Presentation

next week da kene present

takut n cuaks seh

hopefully i x gabra sgt

amin

n everything will run smoothly

amin

n hopefully not being rejected

amin

inshaALLAH :)

Masa utk diri sendiri.

My head is spinning around

24hr = seem that not enough

but i can't say that

i need to thank ALLAH because still giving me chances to breath.

2 days= off day also not enough

i mcm moral down

kdg2 nk mrh diri sndiri sbb x bley perform

n memalukn diri sndr dpn org ramai

td i men netball wakil tuk company i

tp ktrg klh men td

i slu t'pk..sbb i ke klh,

i msuk prtndgn ape2 x pnh menang pn

sedey la

..td panas..pale skg pn da pening2..x ckup minum air kosong kot

klu rse2 nk demam ni

tbe2 mst rase nk nanges n tbe2 mst rndu kt mak

rse mcm x ptt je x balek mggu ni..

main pon klh jgk :(

i nk jadi budak baek

i nk jauhkn diri dr mrk yg jahanam tu

boleh ke ?

i sedey la...

i menci mereka itu...

i hrp ade nnt akn dtg..

yg baek...i want tht!

LIFE for work n recently WORK for life.

1. Dear Mr B,
2. I knew that i confessed i already got a BF now
3. but u r also a special one for me.
4. Hari ni ngan semalam rasa nak menyumpah je
5. tp tu la nak sumpah2 pon mcm la boleh kan
6. perangai orang sekeliling yang sangat annoying.
7. sangat2 la annoying
8. i hate it. seriously!
9. tapi nak buat macam mana
10. kena hadapi jugak
11. x kira la mcm mana pon ttp kena layannnnn
12. I penat la
13. ixtau nak ckp and explain macam mana
14. tp i sgt penat
15. beza betul kan..dulu n skg
16. i rase hidup i ni
17. macam pergi n balik kerja je
18. tiap2 hari macam tu
19. ermm
20. tired! 
21. marah n kadang2 rasa stress sangat
22. menyampah sangat!
23. sume yang sangat2 blaka
24. I'm hoping get better soon.
25. 
    
26. 
27. 

antara collection yg cukup sy syg buat masa ni n smp bila2

:)

Dialog dia dan aku

sdiassalam aidiladha...

salam

hati ni tetap rindukan awk...sygkan awk...

ye ke?

thnx

tp sy sdr,sy xkan dpt awk...

npe ckp mcm tu?

tu jwpn awk...

erm

suka ati awk la nk ckp ape

awk ckp awk xbersedia...

DIALOG KISAH   chinta ptg aidil adha.

PERLU KE????

sy prasan yg sy smkin comot la skg..tp x kesah la..sbb mmg sblum ni pon comot je jgk..ado den kesah? ado? ado?

QURBAN

Ni bukan tajuk cte hndustan yg kareena kapoor blakon tu
erm tp saje nk wish advance Selamat Hr Ry Aidil Adha
Semoga Aidil dan Rita..eh..eh..eh..
Silap cte..Semoga Adha n Ayu Raudhah..eh..eh..eh..
Bukan3 jugak..

Semoga Raye ni disambut dgn penuh kesyukuran
Amin
:)

Mintak Ampun Maaf klu ade ape2 yg terasa hati ok..
EH
1 more important things to share
i cuti esok smp lah hr rya haji nnt
bley on9 24jam yeh!
hoho
tp khamis da nk kje balek
:(

Arini i balek kg raye dgn Mr Ollen 4 d 1st time
actlly da byk kali da bwk Mr Ollen balek umah
tp today special sket sbb mase balek td ujan lebat
kecian Mr. Ollen i yg somel loteh lg hndsome tu
OH perasan la sgt yg BF i ni comel

Penat je die smart2 pg td..tp ujan plak
buang mase je die menyemart..
Igt nk kenal kn Mr Ollen i kt my sis yg 1st aka ALONG ALIN
tp x sempat lak..otw balek td Along i pon da otw balek umah die kt SA
so x sempat la
tp xpe len kali bley jmpe lg kn
huhu


I SYG MY MR OLLEN !
Lebiu So muchie2 muchas Gracias!

BF

ERmm

topic mcm xbley blahhh kn?

NAK BF MCM ASMARA BOOLEEHHH??

SWEETNYE die ni...

tbe2 lupe tros kt FAHRIN

haha :P

sweet sgt lorh 

:)

menulis blog semase melayan tv cte ASMARA

tbe2 suke lak ann

apo kes bai?

Celebrate bday adek Vs Deepavali Vs Picnic PD

mkn2 @ smbn

mom n dad

muke lapo

angah senduk2

PICNIC@PD

banana boat yg best mcm mkn banana split OH!

kolam yg sume kasi redah jerrr

seronot tp penat OH!

K.A.M.I

day goes by

too much to tell

but as usual

can't tell every inch of it

30102010

i got a new BF

he's so in to my taste

finally i got him

yeah i know..

my parents give their permission and allow us to have an unique relationship

i called him Mr. Ollen

cute huh his name?

officially be mine on that special day

:)

i'm hoping that our relationship and his condition will be good all the time

:)

WORK?

yeah bit stress

not bit but BIG

huhu

i mean a lot of stress

i knew which ever company u attached to

there'll be stress 

then it's a way how u can cope and manage it very well

SPECIAL?

i got a special gift from my second sis

she did gave me a very collective item that i like to collect

it is a watch

white in colour and really appreciate it

i also got Toblerone form Scotland also

Lucky her!

Training+holiday there.

Thankx so much Angah!

ELSE?

i have many things to tell

i don't know why i can't tell it thru this medium 

seriously i miss this time

i knew it won't be happen again

but i can't deny it

really miss it

and i miss this time also

whenever i used to be a cam whore girl

recently i can't be the one that i used to be before

skg da busy

nak amek gmbr sndri and gedik2 pon da xbley

tu la

org kate kene hargai mase yg ade

skg ni tdo pon da awl

da x bley nk lepak2 n stay up smp pagi mcm dlu

klu lmbt tdo alamatnye penyet ah keje sok

well, still dlm condition tuk m'biasakan diri ngn keadaan sekeliling

pg smlm mcm sweet..ade note dekat ats meja opiz

don't know sape yg tulis

tp mcm bley agak sape yg tulis la

"bg la no phone"

haha :p

da bg kot tp tipu pny no la

annoying btul ble ade Mamat "K" nk ngorat2 ni

ckp pon bunyi "K" lg.. hadoii serabut je

n dpt byk advise bunyik cmni

"T, ko jgn layan budak tu"

n mmg x layan la kaann

tp ade lg keje yg x settle ni

nk kne buat audit check sheet 5S + 2S ni

wpn bos bg ref tp still mcm x phm

n mase xd nk buat lg

:(

Malasnye!

isshoukenmei ganbaru yo

dpt word ni dr mang

haha

tbe2 nk blaja ckp jepon

ssh btul klu x phm term2 biasa dorg ni

serabut kojo den jd eh

bile xde langsung tu mmg xd sgt

n bile ade tu slu bukan yg kte nak

cmne nk buat

crik @ hoping something better yg satisfy what we actually want

susah kn jd manusia

baru tau

tp jd haiwan pon lg semacam je susah

xtau  la

wallahuallam bissawab

:)

jaga ego n std sebab org laen

n diri sndr pny spec

perlu ke sume ni?

n smp ble nk mcm ni je ?

kn3?

Motif Sebenar~

xde motif pon

saje nk upload gmbr je

tbe2 rase nk p jln2

mcm dulu2

langkawi?

oh mgkin x dpt ikut cik dea n aizan nnt

:(

sedey lorh

Saya tidak BROKEN okay~

~Syndrome STML~

Nice Voice~ ehem2..

Good to hear~ ehem2

Complimentary :)

ehem2

UNPAID LEAVE=terminated 

Fraudulent! uh

Fighting

F?

For?

FALLIN LUV with ATOK?

oh no..!!!

I'm totally not!

EMbarassing

today lil bit messy

my mind

and all

i called my dad

and i cried

it's just that i can't bear anymore

i can't stand

why am i feeling like this

i'm not strong enough

i shud be stronger than before

y i'd be like this

sadness please go away

i want happiness besides me

which i know it can't

i really miss my life before

and i'm hoping i get better in time

nak nangesss!

Like a lil child
yes i wanna cry!
i don't know why
but there's sumthing inside

in d midst
in d middle
between here n there
i'm a lil child need guidance n plz
i'm listening to all
but i can't speak it out
oh!
help me out..

there and here
so much challenges
i need to face it
i can!!
yes i can!

PENAT

~SAYA PENAT~
SGT~

dis week try drive hoh
too much things i did experience
huh
penat!

n

10.10.10 aritu
my sis engaged
congratz to her n her fiancée
wish them happily ever after.

hupdating

today! huh rase nk update mcm2 cte about new env now

but mcm kene postpone n x bley jnj bley cte ke x

but d fact that i can't deny is I MISS U Mr. B,

so much!

sgt2

huh

today wat mnde gile2 x hengattt palinggg sempoi i pnh wt

wrote a love note on d car n put it on other's car

huh! mmg x pnh jgka pnh wat mnde ni

tp mcm sweet x?

hahaha but d real fact is i'm juz a rep for those who meant to send the love note

seriously not mine k

i'm helping someone else only

Beb dear,

slmt enjoy holidays until u get d new job soon k

bit hard to say good bye to u coz i'm still hoping that u r there with me at d same company

even i know it's too late to say anything

i will miss u beb and all kind of things that we did together

from 1st day we met until now

u r such a good buddy dear

can't even forget about u and all ur good deed to me

seriously!!!

da! need to sleep 

it's too late already

and i'm tired too

 c u Mr B

will update soon k

regularly but can't promise on daily basis for updating

juz take care k.

i miss my family too..

2 days like a 2 months huh?

homesicker!

REAL......

kata

Adolescence is just a mess!
I'm getting to far from HIM.
I don't know what i should do from now on.
I want to be a good girl. Be success in whatever i do.
Do there is a time for me. Can i achieve my goals and my target. Is there any space for me to repent.
i know someday i would left from this beautiful world.
but do i fully preparing myself to face it. Do i know when the right time is? I don't know, and i should care. i'm hoping to guide myself as what i know and learn before and hoping someone can guide me too. People do change and so do i. Sometimes i want happiness but sometimes happiness doesn't remain by my side. sometimes what actually we want are not meant for us. SO let appreciate whatever we have now otherwise we will regret it later. It's so hard to be me but i know the hardness is a way to learn and whereas maturity begun.
One of my neighbor passed away yesterday. Let's recite Al-Fatihah to her. Let her rest in peace.



My mom bit surprised coz i attended the funeral ceremony.
She said that "mak x sangko ko datang, x b'suruh pn datang"
then i replied " da bosa mak, xkan nak b'suruh br nk datang, pandailah pikir"

ermm it is proven that my behavior like a lil child . But i think i'm adult already but absolutely differ from what my mom expect me to be.

Mak saya kata tak suka jangan layan
Kawan saya kata saya ni memilih
Saya kata saya tak tahu lah!


saya rasa saya ni bermasalah lah
lebih baek kamu jauhkan diri dari saya sekarang
kalau tidak kamu mungkin bermasalah semacam saya juga!

Song entitled TAMAN Astakona :P

i don't ever knew that there is a song entitle above
until someone did sing it to me
so i asked what the title of it
1st time i did hear it
i think i like too
layan rockapak ah plak kn
:P
hoho

My G

it's been 8 years pass by

days come n go

but he still

his love remain

only for her

even he knew that she had no longer here

no more accompany him

wherever he go

whatever he do

she left him

left him all alone

but the loneliness doesn't make sense

because she left him with their child

she never left him alone even the real fact is

she already left us

but i respect the true love of him

he still can stand to be a men without a women

no one can be like that

he is

only he is

he is my Grandpa

i know he misses her too much

too much that can't be count off

the strength and the eyes

can't lied to us

once a year

he did the effort to clean up her place

it's show his love never be changed

even time can't change it

only ALLAH know

the truth is.

i never met a men just like him

i mean his love only for one

but i do met people who can

gives their love to everyone

do it count as a pure love?

u can like many people but

u can only love one

once u said u love her

u must and only love her

no matter what happen to her

u will be by her side

u can't left her

u can't hurt her

that's the truth love is

her word might harsh

her attitude might rude

but u can accept her the way she is

if u really love her.

but now

u said u love me

then

u left me

u r too cruel

u r too much

i can't stand to see u

it's just that

i know that previously

u just play with my heart

i don't want to hate u

but u did everything that make me

change my mind

thus

i said i hate u

deep inside my heart

i know

Bowl and breaking d fast at CHicken Hartz Snwy Pyrmd.

Gua rase arini mcm nk tempek gmbr je kt sini

Gua rase mcm lain je plak post ni..kenape ye?

hah!

baru Gua perasan bhw gua telah memakai ayat yg agak RARE disitu

pndai plak b'gua2.com.my ni sejak bile pulak kn

mgkin pengaruh utk m'jd gangster x jd gua mse dulu2 kale

ceh! geli pon ade gune gua2 ni heh..

haha

btw ni picca my mummy n her colleague mse buke pose

i sje join sbb busan2 kn

so mummy pon ajak

she n her twin agak gila2 sket

besh kwn ngn dorg ni

happening je

but ktrg da prob sket

mslh xtau jln

n slumber kodok je blsh men jln

Da la, mls nk b'cerabih da

layan je la picca2 yg gua upload ni

Sekian!

dlm byk2 gmbr tu

MY FAV is THIS

xtau knp tp i ase pic ni cm poyo sket

kn3?

:P haha

  

Dear B, 

i tgh serabut sbenarnye ni

tp i pretend cm xd ape yg blaku je

ok la B

sok i nk kje da

wish me luck 4 2mrw n onwards k

i'm hoping for a solution 4 my unscrupulous questions!

~messyLILgal~

~TGH SERABUT~ 

please be informed

not feeling well

i'm not feeling well

running nose again

kepale mcm keTING keTONG da

lately can't stand to stay up until 2-3am

even worse only can stand until 12

AIYOH! even 10 da kiong2 and    

sleepy!

lappy till on until 5-6am but actually  

the girl in front of d lappy is having a nice dream sleeping 

w/out  pillow and comforter

didn't plan to sleep but coincidentally sleeping until Subuh

wanted to update but rarely best stories to tell

poor B

don't know what to update

a single word lost 

coz having not so well condition

and also bb didn't give  fully co-operation

always DC  such a sudden n ikt skati die

poor network here 

it's more about jealousy but nonchalant

so confused but i know there's something behind that we don't know yet

there'll be something unexpectedness and explicitly can't be understand by people out there

Get rid of me coz i might hurting you

it's true if it's not you that i mean

please go away!

Raya lg :)

2nd day of RAYA

xtau nak update ape tp mcm nk letak gmbar ni je

sekian la utk post kali ni..

c u later on :p

:) i love it when it about raya :)

~waiting for my sis..gonna go back home today~

another raya episode

i love the mood of raya

and smell of Holidays 

haha..lied2

smell of various food and festive cookies 

yes! I like

2morrow confirm need to cook many types of food

such as Lemang-this is compulsory ok

Rendang and also many things to do.

 ~RAYA MOOD~

pssstttt!

curios x i slu update blog recently?

muahahaha

x bz ker???

actually juz sbscrbing new celc brdbnd..

dunno until when i'll b using it

:)

Don't know what title supposed to be :p

Today bit tiring but i still can manage and fasting succesfully.

HOHO :P

i saw Kaklong on my way to Sony  today

she's bit thinner than before.

when i'll become thin?

of coz can't :P

bit tough to b like that.

i don't know what to tell about actually but i want to update and blogging now

tomorrow i'm gonna go back home.

can't wait to go back

so fortunately this year i didn't have to buy a ticket penang to n9

yeah!

it's finally over with over worried about no ticket to go back home for raya

FLASHBACK...

during my university time i did.........

(2 b continue if i want to tell)

Basically Happy Hari Raya in advance :)

May This Raya brings along happiness in ur life.

will update later on about raya day

InsyaALLAH :)

I'm so thankful about today.

It's such a sudden that i got into this..

THANKS ALLAH for the new challenges :)

Dear B

Dear B,

I lied to u

i didn't study for today

i kept on on9 and wasting my time reading new moon

sorry B

Didn't mean to lie to you

btw i', listening to i love the way u lie

do u love the way i lie?

:p

sorry B,

juz kidding k :)

ILOVETHEWAYYOUULIE-

~in d right mood of updating blog everyday

 and 

posting everything that i think i shouldn't post~

B.o.r.e.d.o.m.

SUNDAY-Sept 5, 2010 it's been a bored day today. don't know what to do but actually my friend did invite me to go out with them, but i don't really want to go out. My money for sure will finish easily if i go out with them.So morning i wasted my time with sleeping, because yesterday i did sleep late at night. In fact i slept at 3-4 am. I'm not so sure but certainly at that kind range of time. I have no shoes for raye also tudung for raya. I might be using the old stuff of mine for this becoming raye. I'm so stingy! Don't even to buy new one for myself. It's bit tough n hard to live at KL with minimum amount of allowance. My budget and savings are not so much for that only for shopping unnecessary things. I should stop spending money for useless stuff. But actually, the real fact is i really want to buy a wedges for this upcoming special day i mean raya day la. i'm hoping to get it but if i don't have it now i will buy it later. it's not only for raya right?.
weekend? what to do huh? blogging is the right things to do if ....erk.. i have forgotten..i need to prepare for this tuesday..sorry dear, i'll get back to u after i done studying :p

Pets of mine

just want to introduce my mom's pet here

cute huh?

i don't really like cats,

but now i think i change my mind

i'm starting liking it so much

:p

one of my friend said

and advise me to take care of any pets

so now i got 1 fish

actually 6 previously but another 5 dead 

maybe i don't know how to take care of it

so they gone

i'm hoping for the only fish that i have

hoping that it lives longer that what i expected.

i already bought new house for my fish

quite cute n of coz i like it

but unfortunately only 1 fish alive

another 5 didn't have the opportunity to live in that new 'house'

pity on them

actually i'm bit sad

i cried bcoz i think that i do not have the ability to have and taking

care of a pet

at least 1 accompany me until now

i'm hoping that it will be lasting

i have no pic of my fish

i'll upload later if i have one

:P

u can c d pic of d owner of d pets k :P

 :P

i'm getting too much syndrome of Laziness

plz get off LAZY-BONE!

Ali-ali-HANdro

iNTRO
I know that we are young and I know that you may love me,
but I just can’t be with you like this anymore, Alejandro.

VERSE 1
She’s got both hands in her pocket
And she won’t look at you (won’t look at you)
She hides true love en su bolsillo
She’s got a halo around her finger
Around you

HOOK
You know that I love you boy
Hot like Mexico, rejoice
At this point I’ve gotta choose
Nothing to lose

CHORUS
Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe,
I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss
Don’t wanna touch
Just smoke my cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro,
Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro,
Ale-Alejandro

Stop
Please, just let me go
Alejandro, just let me go

VERSE 2
She’s not broken
She’s just a baby
But her boyfriend’s like her dad
Just like a dad
And all those flame that burned before him
Now he’s gotta firefight
Got-cool the bad

HOOK
You know that I love you boy
Hot like Mexico rejoice
At this point I’ve gotta choose
Nothing to lose

CHORUS
Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe,
I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss
Don’t wanna touch
Just smoke my cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro, Alejandro,
Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro,
Ale-Alejandro

BRIDGE
Don’t bother me,
Don’t bother me, Alejandro
Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, bye Fernando
I’m not your babe,
I’m not your babe, Alejandro
Don’t wanna kiss,
Don’t wanna touch, Fernando

Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe,
I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss
Don’t wanna touch
Just smoke my cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, Roberto

CHORUS
Alejandro, Alejandro,
Ale-Alejandro,
Ale-Alejandro
Alejandro, Alejandro,
Ale-Alejandro,
Ale-Alejandro

OUTRO //Note in this section, counter-melody repeats last section of
chorus
Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, Alejandro
I’m not your babe,
I’m not your babe, Fernando
Don’t wanna kiss
Don’t wanna touch
Just smoke my cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name,
Don’t call my name, Roberto

Alejandro…

i am not me

there r too many to write but i don't know which i should tell 1st

it's been 3 month i'm here

so i just follow with the flow

there are some changes

i mean inside n outside me

i did sins

unexpected sins that i can't avoid off

i hate being someone else

or actually i'm the one who got the attitude.

i hate being the one that i don't recognized at all

am i going too far?

can i'll be forgiven?

everyone did mistakes

but do my repentance accepted?

too much to babble about

unfathomable to think deeper

so hard of being me

did that words count as i am not appreciating what i have now

i want more

pls!
i want better and better

i'm just normal human being

i'm hoping for better n more