hOMIE

why the feeling when we at home isn't same when at the other place?

why we felt peace, tranquil, warm, comfort at our home

i really want to feel those same things when i'm not at my home

HEAVEN AT HOME RIGHT NOW :)

Award

Dapat award lagik!

ni kali ke bape ek?

x hengat plak kn..B4 ni KISS n MYRA ade bg..tp busy

 bile dpt award xsempat nk announce officially kt my blog

so ni kire 1st officially award lah ek

THANK MISS BUCK

sbb bg award neh eh

tp blog ni x best mne2 pon

JUZ personal blog of mine je.

T&C for this award ialah...

1. Anda mesti memuji si pemberi award ini.

Miss BUCK ni kiut lah..bile nk kwen ngn pakwan ni?Mst expected bby kiut mcm makwan :P

2. Sila beri award nie kepada 10 bloggers yang laen.(Excited ni nak bg award kat orang)

hannah zaharudin

yanti

syuhada

sheila

diana

kulaab 

ayu

kiss

myra 

zaizul

3. Anda mesti memberitahu kepada 10 blogger tadi.

erk..klu dorg bce post ni sile amek sndri k :)

4.Bagaimana anda boleh digelar sebagai blog yang best, great?

sbb xd yg best dr yg best2 blake

AYAH DEN :)

Such a sudden i remember someone said like this

"my dad is a bad man"
not BATMAN..but BAD man

and I said
" I understand"

why he said like that because his mom suffered a lot
and as a result maybe he hates his father.

but today i coincidently read about this


DaripadaAbu



Hurairah r.a, sabda Rasulullah s.a.w, maksudnya:“Janganlah kamu


membenci bapa-bapa kalian. Sesiapa yang membenci bapanya bererti ia


kafir.” (Riwayat Muslim)
 
 
but i know his situation why he feels like that towards his father. Can't blame himself.
 
 
So,
 
Happy belated Fathers DAY..
eventhough it already past
still want to wish to my dad
Happy Fathers Day
U r d great!
I LOVE u so much
I'm so thankful that u r my dad
MY best dad ever
No1 can replace u
:)
Thank You for being nice to me.
 

 

balek yeayy!

mggu ni nk balek kg kek pilah

uwan den nk baka lomang

:P

 

JOM balek pilah jom

 

 

office

desktop kt tmpt keja :p

Some Of Them

ni kak mashi,
i suke kwn ngn die,
she is my roomate at Harvard,
1st time jumpe mase kt secretariat,
i tot she is same age with me,actually she is 26 now,
and just engaged last week, sgt baek, x berkire, simple, cun, sume ah.
mase i terseliuh tu die la yg bwk i p b'urut.
seb bek die ade kete.bley la anta i.
Mase last day kt Harvard pon die gak yg tlg anta kt stesen bas SP.
tq kak mashi :)

ni mcm da pnh introduce dulu je kn.
pnh p umah die n entry psl lata bayu sume
Aizan la ni,
knl sbb palap,
U same,
Desa same,
n msuk GEMS pon sme2 gak
die baek tau, slu gak ajak p uma die kt Baling
mse duk SP dlu, x sempat nk p uma die
bese la mcm2 hal nk kne wt n program d wat

ni plak sally lilly
my geng gk
ok die pon antara bdk yg ajak i join GEMS ni
so antara yg b'tggjwb dlm kemasukan i la
:p
ok weekend pon slu lepak ngn die
even xsma bilik slu je p duk nyemak
pas2 ktrg suke gosip2
n speaking kt iron station
n gelak2 :p


  
ni plak KAK, i called her kak, her name is Faizah
suke kwn ngn die coz die klaka, nmpk cm serius
pdhal suke wat lawak sengal
die kate die x suke ckp
tp mse lepak bilik die.asek bercerita je die ni
same class business english ngn die
n 1 more things
die suke analyse org n mcm dpt tau ape yg kte pk kn
die ckp i nmpk happy bley gelak2 but actually i'm not..ye ke?

ni plak dayah.
sopan je org nye
same class business english gak
knl sbb 1 klaz tu
die same company ngn sally
Barakah FOOD huhu
pnh 1 group ngn die mase clas english dulu
baek je orgnye
x pnh ada pape kes yg x best la
overall ok je

ni pon namenye Dayah, tp die kak
huhu knl sbb HI-5 group.. kt Keda Resort Bendang Man
group team building same ngn die :)
die sgt sopan2 je nmpk tp trer tau wat obstacle
nmpk cm feminine tp lasak jugak
i cm sedey xpat join wat obstacle..mcm best je..da lme x wat
last mse palap je then da x wat da lg..aritu xley join sbb my kaki

ni plak namenye Afaf Azleen
sweet gak die ni
1st time kenal mase men netball
coz die kne jage i
then ktrg borak2 smbil men netball
since da knl bile jmpe je suke tegur menegur
die baek tau, slu p surau,
i bley kire bape kali je p dlm 2 bln tu
huhu..mane i tau ek die rajen? sbb CEO i yg btau
die rajen p surau..n ade plak suh i ejas tuk die..ejas la sndr kn3?

ni namenye suhanaz ..pgl naz je
die la dayang sejati..huhu dayangmate i..pndai menari die ni..
tp x suke makeup..mase dinner n cr die suh i pkaikn mascara tuk die
mase CR n dinner die la yg aja i menari
die pndai men netball gak tau
mse sport day die jd referee
n my company klh lwn ngn company die
sbb dorg mmg hebat2 pon
n ganas2 juge :P..wpon cun tp menten ganas :)
smp x terlawan kami ni

ni plak mmt plg senget pnh i jmp..bestfriend die naz td..
haha..chief lanun aka chah
chah? shah actually tp die ni suke cm pelat2 sket
die mmg cm klaka n slumber kodok la
knl pon sbb performance ni
pale giler2 yg x igt dunia.ske karok tau..
pas2 ble kne kco cm malu2 n segan2
mse men netball i xsuke la ngn die..sbb die men ganas n die langgar i
cehh!..seb bek x jtuh..mase 2 rse nk sepak je die balek
tp ble da knl im ok je..she called me drama queen..am i?

ni plak mmt pndiam tp sebenanye cm sengal jgk
merangkap kwn shah td
die ni creative tau, pedang2 sume die wat sndr by hand
pas2 bile wat keje khusyuk je
org kco pon cm lyn x lyn
die jd lanun gak
sum1 said that he is my senior palap
but actually i don't know him b4 this
dak engine, so duk usm kmpus engineering
2 psl la x pnh nmpk pon

he is my tokwan ever
huhu sgt cool n layan jer
mmg besh la kwn ngn die
sempoi jek 
trer men futsal
scorer futsal la lbh krg
company ktrg menang 1st place
sbb die la yg byk score
mse sport day die sgt cumel lmpat2 dlm guni cm kangaroo

ni dalia..tp name die panjang n best tau
haha smp lupe da nme pnjg die ape
slu pgl dalia je
rumet aizan merangkap rumet hang li po juge
rumet ieja jgk la
adeh..sume pon nk msuk name kn
sgt comel k die ni
sore manje gle
bley wat laki cair abeh
sweet jgk die ni
pnh menang mase inpromtu speech

ni ustaz@papa..die sgt comel..plus cute lg..
same company with me
and english class also
die nmpk je cm srius2
tp suke gk wt lawak
then cm xbley blah jgk lawak die
ske gak borak ngn die..sbb die cm ok je kn
die da ade mama baru..so die tgl my mommy.. 
ni gmbr da laz2..cmera pon x bg kerjasama yg baek
so nmpk x nmpk je la muke kmi..







all d above adalah picca mse corporate dnner (ni picca yg ade dlm nset je)
ade lg picca kt camera mmber (x sempat nk amek )
so ade lg mmber yg nk d introduce tp xd gmbr plak
so nnt2 entry la cte plak ek
pas abeh wt performance g tuka bju n then g b'gmbr
that night x mkn sgt pn..i mkn sate 1 cucuk je
tu pon sbb sum1 bg 
senanye i yg sje2 mntk
then die bg plak
sweet x? :P
sbb feel x best kn
so mlm tu kua ngn a.jem, ieja, n sally
then i mkn megi goreng kt nasmir 

ohh sy post 3 entry today

sbb my bos bg sy wat kje sket je today

then die busy jumpe customer

so i x byk kje sgt

mcm xbley blah kn

:P

nnt klu da bz tpkse tgl my lovely B  ini lg

adeh..sorry dear B

if i'm available, i'll write again ok

ok nk p solat asar plak

sekian dlu tuk ari ni

enough.

Dinner Performance

dinner at Harvard Golf n Country

mase dinner ni i join performance

so i jd dayang yg kene menari2

huhu

:P

agak seronok coz 1st time involve dlm tarian melayu

(bunyi mcm pnh plak involve ngn tarian selain melayu ye x..pdhal x pnh join pa pon)

kinda sweet n mcm susah

kaki i kn bru elok

so menari pon kne tahan sket la saket

 ade 3 lagu yg kitorg menari

• joget pahang
• tari tualang tiga
• asmaradana

wpon pada mulanye i mmg xnk join da performance

tp oleh sbb dipaksa

highlight sket dipaksa ni eh

i pon akur dgn ketentuan nya

hik3

i da malas nk join sbb mase performance b4 ni tuk CR (corporate responsibility)

i jd narrator tuk performance tu

so i da cm x larat nk balek lmbt n tdo lmbt tiap2 ari

so i decided not to involve in this kind of things lg

tp ni antara pengalaman yg mcm sweet je

sbb yg join drama tari tu sume pon pale giler2

ni maharaja china :P

yg muke mmg cm chinese sket

putih kot

i yg gelap ni gulita je

xnmpk pn dok seblah maharaja ni 

ni plak lanun n hang li po

saje bergambo b4 perform

chief lanun ni mmg gle2 orgnye

sgt senget 

Li Po plak sgt cool

time tgh rehearsal bley je slumber tdo

 picca mse tgh perform i x amek pon

almaklumla

xbape excited nk perform kn

kn mcm terpaksa

pakai costume cun2 pon picca x amek byk

rase cm best plak menari

aizan pn x sngka i bley menari

:p

tbe2 rase nyesal x join citrawarna mase kt U dulu

klu x mst da pndai sewang

haha

:P

harap

Basically,

I'm not waiting and i'm not hoping

but,

 i just waiting and not hoping

then,

 i'm hoping but not waiting

Actually i'm hoping and waiting.

i know it's not ur matters

plz don't show tht u r the only 1 who is busy with ur jobs

i am so annoyed with u

when u come, u did the ridiculous sound

i don't know y maybe u want to get attention

or want every1 know u come in

stop d cough n d loud sound la

mcm ****

since u said tht u don't hve anything 2 do with me

i'm starting to hate u

who cares who r u

n do u think i care?

u can put urself in the dustbin and told some1 to throw u away

:P

can also throw u in the river

so that i'm satisfied ok

:)

juz kidding

nothing gonna do with me

i'm just annoyed

thats it.

careful

i have forgotten my password

:(

cmne nk apply  kje kt jobsmalaysia ni?

adeh :(

FRIDAY

ok ni utk Mr B,

may our live full in LOVE

:)

~love is in the air~

today is FRIDAY

remember ok!

FRIDAY

what day is today?

FRIDAY

these statement nothing gonna do with all of u

only me...n

only me need to realize and alert what day is today

I only have started 2 weeks of work

but my mind is lost

huhu

now i realize i more like student's life rather than hectic workforce

such a sudden i think i want to further study

but how to?

sigh.

OMG can't spend my time blogging too much

i need to work la

chayok2!

boleh x i lupe arini ari ape??

ee boleh x?

company ikut style omputih ni bley plak pkai jeans p keje kn

tu pon ari jumaat je

mcm x phm 

siyes x phm

huhu..ikut org brt

mcm x caye

da la GLC lak tu

oleh sbb i igt arini ari kames

makanye i pkai je bju kurung

then kne tegur

Laily:

weh! ari jumaat bley pkai jeans la

i:

tau..sje je..tkut  lg nk pkai jeans

(i bley plak kn cover2 malu..senanye lupe arini ari jumaat..kdg2 rase b'salah plk nk pkai jeans p keje..mcm xseswai...woohh ayt i ke ni? tu la da msuk GEMS sume pon cm nk formal je

smp kne pkai smart casual pn da kekok..wakakakaka)

........

                    extremely sad mode

UNEASY!

im selfish, impatient,and a little insecure

i make mistakes, i am out of control

and at times hard to handle

but if u can't handle me at my worst

and sure as hell don't deserve me at my best

T'igt dulu

ni sume picca2 mse hgout kt SG. Petani

actlly ktrg g umah Jijah..sbb abg die kwen

so pastu g mlepak tmpt len

1st pic tu 1st time g JJ Perda

i mish this time la

lepak2

hgout

xya pk keje

xya pk nk crik duet

besh je

student life yg agak enjoyable

huhu

skg da kne ngadap pc

n memikirkn mse hdpn yg blom pasti

:(

to Ayu,

juz pretend that u r strong enough to face the fact

sometime we don't like it but actually that is the best for us

I just can console u with all these words

but u need to decide it for ur own

anyway juz enjoy urself there k

Lets pray 4 our future undertaking

Moga2 doa dimakbulkan ok :)

stay happy go lucky dear

coz sad face not suite u dear

u need to smile like this babe :)

Semalam dan ari2 sebelumnya

yesterday,

my tears flow like it can't stop 

i don't know why

but it hurt

it hurt a lot

i can't understand why

it can't bear anymore

i want to stop

but it don't allow me to do so

so i just pretend that i'm ok

eventually I'm not OK

it hurt

it really hurt

it=my heart

ok tu muqaddimah tuk tajuk diatas k
today da msuk 5 ari i start work kt Telekom Malaysia
ye..dpt placement kt cni..at about 6 month i need to stay here
ok la..da dpt sket2 kje bos suh wt
tp x la ssh sgt
cume x bape nk phm
ssh sbb x phm
so far my task ni kne assist sorg assnt mrkting officer
but i ade 2 bos
1 bos besa
1 bos kecik
my bos besa nme die Pn. Hanida
die pny position as a AGM tok SBC n wimax
AGM tu Assistant General Manager
so my 2nd bos is En. Kamarul
position die ? ermmm lupe lak
haha
bley x?
so i kne assist En. Kamarul dlm taks die
im totally zero dlm ini tajuk
tp naseb bek mase GEMS dlu da blaja psl project management
so my department yg kne attach ni lbh kurang management la
MCS Wholesale
ni la nme department tu
M=Malaysian
C=carrier
S=services

Basically i kne wt psl sbc n wimax je la
SBC ni byk gle
SBC tu state based company
mcm tower2 kt each state tu
eermmm
klu wimax tu
ade 3 plak
so basically 3 customer yg TM ade skg
pnh dgr P1 wimax x?
haa
tu la customer kmi
Packet 1
Asia? asia ape nth lupe plak
n last YTL communications sdn bhd

ok 2nd day i da kne p jmp customer
meeting ok
adoi (meeting kt lua)
i g ngn my bos (en. Kamarul n sorg lg En Alfian)
mcm x tau nk wt pe
da la i sorg je girl mse meeting tu
dr pg smp lunch hour bru abeh
da la i cm blur2 kn
so i dgr je la dorg dok bincang2
so far 1st time kne expose cara2 nk deal ngn customer
ape yg dorg nk?..ape2 itu2..ini,2..
YTL tu company yg sewa tapak kt TM
utk wimax dorg la
ermm

ok 1st day i dpt meja n desktop
tp x bley gune
sbb xd psswd
so skg i tgh gune pc yg username n psswd org len
blasah je
jnj bley gune k
i da jrg on FB
sbb kt cni die blok FB la
mse lunch or bukan office hour je die bkk
so dpt la on FB skejap


ok cte pasal umah sewa plak
i duk kt Vista Angkasa
dkt ngn stesen lrt universiti
mase mule2 kn  x tau jln nk p menara tm ni
so i g nek lrt
tp smlm i da discover new way tuk dtg keje tnp nek lrt
haha (yes2) saving duet tmbang :( (almklumla gji 1K je)
bley je jln kaki
lg cepat
sbb building i skg ni lg dkt ngn uma sewa dr menara tm tu
menara tm tu dkt ngn stesen lrt kerinchi
mse2 1st day kne lapor kt menara tm
then ble attach i kne kt dprtment yg building die seblah mnra tm ni
so konklusi yg agak bgus sbb lg dkt dr vsta klu jln kaki
tp jauh ket klu nek lrt la

1st day i dtg office i kua pkul 7.15
then smp awl
2nd day i kua 7.30
smp awl gk
3rd day i kua kul 7.35
awl gk smp
4th day i kua kul 7.45
awl gk smp
ok today i da agak bijak
plus bgn lmbt sket
so i kua kul 8.00
then smp 8.15
arini i jln kaki je
smp pn awl je
yg pnting B4 8.30 ok
huhu

balek plak
5.30
tp slunye i kua lmbt
sbb i g nek lrt ngn colleague i yg bru ni
tp skg i rse da x pyh lik ngn die
sbb i da bley jln kaki je
smlm i balek lmbt
sbb ade kje sket
kul 6 cm tu la
i nk send kt my bos
tp die xd
da la emel i x setup lg
so i xbley send kt die
then i soh sorg ni tlg send kn
pkai emel die la tp
i cm cuak2 gk

slu je nervous duk cni
sbb tkt x pndai nk wt kje yg dorg suruh
tp tiap2 ari kn learning process
so
i need to learn more here
Dear B plz do pray for me
klu dpt absorb. it would be great n I'm so thankful :)



today kn ari jumaat
makanya
nk balek umah ke x sok?
wuhuuu.
balek kot insyaALLAH