Semalam dan ari2 sebelumnya

yesterday,

my tears flow like it can't stop 

i don't know why

but it hurt

it hurt a lot

i can't understand why

it can't bear anymore

i want to stop

but it don't allow me to do so

so i just pretend that i'm ok

eventually I'm not OK

it hurt

it really hurt

it=my heart

ok tu muqaddimah tuk tajuk diatas k
today da msuk 5 ari i start work kt Telekom Malaysia
ye..dpt placement kt cni..at about 6 month i need to stay here
ok la..da dpt sket2 kje bos suh wt
tp x la ssh sgt
cume x bape nk phm
ssh sbb x phm
so far my task ni kne assist sorg assnt mrkting officer
but i ade 2 bos
1 bos besa
1 bos kecik
my bos besa nme die Pn. Hanida
die pny position as a AGM tok SBC n wimax
AGM tu Assistant General Manager
so my 2nd bos is En. Kamarul
position die ? ermmm lupe lak
haha
bley x?
so i kne assist En. Kamarul dlm taks die
im totally zero dlm ini tajuk
tp naseb bek mase GEMS dlu da blaja psl project management
so my department yg kne attach ni lbh kurang management la
MCS Wholesale
ni la nme department tu
M=Malaysian
C=carrier
S=services

Basically i kne wt psl sbc n wimax je la
SBC ni byk gle
SBC tu state based company
mcm tower2 kt each state tu
eermmm
klu wimax tu
ade 3 plak
so basically 3 customer yg TM ade skg
pnh dgr P1 wimax x?
haa
tu la customer kmi
Packet 1
Asia? asia ape nth lupe plak
n last YTL communications sdn bhd

ok 2nd day i da kne p jmp customer
meeting ok
adoi (meeting kt lua)
i g ngn my bos (en. Kamarul n sorg lg En Alfian)
mcm x tau nk wt pe
da la i sorg je girl mse meeting tu
dr pg smp lunch hour bru abeh
da la i cm blur2 kn
so i dgr je la dorg dok bincang2
so far 1st time kne expose cara2 nk deal ngn customer
ape yg dorg nk?..ape2 itu2..ini,2..
YTL tu company yg sewa tapak kt TM
utk wimax dorg la
ermm

ok 1st day i dpt meja n desktop
tp x bley gune
sbb xd psswd
so skg i tgh gune pc yg username n psswd org len
blasah je
jnj bley gune k
i da jrg on FB
sbb kt cni die blok FB la
mse lunch or bukan office hour je die bkk
so dpt la on FB skejap


ok cte pasal umah sewa plak
i duk kt Vista Angkasa
dkt ngn stesen lrt universiti
mase mule2 kn  x tau jln nk p menara tm ni
so i g nek lrt
tp smlm i da discover new way tuk dtg keje tnp nek lrt
haha (yes2) saving duet tmbang :( (almklumla gji 1K je)
bley je jln kaki
lg cepat
sbb building i skg ni lg dkt ngn uma sewa dr menara tm tu
menara tm tu dkt ngn stesen lrt kerinchi
mse2 1st day kne lapor kt menara tm
then ble attach i kne kt dprtment yg building die seblah mnra tm ni
so konklusi yg agak bgus sbb lg dkt dr vsta klu jln kaki
tp jauh ket klu nek lrt la

1st day i dtg office i kua pkul 7.15
then smp awl
2nd day i kua 7.30
smp awl gk
3rd day i kua kul 7.35
awl gk smp
4th day i kua kul 7.45
awl gk smp
ok today i da agak bijak
plus bgn lmbt sket
so i kua kul 8.00
then smp 8.15
arini i jln kaki je
smp pn awl je
yg pnting B4 8.30 ok
huhu

balek plak
5.30
tp slunye i kua lmbt
sbb i g nek lrt ngn colleague i yg bru ni
tp skg i rse da x pyh lik ngn die
sbb i da bley jln kaki je
smlm i balek lmbt
sbb ade kje sket
kul 6 cm tu la
i nk send kt my bos
tp die xd
da la emel i x setup lg
so i xbley send kt die
then i soh sorg ni tlg send kn
pkai emel die la tp
i cm cuak2 gk

slu je nervous duk cni
sbb tkt x pndai nk wt kje yg dorg suruh
tp tiap2 ari kn learning process
so
i need to learn more here
Dear B plz do pray for me
klu dpt absorb. it would be great n I'm so thankful :)



today kn ari jumaat
makanya
nk balek umah ke x sok?
wuhuuu.
balek kot insyaALLAH