st Abaya yang my dad n my late mom hadiahkan..

harga tak tahu sebab tak amek tau pon mase tu..i layan je pakai

bought from Indonesia je, sebab mase tu skolah pakai jubah , so suka nak pakai jubah ni

lama dah usia jubah ni, yet still suka pakai

kaler dark blue, meme cantik, i confident cantik sebab dulu ustazah kat skola tanya i mase i form 3

beli mana jubah ni, and she said, cantik! so sampai sekarang I ingat jubah ni memang cun la kannn

sekolah menengah okay je pakai jubah ni, sampai dah keje pon jubah ni menten elok,

bley pakai kesana kemari lagi..x koyak..x ape...cuma yg tengah2 tu i yg koyakkan,,sebab senang sket 

nak jalan2...kalau tak...sopan sangat..and jalan lambat jadinye..

heee

:P

ni plak maroon to pink kaler abaya, ni my latest abaya

 jubah ni paling kecik, saiz S, so i tak penah lg beli jubah saiz S, sebab amek S je senteng, ni memang ngamsui~

selalunya M or L sebab, kalau I beli S, confirm senteng, bju dah fit dah tapi senteng pulopss

so far jubah ni memang cukup2 je labuhnye, so tak payah potong bawah dah,

selalunye jubah lain melesa-lesa

tau tak melesa-lesa tu apo?

haha

bahasa nismilan tu maksudnye, meleret-leret la, labuh sangat.

so yang ni memang okay je, btw jubah ni murahan je, harganya MYR 60.00 

sebab murah? Along Alin beli borong je jubah ni, sebab nak pakai masa kenduri sedondon

so beli banyak dapat harga murah lah, beli 5 untuk adik beradik pempuan..

Along Alin, Angah Aju, n Alang Dila kaler purple,

Ateh Noora and I kaler maroon to pink kaler,

Nak kaler same sebona ea, tapi saiz takdo lak..untuk masing2

kira wokay la tu kan..lebey kurang la tu..cun pon cun..

okay right here, ni paling I sayang hokay, paling suka pakai (tapi jarang pakai)

, bajet2 princesss de la hoyaaa gituuuu

kemaennn mak jemah ni...jubah cutting princess ni bought last 2 years dekat Medina Al-Munawwarah

paling simple design, ade kain baldu sket dekat atas bahagian dada, tepi lengan and tepi skirt sampai bawah, paling sayang, paling VVIP , paling mahal and paling cantik la bagi I. tapi jubah ni tak fit, besau gedabak, so kalau pakai meme nampak lagi gumuks la I, tapi tak kesah pon sebab I memang menyayangi jubah ni (amboi ayat menyayangi tuuu) seadanya, nak beli saiz kecik sket, tapi senteng la..

selalu sedey, beli jubah tak fit saiz badan sebab labuh tak kene..senteng manjang,

tak best, so beli besau laa..baru ngam sket.. banyak sentimental value jubah ni.

Actually tak nak beli pon jubah memahal tapi yang ni laen sebab, Ayah suro I beli jubah yang elok sikit,

sebab mase pergi Umrah dulu, I budget je beli jubah harga dalam 40 Riyal and 70 riyal 

and 100 lebey Riyal, so Ayah suro beli jubah yang elok sket, dan

sempena nak elok sangat tu, i beli la jubah ni. yang paling elok kat mata I and paling mahal gilaaaa

tak pernah beli baju semahal jubah ni

seriously! tu yang sayang lebey tu...suka pakai baju ni, pakai masa pergi naek Jabal Rahmah 

heeee...hengat noksss! and bila raya pakai jubah ni, makcik yang suka ayah tu cakap, macam anak orang Arab ha anak ustaz ni...ececece..kombang semangkuk la den..sekembang jubah yang kembang ituuuu

(ala tau makcik tu cakap macam tu nak amek ati la tau..tau la die suke Ayah kiteee..heee..tapi mintak maaf la makcik, kite tetap tak suke makcik walopon makcik cakap kite pakai cantik.. puji kite canntuuuu...heee.. moral sgt la kan macam orang Arab version tak brape nak putih..Arab cekelat punn buleyyy)

panjang nau plak description untuk jubah ni..special nau ye dakk..

Okay yang ke 4 ni nak cite, beli masa raya last year kot (motif tak lupaa..haha)

 yang ni Along Alin jugak yang tolong belikan sebabnya?

Sebabnya i suka tengok dia pakai jubah yang dia beli untuk dia 

masa Ayah pergi umrah kat KLIA last year tu,

so i pesan dekat Along Alin, tolong belikan untuk I, I nak jugak yang macam die tu, so Along Alin belikan la untuk adik dia ni, tapi design tak sama macam yang dia punya la, dia punya ada blink2 dekat tengah, manik2 tu kat tengah, i punya dekat tepi, mine one kaler purple sket blink2 tu, and Along Alin punya kaler turquoise blue kalau tak silap, so jubah ni pon cun tapi nipis sikit lah, harga boleh tahan jugak, cun simple and yang paling penting selesaaaa gamaknya..nak pakai jubah ni masa raya puasa, tak dan, sebab tak jalan-jalan mana pon, finally pakai masa raya haji je laa jawabnya, seriously suka, tapi ni rasanya made in Indonesia walopon beli dekat Shah Alam,..heeee design sume Along Alin yang pilih kan..

simple and sweet kan? :) okay tanye and jawab sendiri...swwwweeeeetttttttt~

haaa, this one is payung style, orang Arab kate, cutting payung, pandai cakap melayu lak orang Arab sane, sebab yang suka shopping orang Malaysia and orang Indonesia je kot, muehehe, orang bangsa lain agak kurang membeli belah kat Saudi Arabia, sebab mungkin tempat dorang dah banyak kan,so tak kisah nak beli abaya ni, this one bought at Medina jugak, sebabnya shopping kat Medina, ayah kate suh shopping kat Medina dulu, sebab nanti kalau kat Mecca, dah sibuk nak buat umrah, so orang kate jubah kat Mecca lagi mahal dari Medina, and it's proven. Memang betul pon, Mecca lagi mahal dari Medina, so kalau nak shopping jubah, suggested dekat Medina, lawa pon lawa, Mecca pon lawa gak tapi mahai noh, seriously nasib baek beli belah dulu kat Medina, dekat Mecca tak beli abaya dah, cuma nanti luggage berat nak bawak sampai Mecca, sebab dah banyak menshopping dekat Medina dlu...sampai adik nak teman shopping pon malas, sian adik terpaksa ikut and teman I shopping. This type of abaya I beli satu je dekat kedai betul2 depan Masjidil Nabawi pintu masuk utama, adik penat layan hakak ea menshopping abaya..I beli ni sebab I dah beli untuk hakak2 I yang style macam ni tapi kat kedai laen, dalam mall depan Masjid Nabawi jugak,

beli 4 je, sebab memang plan nak beli untuk hakak2, then I tak beli plak untuk diri sendiri, so, this one

i bought for myself and it cost about 70 Riyal sahajaaaa..murah kan?

blink2 dekat lengan sajo..so simple abaya ni..

Haaa..this one abaya sebenarnye yang  I beli sekali 4 tu...yang ni plan bought untuk Ateh Noora..saiz S..tapi besau..Klu Ateh Noora pakai memang labuh la..so far yang ni die jarang pakai and tinggal dekat rumah...so I yang pakai la gamaknye..yang ni pon simple sangat..ade blink2 dekat lengan sahajo...so kaler die hitam pekat sket dari yang atas..material laen sket dari yang atas tu..cutting payung jugak..

Cantik..and suka woh...walopon plan untuk orang len..orang len plak yang pakai...heee..motip sangat kan..this one suke pakai pon cukup2 je labuhnye..

Seriously Ateh punya design paling simple sebab die yang last pilih abaya yang I beli..yang laen2 da chop terus so mereka dapat yang jemah2 sket la kan...

tapi kan, this type of abaya tak wudhu' friendly, kalau nk amek wudhu' kne bukak jubah lorh

tapi jubah ni nursing friendly la..eh? yeke?

hoho.. :P

Sekian dulu untuk episode abaya 1st ni...

Abaya len akan menyusul nanti kalau rajen

Mohon bold sket ayat tu. 

Kalau rajennnn yeee...

Pelik len sket rajen tetibe nak amek gmbo n cite pasal my abaya ni..

Selamat berabaya semasa raye...

Yeeeehaaaa...