I want u..do u know?

My mind is gone

I'm spinnin round
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown
I'm losin grip
What's happenin
A strayed from love
This is how I feel


This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
'Cause it's hurtin me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know its no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us part
I didn't give it to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

All my life

POSTscripted:
RUjukan:
SILA perhatikan ayat2 yg di BOLD dan DI highlightkn dengan pelbagai warna
utk rujukan paragraph di atas shj yg dibawah sila abaikan
 
 
 
version cekgu maen bola
cekgu suke maen bola
hari2 cekgu maen bola
eh cekgu tdo
jom kte maen !!!
 
version maen game
saye suke maen game
tiap2 ari saye maen game
skg saye da x larat maen game
sume saye try games kt facebook game
skg mcm da bosan maen game
bile saye nk dapat kerja???yg betul2 bukan game
haa itu jwpn yg sume pon x bley jwb
:(
 
version saye maen bola balek
saye suke maen bola
hari2 saye maen bola (dulu je skg x lg..2 pon kdg2 )
eh suda pg
jom  tdo
saye x tdo lg
 
version saye merapu
saye suke merapu
ari....ari ini je saye merapu
esok saye x merapu dah
saye macam mamai
jd saye nk tdo
:P
 
Mood i mcm x besh atas sebab2 tertentu makanya terhasillah entry yang x kurang hebat tahap @#%$(^^) ni
huarghhh.. spe kco i tdo ni?
eeeee bengkekss btullah!!!

--------<@

 

kenapa perlu jelez sedangkan kau tau die bukan untuk kau

kau ni kuat jelez lah!

I hate stalker... 100% 

no doubt!

but actually i don't hate stalker i just hate to be a stalker again n again

menyampah paham?

damn hate it

I DO MORE HATE

SWEET TALKER than sweet stalker!!!

ohhh

so sweet :)

serious i don't LIE

APPLE'S truth kn

jd yg benar2 aja DONKey!

 

layan lagu ni mcm besh
cry..cry..cries..

SEmACam jer

 

dearie MR. B

last week i balek kg..

punye la excited nk balek kg

xpnh2 pn rase cmni

sbb intention nk ikut amyra p nek gunung angsi

mendaki la cmtu

sbb PEMANIS wat program kt area u.bendul tu

huh

beriyo la den siap brg2

bwk ksut, bju,n mcm2 barang bagai

tp finally?

mls nk p

sbb mlm tu tdo lewat

then bile amyra call..den mcm maleh nk bgun

hoho

dearie amyra,, sorry beb..sgt kemengantukan pd aritu

kesah nk p U.Bendul yg bpk ah dekat je kg den x jadik kn

so lepak kg je la

smbil mkn2 lemang, rendang, dendeng, 

oh mcm2 lauk best

kdg2 den confuse gak

rayo cino ttp rayo

mcm rayo poso lak gayo eh

haha

:P

layan je la..

blasah jo weh

day b4 tu my sis ajak p johor

tp x jd gak sbb i kn bgn lmbt

hoih

mlm tu i call dearie ayu, then borak2 jap

knun2 cm nk dtg my kg..mkn lemang

cian ayu

klu i balek lmbt mst da bley mkn lemang

mse die msj tu i da ade kt carrefour rahang

dkt semban

otw balek umah lorh

next time k dear..

eh aritu i men bdmntn kt kg tau

haha

men game tp pkai kain yg dlm gmbr ni

hoho macho x i?

erkk bukan2 sopan x i?

agagaga

siap pakai kasut sport lg

klaka2

my uncle ckp da mcm ape da

pkai kasut tp pkai kaen men bdmntn

lorh

sopan jek kn?

*poyo*

pdhal mls nk tuka sua kot..

sbb br lps lik dr knduri

wahh 1 lg kejutan tuk diri sndr sbb rajen g knduri kawen ek

surprise x???

slu i p knduri kawen sdra mara jek

ni mmg sdra mara gak

tp jauh2..kire bau2 bacang la..

t'kejut my mom sbb die ajak i follow jek

haha

pdhal sbb bru je amek bju tmpah dr shu bee

so i sje je la nk p

klu x p nth bile la nk pkai bju tu kn

hoho

2 buah umah k

kt rembau 1

1 lg kt area k.pilah

lg2 yg best adalah

4sure la i da mkn kt umah kenduri kt rembau kn

then knun2 cm xnk mkn la kt umah yg 1 lg yg kt pilah nun

ohh mmg i xmkn

*sila tlg pchaye k*

tp my mom suh rase

 i xmo gak

b'iye2 xmo ni

then finally my mom suapkn

wahhh

bhgia btul

mkn b'suap ek

da lme my mom x suap i

haha

:P

don't be jlez beb

u soh ur mom suap u mkn plak ek pas ni

my mom pny mknn i yg mkn akhrnye

my mom sonok je suap i

suap kt mulut die x pon

da lme x mkn mknn knduri

tu ah pemalas lg nk p knduri

tp mknn knduri kn sdp2

sbb pns2 cm tu

hoho

ni xbley ni

abeh la i

asek mkn je

da la xd niat lgsung utk diet

hoihh

kne jog slu neh

lately da mls..

sbb org kt area umah ni

sebok je..ble org jogging nk tegur aje

wat x tau x bley ke

sebok2

sebok ah!

skati ah nk wtpe pon

sbb pe ke

ade ke korg ssh?

hoih

da2 mls nk emosi kt sni

mcm la korg knl mkcik yg sebok2 tu

  

hah..ni dunkin donut yg i ckp ritu

jd la kn

x pat big apple pon

knp entry ini b'kisarkn psl mknn n p mkn2

hoihh

recently ppl around me sebok b'diet

2 of my friends x mkn nsik lgsung

wahh tabik:!

1 of my friend oso diet..xmkn mlm2 da

1 of my friend len plak bz jogging2 n men bola

chayok2 dear

n d other 4 girls yg amek herbalife

wahh klu i kaye da lme i bli mnde alah tu

tp xkn kot

sbb x kije lg kn

sume org pon nk diet..diet..n diet..

when my turn ni?

semacam mls je

sbb duk umah

mom masak besh!

len la klu duk hstel

bley la nk cntrol

POST SCRIPT:
syud,yen, ynti,

igt lg x minah mane yg nk jd cm kareena kapoor dlm cte 

Mujhse DOSTI karoge 10 thn lg tu?

korg rase ade can x die jd cm kareena? ha? 

i think mcm payah je

sbb skg da 6 thn pn tgl lg 4 thn...mcm x smpat je kn..

 wah da lme x tgk cte hndustan

ckp pasal kareena ni

t'igt plak i kt mamat yg jual cendol pilah tu

hah muke sebijik cam amrish puri

sorg lg cam salman khan

*sila tlg p'chaye n jgn vomit ek*

10% ade kot iras2 tu 

haha

wahhh..sempat lg dok ngusik i ckp i cm karisma

wah bile plak my kulit change jd anak kapoor yg putih melepak

mcm bukan i

ehh2 mmg bukan i ok

:)

then i ckp

"i x suke karisma i suke kareena"

so die bley layan je kan

pgl i cmni kareena..

"eh kareena...nia deh cendol tuk ko..se da siap ikek topi lae"

ni bhsa hindustan la..mst korg x phm kn.. klu korg x phm gk

ni die ckp la lbh kurang mknenye

"eh kareena..ini dia cendol untuk kau..saya dah siap ikat tepi lagi"

wahh..mmt tu..bukan men lg ek

haha then i reply,...time kaseh salman khan! kembang2 mamat tu dgr..smkin kmbang la die yg mmg kmbang tu

hahaha

cendol pilah mmg t'baek!

sodap pn sodap

tgk tu...x abeh2 cte psl mnde2 mkn

huihh

ok stop2

cte psl hndustan ni kn

dolu2 i like :)

skg mcm x bley nk lyn

cte pn mcm xbesh?

*mcm la tau x besh pdhal mmg da x m'ikuti*

tp mse zmn dulu2 mmg cte bley layan

ah sorg lg kwn i yg mmg gler hndstn smp skg

mmg la die  xkn berenti kot i ase tgk cte2 ni

skg ade cte baru tau

sbb dulu i suke shah rukh khan ngn kajol

skg cte baru dorg MY name is khan

mcm nk tgk je

jom teman i tgk

bley ek?

heeee

da xpyh la nk bajet2 x tgk cte hndstan

dulu2 korg layan kuch2 hota hai kn?

cehhh poyo jek!

rase2 budak dlm gmbr ni ade posing cm heroin cte hndustan x?

haha :p

What so special? Bday women

end of 12 FEBRUARY 2010

so i already 23 years old (tua kn)

 

my Birthday was on 12 February 1987

1 of my friend said that

FEBRUARY is a MONTH FULL OF LOVE

don't get me wrong

february is a love month

not only because of valentines day ok

for me february are so meaningful coz

my MOM was also born on feb

 

which is on 28th of feb

n my bff also was born on FEB

Miss Diana

my childhood bestfriend was on 13th(which is today)

dearie ms ELIN

my birthday so busy maen game kt FB ek

so this is the hasil harvest huhu

n deco3 bsma me

n tu menunjukkan btpa xd kerjanye i ek

duk umah men game je le :P

 

today my special present was

warmest hug n kisses from my mom

n some wishes that she whispers it thru my ears

well.... i love my mom

n DUNKIN DONUT yg my lil bro beli

tu pon sbb i yg pesan

sbg pengganti big apple sbb i rase mcm nk mkn big apple

of coz la

Terminal 1 tu mne da big apple

klu nk kne p jusco sbn 2 tu ha

oleh sbb die balek umah arini

so pesan kt die je

tu pon sbb die utang i lorh

so lebih2 paw je lah :p

actually i miss this 

last year celebration

surprise bday party form my dearie friends :)

 

d yummy my fav black forest cake :)

d marvellous friends of mine :)

the happiness created on that day :)

d laugh till cry :) scenes

 my love power puff girl friends with balloon wishes :)

great party with surprise presents that i appreciated it a lot :)

well i mish these all

d tepung in d muke

d spaghetti with mushroom sauce

d air that we drank

d black forest cake

d lilins

d balloons

d IZYANA 

d FYD

d JAN

d CAMERA BOY(can't state his name here)

postSCRIPT:

n last but not least

the sweater that i wore in that pics

last time wearing it

n then kene kidnap kt manusia senget suke curik barang org

cehh!

xbley btl nmpk sweater cun kne sidai..kne rembat aje

sumpah budak tu jd katak bley x?

haha kissing lorh.uihh silap2 kidding lorh :P

.siyes ni i suke sgt bju itu :(

merinduinye...

know what beb, my 22nd bday was very happening, enjoyed,n happy
it were d fact that i can't deny up till 4eva i think
my sweet 22

 

one more thing, td my dearie twin bday girl called me

miss azwa yg comel

im so glad to hear that she is pregnant

3 month already

wuhuuu

im happy for her

last year she married

wah same age like me n now she is mama to be

bit jealous (haha..don't laught at me k )

u all doa la i cpt2 kwen 

agagagagaga :P

-end-

~MY watch..watch out!~

sedey lorh ri ni
td call kedai jam tu
kdai jam tu kt SACC ek
mngkuk btul la
kuk ye pon xbley wat
npe la lame sgt
(ayat ni xtau prosedur kedai mcm tu)
(hrp kedai je lawa..knun jual jam mahal2)
mgkuk je sume tu


huhu :(
bapak ah
sedey lorh


da la anta lme gler
dgn hrpn okla jam tu
then
call2 td die kate jam tu xbley wat
strap die da xd stock
huh
mgkuk
pesal lmbt btau
then die kate smlm bru dpt
n bru dpt tau
cehh
nth ye x nth
ahhh
(was2 jek)


mgkuk2
bpe kali mgkuk hayunnn ni 
i da syg gler sme itu jam ooo
n skg tpkse pkai jam putih tu
hoihh


lorh
cmne ni
da kt kdai tu x bley wat
cnfirm die anta kilang brand tu
klu anta kt kdai len pn 
ttp x bley wat
lorhhh
i syg gler jam itu
xmo bli len da
:(


klu duit byk bley la nk gnti jam len
uihh
tulun2..
nk jam itu gak
x kire

change strap x bley
xkn nk pkai mcm tu
huduh lorh
da 2 thn usia jam tu


then skg ni x bley nk tuka strap
pe da J.Bovier ni
mgkuk3!!!!!!
tbe2 rase nk kje cpt
then bley bli jam baru


tp baru?
x sme ngn yg lame
cnfirm
i msh syg pd yg lame
help me out!


pd pdngan anda lah kn
klu hrge change strap
bley dpt jam baru tp yg bese2 jek
better p tuka strap kn???


:(

Post Script :
ade sape2 nk adiahkn i jam x tuk my bcming bday?
hehe
mntk bukan2 jek
4 sure la x dptnye
actually i mmg suke jam
dlm byk2 accesories mmg i gler jam lebey lg
dr yg len 
sbb masa tu kn emas
nk bli emas lagi bapak mahal
so bli masa dlu ehh
jam pon ok pe
nmpk mcm sweet je ble pkai kn?

21 Guns retired!

Lyrics

Green Day lyrics - 21 Guns lyrics
 

''When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins''

-

-

-

-

 

 

pOSTsCRIpt:

Pixas I LOVE most

xd kene mengena ngn lagu pon

juz t'igt zmn dulu2 kale jek

sbb td ade sorg tuan YO tu invite i join group Palap kt FB

 korg phm x lagu 2?

xya phm pn xpe

jnj layan

sbb  mcm besh2 :)

coz lgu t'sbut mcm kne mengena ngn

peace no war :p

i'm retired already coz i'm tired :)

love Miss Diana

arini mcm nk cte psl 1 of my bff

die ni sgt la kecoh :p

kecoh2 tp baek hati lorh

die my friend since skola rendah lg

Uress

pnh dgr skola tuh?

skola rendah undang rembau yg letaknye kt pekan rembau tu

:p

skg she already 23 ok

she is Ms. Diana yg i wrote earlier

nk knl ngn die x?

hoo

 ni a bit about her

• lately i know she loves purple so much
• rmai dak minat die ni (byk skandal-sila tlg pcye )
• sgt la peramah
• kdg2 tu mcm terlebih ramah pon ade :p
• staying now at KLIA
• prev she lived at Rembau also
• sgt senang nk nanges Ok :p(drama queen)
• byk ckp :p
• suke leter :p
• same month birthday tp die lg tua dr i
• wpun tua dr i tp agak mcm bdk2 sket
• now blaja kt uitm :)
• mase dulu2 rajen gdoh ngn i
• ayat die yg x bley blah smp skg igt..-"bley ptus kwn klu kjut ko tdo"- know wht it mean right?
• sgt sbr bile kjut i jek
• mse form 4 same dorm dok sblh katil :p
• die suke dgr radio kt bilik prep then pnjt2 meja@kusi crik frequency :P
• suke nyanyi gak
• jiwang minah  ni :)

hah tu je la..pjg2 kang x psl2 kne saman ngn die kang :p

 know what yen

whoever u r in past or present

remember that i'll love you forever

no matter what happen btween u n me b4 n after this

i sentiasa syg kamu smp bile2

n hope that our friendship will last forever

:)

u r part of my life that encourage my smile n cries

u teach me how to live in this beautiful life

 

POSTSCRIPT:

sometime it do burden me but i don't care as long as u r my friend

and i appreciate our friendship

pixas below last moment captured when v met

oit yen..ble nk lepak same g ni?

jom ah tdo umah den lg :p

Lagu ni mcm besh..sile layan :p

i'm back ;)

ai mr. B

so sorry...lame x update (mcm lame sgt..baru bape ari je)

yeah i can't get rid with my lovely B ni :p

ok this is my 1st entry i post for FEBruary

nk update tp xd sempat

bz sket :)

actually i went to Penang for three days

i went to kl on MONday n then on TUESday i went to Penang

and yesterDAY i came back home

 wuhhh PENAT :)

da lme x jln2

:p

still rmmber about my friend yg sakit tu?

yg i cte kt entry b4 ni

i g Penang sbb nk jmp die b4 die operate

sedey lorh

tp i da jnj xmo nanges dpn die

coz da kne warning ngn ayu

and yeahhh

i berjaye tuk x nanges

myra kate i EMO

am I?

yeah emosi..jiwang..bla bla bla

Post script:

pjlnn yg penat plus sdey n hppy 

mcm2 prasaan

btw happy birthday to my bff

1/feb= Ms. Diana n Ms. Jijah

3/feb= Ms. Amyra da Princess

with LOVE from me :)

may our friendship remain :)