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intRO:
wake up in d morn'
suddenly
these words came out from my mouth



أَشْهَدُ أَن لاََّ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ الله وَأَشْهَدُ أَنَّ مُحَمَّدًا رَّسُوْلُ اللهِ
“Aku bersaksi bahawa tiada tuhan (yang berhak disembah dengan sebenar-benarnya) melainkan ALLAH dan aku bersaksi bahawa Muhammad itu adalah Pesuruh ALLAH.”


(lafaz Dua Kalimah Syahadah)
eh? what happen to me?
~not yet die ok~
eh i said only the Arab version
Malay version is just its mean only
~xd hal la plak tbe2 ckp siap nk meaning translation skali~
~miong ke ape ckp sensorg~
~Translation tu saje je nk bg u all igt mksud die..~
 
u know y i'm saying those words
coz..
 i dream about bad things last night.
scare me to death u know..
Nightmare b4 christmas btul ni
Ya Allah
im really scared
feel like crying
but im not..
~hey Im big Girl don't crY la bak kate Fergielicious~
 
Hopefully its just a dream that can't be true
~ameen~
 
About the nightmare
i can't story mory to u
TipTOp secreT
~only certain can know about it~
~gedik ek klu xmo cte baek xya btau awl2~
 
After that i become "insaf" for a sudden
~a sudden je? cam ha..lalll knn~
erkk no lahh
i become good girl gone wild la
hehe..
uit..
no wild wild west k
then i pray Subuh and doing some good things
which is unusual to do during morning hour
so
pretty good started after all the bad things that i've gone
through dreaming
~haishh a short n weird journey~
~never want it happen or appear again~
~wishing a gooD tHings haPPen n for my exaM alsO~
~ameen 4 2nd time~
 
i called my mOm n dad after that
Just want to inform them that
i have to sit for my 1st exam's paper today
~knun2 nk mntk bleSSing plus Doakn tuk i la~
~i did this everytIme i want To sit for any kind of examination~
~mcm kebiasaan la lbh kurang sbb nk hrp doa sndr 2 x tntu bley dpt lg~
~klu plus doa mOm n daD bley la hrp sket kn~
~when i hear my mom's voice..my eyes...erkk..xmo cite..skip2~
 
THEN,~siap2~
I prepare my breaking the fast
~breakfast la~
mushrOOm soup Vono plus Bread
~eh sodap ni..x tpu punyerr~
drink??
~air masak je..mls nk amek air pns~
after finish my meals,
i read my notes
~sket2 je..jeling2 plus pndang2 coz da x larat nk ngadap~
~xlarat? xya la bjet cm rajen stdy plak..x larat sbb malas lor~
~mcm bley hfl plus phm sume~
 
COnteNT:
Then, i looked at my watch
it almost 9
OMG, slumber kodok je melambat2 diri
the examination hall is near
so i no need to go early ok
~byk cntek la~
 
I reached Dewan Kembara 2 at nine(my watch)
Then cam glabah2 ayam tgk org len sume da masuk
~kn..daa..pdn muke~
knun DK2 dkt ngn bilik
agak2 la nk lmbt pn
As fast as i can i find my ic no,
n matric no also my seat no ~bape byk no laa~
on the board before entering the exam's hall
So? i seee
 
ic:
870212055***
okeh btul mine
matric no:
91***
cnfirm mine
seat no:
46
 
ok..!!
i entered the hall n heard the voice of a man
talking rubbish blablabla..~PENGAWAS pekse tu bg ayat2 cinta b4 strt exam sket~
n i muke blur2
carik my meja
da smp antara line 3 n 4
i stop
eh mane??
my no 46 ni?
meja yg kosong 2
bkn no 46 k
erkk
where is my place at?
sape amek my seat ni?
~ i said alone..only me can hear it~
~xkn nk ckp bg 1 hall dgr plak kn~
~agak x ckup comel la klu wat g2 da la msuk lmbt~

then dtg la da sorg pengawas laki yg agak comey2 tp rendah~so ayu x seswai tuk u~
~tbe2 lak kn~
nk tlg i
n tny meja no bape
erk i cam lyn x lyn je die tny
then die pn blah n sempat
suh crik no meja i
then dtlg lak
kak pengawas tu
die tny da cek no kt lua?
i said da
no 46
so kak tu suh i kua cek balek
n she also came out
wahh???
apee..alangkah terkejutnye
apabila

tbe2
no seat yg i tgk 46 td
 magik
bertukar menjadi 104

 
eh2
sape plak yg tuka ni?
~ayu baek u btau..u  yg tuka kn?~
~i tgk btul td 2~
deep inside my heart
embarassing btul la
malu giler lor
bapak ah jauh 46 ke 104 tu
cmne i bley BLUR gler gaban ni???
 
da ah seat 104 tu
kt blakang skali
i entered 4 the second time
smbil my face sengih2 cm kerang wangi
ek
da malu td msuk x jmp seat
malu plak ngn abg n akak pengawas 2..
lg malu sbb seat 104 tuh second row je
haishh
wtFUN betul la.. mcm sengal2 confident walking at the 4-5th row td
~alamak da la bkn dak koz i je kt hall 2~
~dak koz len pn da gak~
 
i saw SPU 318E then IWK 201
eh u...
jgn igt ni model or series handphone plak
tu kod paper yg da kt exam's hall k
n i xtau budak school mane ntah tu
maybe Social Science kot
~mandai2 je~
~cess...kureng manis btul la ri ni~
 
ha
1 things yg agak BLUR  gak
i did merapu things td
b'coz of i sat behind ..at the back
so ketua pengawas tu dok dpn kn
kak n abg pengawas yg help me
mase i blur td dok lepak blkg i
haiyyaa
sokseksoksek
nth hape2 dorg borak
~xtau ke kt xm hall xbley b'ckp2~
~i cam da hangin~
~da la xbrape nk tau nk jwb ape kn~
siap mkn kacang lg
mule2 2 cm nk mrh la kn
knun2 disturb my concerntration
while examining kn
 
hah...
skali..
mase kak 2 da blah tmpt len
abg tu
n ade sorg abg yg mate agak2 cun
eh
mate die hazel..
cun gler..
dorg 2 offer me kacang yg dorg mkn
woiii
slumber gler
da la tgh exam ni
u tau ape i sound kt abg2 b'dua 2?
~i x sound pn~
~i amek n ngap kcg2 itu dlm 3 butir~
more or less like that la.
mcm nth hape2 kn
blur lak i ari ni
slumber plak bley mkn kcg time xm
~xptt kn~
~seb bek x kntoi sudaa~
~u xya la heboh2 ek~
~i cte kt u je ni~
 
unfortunately i didn't scold them
coz abg itu baek lahhh
die tlg i u know
eh2
tade la smp tlg jwbkn exam i
n x bg jwpn pn kt i
cume die tlg by asking me
tny
sjuk sgt ke?
~coz he did saw me wearing my pink sweater~
n i said
ehh
i xckp la
~gle pe..kt xm hall kn x bley b'borak~
~skema x i?~
i just point my thumbs up je
~knun2 nk die tau yg ok je~
~xd la sjuk sgt~
~tp btul siyes..x sjuk gler cm xm slalu la~
can handle maa
then
abg tu
tlg i..
die tlg ttp suis air-cond
n lme2 sket
die on balek
xmo bg
we all sejuk
baekk kn???
~tp ayu die x tinggi la~
~yg mata hazel tu tinggi plus not bad~

eh btw..
i saw watch at the hall
it's 10.30 am
my watch 10.20 am
haiyaa
thats why i'm late today
not b'coz of my fault
its just our timing is not same..
~myb i ikt wktu german kot n jam hall tu ikt wktu msia yg btl~
my watch is 10 minutes LOWmbap la
ptt la pn..
Sengal Vincci ni
~my white bangle watch~
J.bovier x bley pkai slu
~leather da cm nk putus~

ade ke ptt da
sejam lebih kt hall 2
br la i pasan
i lg la BLUR plus LOWmbap dr jam itu
i continue writing the merapu things on
my answer booklet
yg i agak2 kua
i bace xkua plak
yg bace cm 2 je kua plak
da la x igt
~blasah je la~

on my right,
there was a man
a young man i think,~mude sket kot dr i~
was really not so
eh so-so je die
tp mmg tekun gler
jwb soklan
~n y i m d only 1 yg blur2 lg ni~
org len tekun je jwb soklan
budak seblah i ni
ermm
x ckup 1 k
pakai 2 answer booklet
~i t'pk2 la kn die goreng ayat ape ek~
~mst rajen gler kn stdy smp 2 booklet weh die pkai~
~ade can dpt A bdk ni~
n
me?
xd can lgsung
m'hrp je lbh
usaha? sket..

conClusiON:
org p LIBrary
i p LIBrary
org Stdy
I Tdo
kn daa
BLUR mnjg ri ni
ckp pn manyak slh2 lg
tlg la sedar diri
byk lg x stdy kn
P stdy
men BLOG lg
da la wktu tDo x btul..
i ckp btl ni

 
 
 
 
 
 
tlg la BANGUN oi!
n plz don't u dare to try this at home ok
at the library its ok.
coz u bley la geng ngn i..
mane bley tahan ni..
kt LIB aircond mlambak2
sojuk yo..sodap tdo..
~ni gmbr minah senget mne x ckup tdo~
~tme ksh kt tukang yg snap pixas ni iaitu Amyra~
~n sumbangan Camera oleh Amyra jgk~
ps:
MYRa,
u ni kjut la i..yg u amek pixAS  tu watpe..kn da i ter reveal kt blog i da.. kn da i men blog je keje...kn da i x stdy...aiyok!!