gulai siput sedut.

Dear B..

IT'S been a while..I cudn't remember when it was a last time I ate this gulai..
Tibe2 few weeks back terasa cam nak makan this gulai siput..serious lama dh tak rasa masakan ni..
I told my sis thru our family group WhatsApp..last 2 weeks..Ateh Noora did try to search this siput at zemart unfortunately takde jual kat sane..so tak ley la nak masak kan...so tak pe lah...tak ade rezeki..and yesterday Along Alin did buy this gulai for us! Yeay..I'm seriously happy..hey! Ape kene mengena this siput sedut with my life?
Nak tau ke b? It's just that I miss the memory when mom use to cook for us..mom suka masak this gulai..when I was a kid dulu..ayah or mom yang dulu tolong sedutkan untuk I bila we had a family lunch or dinner. .I miss that moment..I miss mom more.. still remember masa mom nak basuh the siput..then the siput da merayau2 da..huhu..just nice..still remember mom did siang the siput..and the gulai was awesome..taste well with the pedas..gulai masak lemak mom Terbahekkk. .seriously miss all about mom now..da seminggu tak ziarah mom..coz in a week of mamnu'..and yesterday I went there after work..cried all over again..told her about my stresses of work loads..about everything...I told her that I miss her so much..I need her..miss her hug and kisses..Miss all about her again..I know I wouldn't have any chance to meet her again..I know that..I beg that if I can have a chance to see her again eventho in a dream..actually I want to share a cerita when I was doing tawaf with sorang makcik ni..her character just like mom..she's soft spoken..cantik..baik..just like mom..and she remind me a lot about mom...I wish I cud turn back time and appreciate everything yang mom did for me...I'll share what had happened when I and the auntie at Mecca okay..if I do have some more time to post in..

AUFA dak kembar baru je kua hospital semalam..Alhamdulillah...sian tengok baby Kecik2 ni tak sihat..semoga Allah sembuhkan Aufa..tak sampai hati tengok baby kene macam2 kat hospital..yet auntie yang busy ni..tak dapat pon melawat Aufa kat spital..sibuk nau dengan kerja yang mengkayakan samseng..kerja lebey2 pon mana la kaya sangat...OT lebey pon tak bayar..bile mengomel2 dekat sis..nasib baek Alang Dila motivate cakap yang kerja itu kan ibadah..rasa sejuk sket hati and boost up the motivation untuk kerja seikhlas mungkin..ehhh..apepasal topik pasal kerja ni..kan nak story mory pasal siput..out of topic lagi...nampak sangat jiwa kacau pasal kerja kan...

Macam2 dugaan kan Allah beri..I diuji dengan benda laen..cer tengok..Alang Dila pon kena uji jugak..kalau di timbal balek..ape sangat la ujian kerja I ni jika dibandingkan dengan orang laen..Alang dila mesti risau Aufa tak sihat..like mom did masa dulu..mom always worry if one of her child demam ke ape ke..walaupun anak2nye dah besa panjang..yet still die risau..tak boleh tido..and malam2 letak kain yang direndam dengan air asam tu..supaya demam kebah..mom always did like that when I got fever...hanya mom je yang rasa risau macam tu kan..forsure Alang Dila pon risaukan Aufa..semoga Aufa cepat sembuh...amin...

Banyaknye mende nak cerita..but then too privacy to tell write..ehem..some people say..apr guna buat blog but then untuk diprivatekan..yet..for me..sukati orang tulah..nak bagi blog die private ke tak kan..xpayah nak kisah sangat..they have their own right to do anything...human right...erkkk..apo ni..da takdo kono mengono dah haaa..

Okay la b...dari semalam dok save post ni..nak publish sat...

Babai b..

Love u muchas..

Till meet again to the next post

Hug n kisses from me!

Rindu2 tengok gambo I ye b..Ececeeee

Ehee pandang tepi laks..

Cer tgk depan sket

Okay da b..

Rindu2 tengok salu ye...

Rindu gils dengan cik soulmate I ni..nak bergosip mak jemah pon tak sompek noks oi..tipon pon x..gosip kat message je..

Jom gi kenduri kawen..

Tadaa...

Dari semalam sampai la ke tengah hari ni..

Baru nak publish post..asik siaran tergendala jer...haishh

Tajuk post siput..tapi takde pon gambar siput kan..gambar I yang buat kerja macam siput ade laa..lombap2 yo haaa...

I need a vacation

Dear baby boo blog...

What to share today?

I've been so busy with the duniawi things..

I'm tired!

Nak pooh and tido sampai lebam..
Too tired with the workloads.
Dah tak tahan lagi..
Hoping that I will stand still or else dapat better offer than this company..

Miss the old me..
I miss my life...
I want my life back
LiFe ain't for work only right?
I had it enough...

Oh hardship.
Thanks for being there..
And hoping that u'll be leaving me soon my dear hardship..
U r the great friend of mine..
The things is..I just can't cope it.
I miss the old me! Again!
Just don't want to sigh. .yet I did it..

Oh Allah...
Please forgive me for all my wrongdoings and all my sins that I've done.
I'm terribly sorry for the mistakes..

I need a tranquil vacation! 

Let's fly again!

Baby boo blog! Pls pray for me.. I really want a deep sleep and a vacay!

career conflict

Dear B..

I had self conflict for the past few days. Low self esteem.  Haishhh..why should I feel this?
Someday I wish I can be strong enough to face everything happen to me in this temporary beautiful world. How I wish I have a steel heart. I'm not sure what actually I want in this world. I just don't have self confidence that I can manage to do it. It's so pathetic and hectic life style here. I just want to be a normal person and live life to the fullest. All the obstacles and hardship must be treasure with patience and be thankful right. HE will not burden us for the things that we can't overcome it.

Aleesya damia somel..the masyamness after bangun pagi..bau shedap ohh
Tetibe kan picture ni..xde kene mengena dengan tajuk..out of title

The manuscript yang menyebabkan I've been scolded by boss yesterday..
Oh emmm gee sangat...awesome!  Kene bebel pagi2...
Sonok oi

Trust more HIM and I'm sure the sorrowful episode will be gone. Let's motivate myself with the positive capsule. I'm sure I will be alright soon. Hopefully!

''Its about Edward again. Seem that Bella has no idea when actually Jacob Black will be there. Bella had it enough with Edward.''

hati kering aka dry heart

Dear b..

Seem my heart ni belum cukup kering lagi..
Tak suka jadi stalker hebat..
I just don't know why and I just don't want
to know..
Can I?

Weekend yang hebat plus dapat message dari boss..
Ingat sket..kalau boss message tu dapat pujian ke naek pangkat ke..
Memang tak la kan..of course la pasal kerja and add up kerja..

I don't think that I can handle all this things..
Please la..
I had it enough...
Emosi betul macam ni...

But then I have to face it right..
I know..there's must be a reason why I have to undergo all this sweet things...
Sweet la sangat kan..
Memang tak la..

Kite salu akan dapat sesuatu yang kite benci..
Meh kite start benci benda yang kita sayang..
Untung2 dapat pulak kan...da benci...
Sebabnye salu dapat ape yang kite benci...
Kannnn

Oh ho..
But I know..this case is exceptional. .
Then..I wrap up my case with this own quote. .
Ececeeee da pandai berquote bagai la ni..
Quotes of the day today adalah..

Treat someone else with the way you want to be treated.

Macam tak best pulak posting without a pc of pic..

Meh tempek 1..

Okay2 tak jadilah 1..
tempek lagi 1

Sekian terima kasih b..
Dengar elok ja I membebel ni..
Im starting to miss annur insyirah ni
She smells nice..pure and innocent

I miss you annurrrr!♡
Tolong la pujuk ummi annur ni jadikan auntie ni bibik annur bley tak..

Bley bonti kojo..jadi bibik yo kek umah haa..
Xkoso da nak kojo ni..
Malaih aihh..
Nampaknye 2hari cuti pon x ley nak cure the disease of laziness


Macam mana rupa future bibik annur ni?
Auntie koya ni..


Dear Allah...

Please help me as always..
Please give me my full spirit of working again..
I need positive capsules...
Permudahkan urusanku tomorrow and the day after...
Aminnn..ya rabbal alaminnnn...

dak dikdik

:thoughtful:

Hasil penangkapan gambar guna secondary camera..makanya mata pon kelain...


Dear B..

I had fun with this lil girl named aina nuha...
She's cute..hopefully she's getting better from  
Fever...

Okay..bit update about my work things...

I never thought I can manage this on my own...my works..

Supposedly end my contract on January. ..but then I couldn't get any better offer. .so I just stay and I hope than I can cope and endure the stress of work load here..With the cekadak ulek kek bawah ni haa..messy betoi..

New boss with new direction. .

Xley nak lepak2 ulo2 sangat la kann...

Redhoooo..

she's married

Souvenir from CH!

Dear b...

Have some thought to share here...

Thanks Allah for giving me a chance to know good people when I decided to left Sony and chose Samsung. ..coincidence met someone senget like me..my adik so called my bff too..she almost know all my problem. .and the unsolvable problematic...she had fun at Cameron Highlands for a honeymoon. .yet she still remember me...she did give me the fridge magnet..her family just like mine..cause I always followed her went back home after work..and I also did overnight at her sister's home at putrajaya too..more than once i did follow her went back to her sis' s house also..and I think that I will not get going just like before since she already got the puan title..being someone's wife..I did attend her wedding day at jasin melaka..she just so beautiful as she is...you want to see her picture b?

Here she is..she's gorgeous on her big day..

Siti norsaminar the perantin!

I still remember I tell her about my late mom at the clinic. .when I accompany her to take some medicine there..she felt like crying too..she did tell to her mom..then her mom cried ...oh hoo...so touched when she tell her mom that I usually went to my mom' s grave..we went for a wedding day of our colleagues at senawang. .that day was the 1st time I met her mom..she did go with her mom...felt that her mom is my mom too..can uh? We had breakfast prepared by her mom before going to work.. then I felt like same when my mom is here..she usually prepared breakfast for me before I went to work..eventho there's nothing at home..yet she will prepare a mug of a hot milo for me..Okay2 done blabbering. .please stop...hehe...or else I'll cry for another reason..

The tricky pic Me and her

Wishes for you dik..

Selamat pengantin baru

Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat

Semoga dikurniakan kebahagian bersama future kids yang comel2..

Semoga menjadi isteri yang taat pada Allah dan suami..

Please control ur hot temper tu sket ye..weee

Syg ko dik!

Asmah and siti nor

Yet if I go anywhere I'll always remember to buy something for her..don't know why..and btw her bro in law was actually my ex colleague at Sony..what a coincidence and small world kan..

Then I met this cute girl with happy minded...

She acted like she don't care what people say about her.. without any pretending..just do whatever she wants to..I like the way she bring herself to the others..

Like this statement. ..

Ado den kesah?

Rapuh~

gifts from korea...

Dear b..

Today nak show off gift yang big boss bagi..

Baru balek dari korea ye...

Pen tu assistant manager yang bagi
And the chocs was from my senior manager
Thanks bosses!
Lap u!
Lap samsung!
Tetibe oih!..

Malacca!

Dear B, 

It's March already.
And I lied to you.
I didn't keep my promises.
I promise to share my February days right.
yet I've been too busy and don't know what to post.
Actually the statement is lied too..i have many things to share.
but i don't know is it possible to share..


Let's enjoy my February day a bit...
Listen B..

It's been a day without shining bright sun. ..even though it's a sunny day..hey!nothing to blabber!

I had fun and slightly sad when I went there.. a lot of picture to upload then..it takes time..

just enjoy a bit! 

thanks Mr Ollen to accompany us when we are at Malacca

U are my Boyfriend forever~

I Love you Mr Ollen~

and the journey has started from Kg Paya...

erk! I've forgotten the Kg name!

shame on me...euuuuwwww

the Puan Noor Diana's kg..ehem...sexy eyes with the eye lense..

have fun with Cik Soulmate..Siti Syuhada

I'm not sure since when she likes to hang out..

.confuse i Nokss

with the photographer of the days.. Ms Nadia.. Diana's sis

fortunately she joined us on that two days..

so sporting with the tiring cam whore session.

Our 1st place to visit is Taman Seribu Bunga,

 at Ayer Keroh..the two sista's on the pic!

Why Taman Seribu Bunga?

This was because of Siti Nor, she always talk about this place and yet i force them to go there too.

ahaha, but sorry, there's nothing special there but i do like the eye tower and a taman there

 

the pusher driver!

cam whore with BFF

and all those picture below are 

tadaa'

only me je..

my blog right,

so who cares!

me! 

 a message to whom it may concern!

 well. Siti Syuhada had a skill and sense of photographer but the model is not beautiful enough~

another pic..oh hoo

please vomit now

 mak jemah with the payung, well I do LOVE the payung :) the original owner of the umbrella

Love more the ori owner!

 the koya's scene of me

 the belakon scene with Puan Noor Diana,

 the relax scene at Taman Reptilia and Taman Rama-rama~

forsure I'll not enter this place with others except them all.

thats is forsure~

i love them who really loves me!

the middle!

the end

I MISS U B~

seriously I miss u!

Feb

Dear baby boo blog...it's almost end of February. ..I've been missing you so much. Hows day going on? Forsure its really dull cause I'm not writing anything here right. Seriously I misss u b...I've a lot if things to share here..don't know how to start..seem that the exaggerated mood flown away as I barely forgotten what i've to share on this 2013...February a month full of love...I'll continue writing here when I'm free...love to share my monotonous story only with you b...well I love February so much..as much as I love you b..will continue writing what had happened on my February days! Have fun to listen it b...

Revive~~~

I'm so tired of being here,

suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave

Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal,

this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me, me, me

 

Bertaut Di Jabal Rahmah

Dear B,

Entry ni bukan berkisarkan cerita Adam & Hawa eh..
People out there sibuk duk cerita pasal cerita ni
Memang macam best pon
but then sebab nama heroin dalam cerita ni Ain
terus I cam nak tak nak jer tengok betul-betul..
lompat2 episode..tak excited sangat
Cerita memang best sangat kot kan, terawang2 je tengoknye.
Dulu I selalu think of, yang cerita novel2 ni memang wujud dalam novel je.
But then I da tau da, cerita yang ala2 macam novel ni
realitynya pon happen in our life out there.
Mungkin sama sedikit, mungkin tak sama langsung or mungkin memang sama.
Ok dah, banyak sangat mungkin ni.
Stop the mungkin NOW!



Actually why the title is like that? uh?
B, you want to know it why?
It is just because I got a message from my BFF today.

She wrote in this:

"Ibu mimpi kta g umrah 2 org. Kt jbl rhmh ko jumpe jdoh ko dlu, ak kmudian. Huhu"

and u know my reaction after read this message? I cried kot..tibe2 touching, sebab I bace mase pukul 5 pagi camtu, hiba plak ai...padahal my BFF ni da anto lame da..I lambat nau bacenye..I nanges bukan sebab the meaning or maksud mesej tu, I cried sebab I rindu nak pergi sana. Serious rindu, a place which is unique, indescribably peaceful mind and soul there. The tranquility yang you tak kan dapat kat sini or tempat lain. Serious nak pergi lagi. Ya Allah, mudah2an ada peluang dan ruang untuk kembali ke rumahMu lagi. Amin :)

tapi kan Dear beb,
my instinct said that you'll marry 1st..jangan risau ok, I'll be your pengapit. Then masa you akad nikah tu forsure I nanges... touching.....uwaaaa :'(

Actually the story behind is, I miss that place..we called it Mount of Mercy, okay nak dijadikan cerita, I experience something yang sangat best there. Masa OTW nak pergi Jabal Rahmah tu, Mutawwif tu dah cerita macam2 kat dalam bas. He said about many people yang datang kat Jabal Rahmah tu, minta doa pasal jodoh lah. sebab historynya kan macam ni lebih kurang, tempat bertemunya Adam dan Hawa setelah beratus tahun terpisah. Setelah both of them bertaubat dan memohon keampunan dari Allah, disebabkan Hawa pujuk Adam untuk makan buah Khuldi yang dilarang oleh Allah S.W.T. Start dari situlah, wujudnya kita ni kan. Okay, jangan lupa asal usul anda eh..Okay nak cerita pasal history, I'm not so arif about it. Based on ape yang Mutawwif tu cakap, lah kan, tak ade hadith soheh yang menyatakan makbul doa berkaitan jodoh, minta anak ke ape-ape ke kat situ, tapi Mutawwif tu cakap, tak salah nak berdoa, dekat mana2 pon boleh berdoa kan. Mudah2an berdoa dekat situ, dimaqbulkan Allah. InsyaAllah :)

Masa nak mendaki bukit tu, we chose the hard path la kan, tak kan nak naek tangga siap je, tak mencabar pulak kami kan kuat lagi, Alhamdulillah, diberi nikmat kesihatan oleh Allah masa tu, in fact my dad pon ikut naek path yang berbatu-batu dan berliku tu.Tak tinggi sangat pon bukitnye tapi penat la jugak bila da sampai atas. Tercungap2 hoih~ Cepat peluh and cepat kering dekat sana, sebab cuaca kat sana kan panas kering.

Ni adik beserta Mutawwif yang sibuk mengagihkan mineral water utk Jemaah Umrah 

Mutawwif Bas kami ni orang kelahiran Indonesia, cakap Indon ofcoz la pekat sangat, tapi still boleh paham,
Suara dia sedap and selalu nasyid and baca doa berlagu masa kat dalam bas. Merdu okay suara dia. Ayah siap rakam lagi masa dia baca doa ke selawat ke. Amik lagu katanye.

version Black N White

See i bawak air 2 before naik atas, sebabnye, memang bawak air selalu, kat sana kan panas kering, dan kebetulan waktu kami pergi sana tu, musim panas pulak. Orang kate, kalau pergi musim sejuk, best lagi. tak la panas sangat. tapi takpe pon Alhamdulillah panas tu tak menghalang aktiviti kami kat sana. Sampai-sampai je dekat kaki bukit Rahmah ni, haruslah bergambar dulu dengan HUNTA2..banyak unta kat sane, bayaran pon murah je boleh tahan dalam 5 ke 10 Riyal. tapi I, My lil bro n Ayah tak naek pon. Amek gmbo je suda.
Menarik okay orang Arab hias unta2 tu. kalau dekat Melaka macam naek Beca la, siap ada bunga bagai kan. Ni namanya Unta berhias (memandai I je taruk nama ni).

Ni la yang I cakap Unta Berhias Ni.
Cantik sangat tapi bau MasyaAllah. :)

Okay sambung cerita lagi, OTW naek atas bukit tu, semasa mendaki la kan, I nampak banyak sangat gambar orang (size passport) merata-rata dekat everywhere, celah-celah batu semua. Then I fikir, mesti orang yang datang sini, minta dipertemukan jodoh and dorang siap bawak gambar lagi pastu memang tinggalkan kat sane.I je fikir macam ni, tapi tak tahulah betul ke tak kan. Serious banyak k gambar bertaburan dekat situ. I wonder why they should bring all those picture there. Hehe.. Curiosity terlebih plak ai...

Continue, sampai atas je ade ramai sangat orang, dekat puncak bukit tu ada satu tiang tegak warna putih dan ada hitam sikit dekat bawah nye. Dekat situ ramai orang berdoa, sambil menghadap kiblat, ada yang solat sunat. Ada yang cium tiang tu, ada yang tulis nama, and tulis macam2 la dekat tiang tu, ada yang letak kepala dekat dengan dinding tiang tu, ada jugak yang tawaf dekat situ. Tapi serious, I have no comments towards their actions, and you just know that, orang Islam seluruh dunia ni kan ikut 4 mazhab, so masing-masing ada pegangan dan ikutan menurut mazhab masing2 lah kan. so jangan pandang pelik mereka k. Kita pon tak tahu amalan kita ni betul dan diterima Allah ke tak.
Just don't judge people, u just don't know them well kan. Hanya Allah sahaja berhak menghukum hambaNya.

Dekat atas tu ramai yang akan meminta gambar kita diambil dengan kamera mereka, and then dorang charge dlm 10 ke 20 Riyal kalau tak silap. Tapi kalau tak nak tu, tolak dengan cara baek ye.
Dekat atas macam-macam mereka ni jual, ada tasbih, batu-batu, cincin, hiasan barang kemas tiruan, henna, and too much to write in here kot i rase.

Okla B,
Layan gmbau je kat bawah ni, actually i nak tulis and share benda banyak lagi, tapi dah ngantuk2 ni, so I nak off baby lappy ni and tido je lah. Esok keje la :(...
Kalau rajin i edit balek and add up some other story k.
Till meet again dear B,
Hug and Kisses from Me :)

gambar berlakon jap.

dengan Ayah masa OTW mendaki bukit

Ayah dengan session menshopping, tapi kami tak beli apa2 masa dekat atas tengok2 je

Ramai fakir yang minta sedekah dekat sana. See dorang baring dekat tengah2 laluan jalan

Pemandangan dari Jabal Rahmah 

Antara barang-barang yang dijual dekat atas Bukit Rahmah

Camwhore session after doa :)

Adik with nice panorama belah blakang tu

Again Adik! 

Me and the moments at Mount of Mercy

p/s : B, again I'm not a good girl, but i changed, i want to be a better girl. Pls pray for me, and O Allah, please guide me to Jannah :)