Saturday, May 29, 2010

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

karangan N9

Pagi tu pagi Senayan . Mak ngan abah den takdo kek ghumah . Gi motong gotah kek kobon gotah. Ting ga den, uwan den ngan adik den yang umo lapan taun yo kek ghumah.

Te tibo yo dapo ghumah jighan den molotop!!!. Be lango ngan kuali tohumban kek pintu paga. Uwan den yang tongah ngojoan kekabu tu, dek tergamang eh, biji kekabu di teghajang eh . Lobih sogonggam kekabu di kunyah eh. Den ngan uwan den bekoja nak nolong an jighan den. Umang aii, api nenek moyang bosa eh. Jangan kan nak nolong , dokek pun paneh . Tak ditolongkan jighan, kuk ditolongkan, awak lak moda . Den ngan adik den pun bertinggung lah kek pintu paga nunggu an api padam. Jighan den tah apo lah kabaan eh. Kok idup, ado lah. Tak lamo tu, jighan den pun balik. Ghupo eh dio gi bonda tengok anak eh tangkap ikan. Pueh den kobaan dapo eh tebaka, tak diapik eh . suko bona anak eh dapek ikan bosa. Polak nyawa den.

Yo tak yo, den pun balik ghumah . Kojap tu, den dongar jighan den meghaung . Baghu perasan lah tu . Agak eh, dio nak masak ikan, gi dapo tengok dah hanguh. Kang kok dio datang ngadu kek ghumah den, mau yo den ghembat eh. Pueh den kobaan tadi .

Tu lah cito sederhana ngoghi yang den tengok. Tapi tu pun dah lamooo. Maso den kocik. Tu pun uwan den yang cito.

ni den dpek dr emel kak den.. haha layan la
sbb ade org tu nk blaja bhs n9 kn..
jd bley bce dlu then phmkn :P

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Behind the date of my birth

(coincidently i also like number 3)

You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious, Loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problems Within your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face.. So wherever you go always You have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth always wanted to work hard in order To achieve something.. You will not get Anything without hard work! When you reach a man/ woman age you want other younger Once to listen to you because you want younger people to respect people older than them.... You do set so many examples to others. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy thing dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you like someone's attitud! e then here you go, what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others. Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but sure they won't be long.. You will always have brilliant kids!!! You love the money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying and trying.. If you are a guy then it's over. Looking after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except 21st born men).. And number 3s you will be such an example of how to be in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good character and culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow. You are a freedom lover, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty , hope & joy to this world!!! Your best match 3, 6 ,9. Good match 1 ,5 !!!

Most of it suit me..i Don't know if it's true or not.. just simply taking this quiz at FB

Monday, May 24, 2010


First and foremost i would like to thank myself because of being so honest today, but actually my message didn't receive to the one that i appointed. Why lately i can't stand too much. I do like my surrounding but the problem is i feel suffocating with what i feel right now. It is such uneasy feeling that i feel recently.Poor me, i can't get a permanent job plus i don't know how to find a place to stay during my becoming training period. It is just around the corner, but i didn't prepare anything for that. Dear God, help me please. I would love and appreciate if i can listen to my heart and do whatever i really want. i want to be brave enough and face the fact that are sometimes can be hard, harsh and cruel to myself. i need a treatment. a treatment for my soul, my heart, and i'm bit tired to like someone who don't even noticed me. I'm tired to wasting my cries for him. I really hate myself because of him. I don't know myself.
I only want him and I want him to know that i like him so much
P/s: care x bf i posing?

Thursday, May 20, 2010


N is my friend,
i can say she is 1 of my BFF,
so u can say i might be close to her
Yes, its true..
O is sum1
I don't really know him
I don't really like him
and i don't want to be his friend
he has a Good Look but
he is not actually a good guy that i like or i can mingle with
so O is annoying for me
O is badmouthing about my bff, D
D is her friend also
but O badmouthing her in front of me
I can't stand to hear the harsh word that he said to D
so I left the place just like that.
If u were me ...
can u tell D what actually O had said to her?
btw i can say that O doesn't know that i am D's friend
so he just throw out his word without any doubt or worry
am I too bad if i just keep it by myself
if i'm keeping my mouth shut, do the problem resolve?
i'm actually not satisfied with what O had labeled D as what he think
I hate O because he said that to D
When u be friend with every1 u can know his or her attitude
either bad or good
u can be his or her friend
but hopefully u will not be influenced by them
I wonder know
Should i tell or just be silent
and pretend nothing happen
is it right?
so i do prefer to be silent

Thursday, May 13, 2010


Finally i realized that day can't be cloudy everytime or every hours
sometimes sun shine brightly
so u won't felt gloomy everyday..
there's a sweetness inside the bitterness
I'm bit happy coz i found someone i am missing off
I'm doubled happy coz my SAYANG offered me a cup of coffee
How sweet he is
Really sweet..and finally i said SAYANG to him
(mcm GATAL MERHELA kan? ni ckp org utara..don't know how to spell it correctly)

it is just a moment by my heart smile a lot
can heart smile huh?

btw my SAYANG is Fahrin Ahmad k :P

The time u decided to let him go..but something happen that can't make u do ur decision
SO would u change or proceed with what have u decided???
Try to push out the feeling but it come nearer to u...

OMG..i like him back!!!

p/s = picca xd kne mengena dgn content mahu pon tajuk ok :P

Sunday, May 9, 2010


The beautiful scenery that i snap from the balcony of my room
The Things why i uploaded this picture is because i have only 1 week left to see this beautiful and green scenery. i might miss this place but my mind now is focusing to come back home.
im a homesicker i can't deny that and i can't endure to be far away from my home. Well, i miss my mom n dad.

i need to sleep alone today as usual when it comes to weekend time, i'm damn bored stuck in here, i have a place to go but i can't go because i've no transport at all. Poor of me :(

i've decided to let myself free from everyone.
it's been a long time since i've never felt this before.
why so touching today?
have you ever feel that no1 need u?
no1 care 4 u?
no1 noticed u?
no1 want u?
no1 miss u?
no1 love u?

i'd screwed up everything, i spoiled it again.

E da xde..mgkn E da xnk kwn ngn kte. Kte rndu kt E. Knp E xnk kwn ngn kte lg?
E mcmne skg? E sht ker? E ok ker? knp dgn E? btl ke da xmo kwn kte? Kte rndu kt E. Rindu sgt2 ni.

E=fahrin ahmad
sila harap maklum ye

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

me not myself

sometimes u tell the truth for something that u really hope that the person to know it..who u want them to know and to understand u...but they actually can't understand u enough..sometime u hoping that they would know u would understand u but they don't..even if u said it or just keep it by still didn't work at all..sometime u really want they to know but u can't tell them..It's hard to tell the truth..but it's matter must go i want to left u behind..sorry coz i'm ignoring u..things is i don't want u hoping for me again.. i just want it become naturally..things that unexpectedly happen..

I don't recognize u at all
please don't put blame on me
please stay away

jealousy please go away
i need purely myself again
i don't want to get influenced by the thing that unnecessary to think about..
I am me..I am not u..u can't be me..

please ...please..go away!!!

i'm bit messy right now
i can't think well
but don't worry
i'll eating well :)

i miss u so much!
i have a story to tell about
but i'm quite bz right now
but if i have time to blogging
i will tell u okay..
don't be mad at me..
just take care of urself

Saturday, May 1, 2010

The things You Wish for

Everyone wish for something
something that they want to
they really like to
they admire most to
but usually it can't be happen
it can't be real
it can't be fulfil
why that things happen and not such things
that you really hope to
why? and why?
it can't be explained
its too complicated to tell about it
why usually i have some aura if i......

i have nothing to share actually
i need to learn to be grateful enough
lesson learn from hurting because of ankle sprain

I FELT mingled sensations of relief and gratitude